ALEX PAUL NICK BOB

is love

well..finally found out the price of the Franz Ferdinand concert -- 29.95 american buckeroos. kinda steep but hell. It's Franz Ferdinand. It's worth it. ><'' just hope there isn't any of those 50% off tickets later cuz i will kill somebody. okay i'm going to go off in tangents here so if you dont want to read random shit. get the fuck out. If you DO want to read random shit. Go to my xanga. That's why it's there. It's for random-random shit. <-- hum i sound idiotic. ANYWAYS :; some bastard called me at 1 Am last night. Amazingly it was the night that I actually went to bed before 3 in the morning. I was dead tired yesterday. Great night to pick. The problem was, he called 3 fucking times within 10 fucking minutes. I had NO clue who this shit head was.

ring ring
me: hello?
phone disconnect
ring ring
me: *silence* *grumbling* yes?
-noise in background- phone disconnect
ring ring
me: *silent for a few seconds* what do you want?
male voice : *drunk voice emmitts..baljalkdfaldjkasjfkaljsfdk* is this bkdjaksdlfjaksljfidoad
me: *thinking* wtf *saying* no. wrong number
him: Yah SURRRRe?
me: yeah. call me again and i'll kill you.


wonderful eh? I hate drunk bastards. I will kill all. mwahah . I need somebody interesting to come online right now!! the people online at this moment are not very interesting specimens to talk to. I got so bored yesterday that after seeing my test scores [see xanga] , i made 4 complete franz ferdinand avvys. Yes, i was grounded. No, i was not stoned. haha See above for the icons. Humm...must find something deep to talk about here. Well you see there is this guy I once knew... like all guys he was very nice and kind to begin with, a real good friend. Guess what? He turned into a bastard just like all guys do eventually. YAY! ><'' Okay that wasn't very deep or very true to begin with. haha Okay. I CANNOT think of anything to say so early in the morning. I need some caffine and some real food.

ahh.screw blogger uploading pictures..they mess up gif files apparently. :[ so here's the normal version that i jacked off my signiture from hpforums. meh. MUCH BETTER ^__^ anyways. I'VE GOT MY FRIDAY BACK!! HUZZAHH!! :] and i didn't even have to ask. happiness is me ^__^ makes me want to hug that person but i dont want to. LOL. Now i get to.....do my homework...-___-'' FUCK. DAMN YOU VEDAR. oh well..i'll do my homework tmr after ortho..it's only a chapter outline...it's SUMMER. SUMMER. I still need to read my books too...I wish I worked harder this summer..hahah..well ZOO TODAY! hahah..woopdedo.

ahh.screw blogger uploading pictures..they mess up gif files apparently. :[ so here's the normal version that i jacked off my signiture from hpforums. meh. MUCH BETTER ^__^ anyways. I'VE GOT MY FRIDAY BACK!! HUZZAHH!! :] and i didn't even have to ask. happiness is me ^__^ makes me want to hug that person but i dont want to. LOL. Now i get to.....do my homework...-___-'' FUCK. DAMN YOU VEDAR. oh well..i'll do my homework tmr after ortho..it's only a chapter outline...it's

hum..i got locked out of my blogger a few times :] geez. i am so bored durning summer...i can't go out much cuz i'm freaking grounded and cuz i'm always sickkkk. I can hardly breathe cuz i'm coughing up so damn much and my throat hurts like shit. Somebody's going to pay for this shit. Seriously. Anyways. What's up these few weeks? Nothing much. ARUGH. I just remember that i have to go to Ortho on thursday. WILL THEY LEMME TAKE OFF THE SAHITING BRACES YET?1?! God. they said it would be off by June. Then they moved the stupid ass day to August 4th. Well, if it's off by thursday, i will have a SUPER happy friday... (well...i'm HAVE to do something that day that isn't making me very happy right now... one day, i will kill that person...slowly and painfully...) :( Thought that person was a nice guy too..[DONT TRUST PEOPLE, KIDS!!!] -__-'' I refuse to say anything other than that.

ohh FRICKING COOL>>><< Blogger FINALLY lets you upload pictures directly....SHIT i really haven't been here for a while. ^__^'' I LOVE YOU BLOGGER!!

V you know how you're supposed to keep a journal for school..hahaha yeahhhh well here's my homework. ^^''

July 11th

well anyways, i just finished my spanish version of my journal for class and now it's time for the English version. GO ME! Anyways, as I said in my spanish entry for Tunzi, I am currently stuck in the car somewhere in Nevada but not in Las Vegas. Great...haha. It's SO hot and sunny out here it's not funny. I feel kind of sick of looking at the desert for so freaking long. It's boring and just full of sagebush. I remember in fourth? grade, i had to do a project on Nevada because all the other states were picked and my goodness, I started hating this gigantic waste of space since then. The only positive thing I have to say is that Mark Twain is from here. But then again, I had to read "Tom Sawyer" for a reading assignment which is, duh, not good. It's HOT! You lucky people in San Francisco do not know how good you have it. I might complain about the shitty weather conditions, but atleast I can BREATHE there. Yeah, I'm kind of missing that natural reaction...Should've taken the PLANE. Goodness...oh well only 3-4 days in LV then it's on to LA for me! Disneyland and the NEW Space Mountain, here I come! w00t! I'm getting my Harry Potter book at Downtown Disney because I rock so damn much. Hahah..yeah I suck for being such a fangirl of Harry Potter. Mannn..I wish I was one of the winners that could meet JKR in England on the 16th...alas, I never entered the contest, meaning there is not a chance i could win. Meh. I'm listening to Green Day right now....kind of weird since I'm supposedly thinking in Espanol for class. I wish I had my notes with me. It's impossible to remember all the volcab i learned this year.
I can't believe I'm a JUNIOR already. SHIZZ. That's freaky. I just came to Wash!! NOO!! DONT TAKE ME AWAY!! [...] I still feel like it's the summer of eighth grade -__-'' Dang..I can't believe it's been 3 years since I met the Pres. kids that I chill with now ^^'' HI!! hihihihihi. hahah. Crazy kids these days huh? i wish we can go back to those times haha..Nevada SUCKS. Oh yeah btw, it's planned. After our senior graduation, we are all going to LA to celebrate !! hahah..or actually, me and lainy just mentioned it once..heheh..but really. we should do that. Save your money NOW. [mann...and i wanted to buy a Sabb with all the cash. =[ ] OHH FRANZ FERDINAND! [mp3 playlist on my comp right now. ] Hot Hot HOT here...nothing but crap flying past my window at 90 miles per hour. I wanna watch Hells Kitchen tonight!!! Hopefully the Hotel I'm staying at picks up FOX. I cannot miss an episode. Ramsey is the shiz. :] He is one scary person, very scary...ARGH. Stupid "dancing with the stars" ....I watched the shows to get John to win....meh and then Kelly won...*sniff* not fair..hahah...
why am i talking about reality shows?
ARE WE THERE YET??!? [ahh! i am running out of laptop batttery!! okay SIGNING OUT]



journal two July 14th

this is the song for the unloved
this is the music for one last cry
this is prayer that tommorow will help me leave the past behind
it's the song for the unloved.
-"Song for the Unloved" Backstreet Boys

Huh. My trip to Las Vegas is over already...man that was fast. Right now I am once again, here in my car, trying to wake myself up and get rid of the heat. I'm back in California but seriously, it's still about 111 degrees out here. I'm sick of reading "Their Eyes Were Watching God". Really, the English used in the book got my eyes hurting so much. Should be arriving in LA from LV in a few hours...I hope my computer doesn't run out of batteries one more time before I can go recharge it. This is what sucks about having a laptop...infinite batteries do not exist...and the fact that the bottom of the computer gets hot after a while and it's heavy on my lap. Egad. haha...Listening to Backstreet Boys's new CD right now [mwahah..i found a site that gave out the whole CD on WMA so i DLed it all...] it's okay..i like it better than the other BSB cds...I listened to Simple Plan's "untitled" for a trillion times now...or atleast so much that I know how to sing it backwards, fowards, inside out..mwahah...lol..so anyways my days' highlights:
- the hotel i was staying in was really nice =] and the swimming pool was wonderful ^^'' 13 feet!! [that's a weird feet number..usually it's only 10...]
- I COULD'VE MET DONALD TRUMP!!! ARUGH. All I needed to do was look out of my window and I would've saw DONALD TRUMP. BUT nooo....I just had to go swimming at that exact time...ARUGH. I didn't even know until I saw the news later..-___-'' FUDGE. LITERALLY. Outside my window.. [cuz the Trumpmister was opening a new hotel thingi next door to my Hotel and was giving a speech thingi...ARGUGH] FUDGE
- I visited ALL the hotels on the Strip and my god, they are gorgeous. It doesn't matter that I went to them about 3 years ago, it still amazes me how beautiful it is in the hotels...I am going to live at Ceasar's Palace next time I'm going. OR the Venician. I don't care..or Mandalay Bay..shizz..or the Wynn [which is directly across from my hotel..HAHAH]
-Excalibur made me lose only 10 buck and won me a lion..haha...[actually only blew 5 bucks on midway games...another 5 on DDR] Arugh..there was this DDR wannabe machine and ITS IMPOSSIBlE. I don't csare that it's practically the same, the BUTTONS DO NOT WORK. WTF. haha..My lion is weird though...my brother won a cuter one at Circus Circus...
-Hotels like to play my MP3 playlist...hahah i could sing along with all the songs that were playing in the Luxor, Treasure Island, Mirage...ect.. hahah
-There is a road called ZZYZX...HOW THE HELL DO YOU PRONOUNCE THAT?!?!
-Complain all you want about the gas price in SF..the price is 2.71 average out in the desert. What JIP. haha
-M&M factory and Coca Cola factory were yummy..
W[here]TF AM ??!?!?
[Carl's Jr. in the middle of no where.] *continue to listen to BSB*
ouch..my face hurts from being hit by the wind...yeah the window's down and we're barralling down at 90 miles per hour.

'cuz it's all so dark and mysterious
when the one you want doesn't want you
i gave myself away completely
but you just couldn't see me
i was sleeping in your bed
'cuz someone else was on your mind; in your head
...
you want to talk, give me a call
Siberia, BSB

July 20th 2005 -
date: my birthday; 5:26pm
location: Anaheim, California, hotel room
well..decided not to go to Disneyland today...seeing how I've been there for the last 4 days in a row. I FINALLY gotten bored of that place. haha..yes, it takes me about 13 times to get me uninterested =]. Woops, my bad. I'm going to Disneyland in about 45 minutes...so yeah..I'm alone...in my hotel room, watching HBO and going on my computer while trying to finish my homework. w00t. Well...I still HAVEN'T gotten my harry potter book yet. That plainly sucks. Everywhere I go, there is some guy with the new book and I haven't even had time to go online and check out the info on it...not that I want to..I mean, why ruin the book for myself? [Los Angeles Times did that for me in a book review a few days ago..so neverminnnd...] Anything interesting this time around in Anaheim? Not really..same ol same ole =] Lots of junk food and roller coasters. I love the new Space Mountain and Astro Blasters though. I waited 3 times [trips to DL] to go on those rides..-__-'' Oh yeah. It's also the 50th Anniversary of Disneyland. I was there for the rededication of it. Apparently, so was Arnold "govvennoor of Caawllifourniia." hahah..Yeah...watching him a few feet away from me on Sunday was HILARIOUS. the people around me were howling in laughter =D that was fun. Wish I had time to go buy souviners though ><...lines at that place is ridicious. I've seen a sign that said 300 minutes for Space Mountain!! [5 hours] Crazy..haha..but I waited for only 5 minutes on that ride once..woot. the early bird does catches the proverbial worm. ^^..man...i miss going online...HEY I'M SIXTEEN! hahha..woah. that was RANDOM. Ohhhh guess what? one time on the Tower of Terror over at California Adventure, these 3 guys took off their seat belts at the very top and got caught!! hahahahahahaha..IDIOTS. We [the whole elevator] had to be slowly lowered down...which sucked. but they got "escorted" out of the park and we got another ride [oh man....2 rides in a row was not fun..my head hurted haha] I'm slowly collecting those penny-squishing thing pennies though..i have ALOT now...wasted me alot of money just on those -__-T Watched a bunch of movies these days at the hotels I stayed at..
-Sorority boys [HAHAH...man...things flying though windows that shouldn't be thrown...;] When I visited UCLA i was dissapointed by the frat and sorority houses i saw...they are too calm and nice looking...man..stupid movies ruined the college houses' images for me..hahah]
-Runaway jury [offically on my favorite movies list Dustin Hoffman is *dramatic hand-over-heart manuver* the best. Gene Hackman is just plain freakyyy hahah...but w/e they rock.]
-Day after Tommorow [meh. i watched it too many times]
-Curse of the [something that starts with a B and ends with an O] - about the BoSox's curse [yah know the world series and how they can never win it? ]
-You Got Served [oh god..this movie has such bad writing it's kind of painful to listen..thank god for the great dance scenes. -__-'']
OHh..i got a new duffle bag..[i lost mine at the beginning of 9th grade and was too lazy to ever purchase another one...] but it's ADIDAS....ARUGH. I knew I should've bought the NIKE one.only 2 dollars more..but so frigging smaller...so....i opted for the bigger one..bigger is better to me.
...that sounded ..wrong..*pounds bad influencing people out of my head* hahahah..just joking just joking.
is this going into my xanga/blogger/hpforums? man....this is a long ass entry even if it's "educational". Speaking of which..I really need Vedar's homework..it's due by now...but i never got it since I'm still on vacation.
Dustin Hoffman is like the type of old guys that has such a darn adorable face and makes you want to just hug him or squeeze the crap out. [...] i so didn't say that. hahah
petition: John should've won ..[dancing with the stars..]
crap..i'm leaving LA tommorow..and i don't know how i'm feeling about it...i miss you people in frisco so much [especially YOU.*wink wink nudge nudge* joking] but i wanna stay here cuz it's far away from home and this is practically my second home that i can only visit about once a year..the weather's been crazy right now...dumb hurricane emily has her effect on southern cali. I can't wait till i get my house back...the water in socal is kind of not fresh-like..haha..the Disney water is sticky...MAN I NEED INTERNET. I'm talking to myself here. haha...yeah...2 weeks without AIM does this to me..
on another note: good luck to Ming on her summer search trip today =] have funnnn!!! haha...leaving on my bday..tsktsktsk..hahah jk.
off the top of my head: really random but I'm bored out of my mind and I'm watching tv...and typing random crap on this laptop...that is crushing my leg..AHR>< at Disneyland...on all the rides they say "please keep your hand, arm, feet and legs inside the [pirate ship, boat, car ect..] at all times, thank you" in english and in spanish and now i can't get the spanish version out of my head ...arugh....Tunzi would be proud of me. okay back to my original question. What do those girls see in them? WHY in the world would you want to have a guy who you're going to be scared that he's going to be unfaithful or mean or whatever? Oh..it's 'exciting' you say...but what's so fun about having a heart attack if the guy doesn't call you or doesn't talk to you for a while? that's crazy. i would call you an idiot..but i wouldn't.
don't you HATE those people who changes all the sudden for no apparent reason besides the fact that they had? If i had the power, i would make everybody i know that i care about right now to never change..unless it's for the better. That one person that i know, my god; changed so much i feel like i don't even know that person anymore. Few months ago, i would've considered that person to be one of the best people i know..and then WHY THE FUCK did we had to screw it over with ONE SIMPLE THING? I guess it's true..even the smallest, most insignificant thing can change the end results of things...nothing in the world is stable..the tiniest thing like a simple agreement can ruin even what seems like a stable friendship. I wonder how it would be right now if we haven't fucked it over...ever had the feeling that you miss that person so much even though that person is right next to you because you can't ever reach them again...and you can never get back to the place you were before? or maybe it wasn't that great of a friendship to start with..[*right side brain speaking* no shit, sherlock *left side speaking* keep digging Watson. <-- i hate that quote!!! but i couldn't resist it]

you want to talk..give me a call. you never hesitated before...

since this is my blogger. I don't give a shit about who reads THIS. My xanga is public, this is more of a private to me. Why is it that other people's shit between them has to affect ME?! What DID I do in my life to deserve this crap placed on MY shoulders. I don't even know the 2 people who hates me personally. Well I know one person as the girlfriend of one of my friends and the other, I NEVER even HEARD of. much less interacted with in any type of conversation. The moron doesn't even know how to SPELL my name...why would somebody who thinks he knows [yes, a guy hates me..omigod..I wonder who that is..*mock ponder*] enough about me to hate me but doesn't seem to know how to spell my name. Idiot. So, this morning I was in a good enough mood to APOLOGIZE to the people. [I refrained from saying shitheads] I mean, WHY AM I APOLOGIZING ANYWAYS? So after the party, when I came home, I was thinking to myself "why would I submit myself to them?" So I wrote back some new comments to the two of them explaining myselfs pretty clearly. I don't talk smack about them in MY xanga and they don't talk shit about me in theirs.

person #1 --- she shouldn't be telling me that she hates me..even if it's a little. I mean, I never even talked to her personally. Now she's telling me that my friend dislikes me or isn't a 'real' friend. Well miss., who are you to talk? You're NOT my friend so you WOULDN'T know what MY friends are like. You don't hang out with them so um SHUT UP? I'm not the one being so fucking paranoid of a guy that loves you. I knew him since the summer of eighth grade and he would never do anything that you don't like. SO SHUT YOUR FACE ABOUT WHO MY REAL FRIENDS ARE. Sheesh. I for one never blamed you for causing SHIT to go between you and my friend. I saw your side of the story and I understand why you would be pissed off at her. But now I see that you're just crazy. Congratulations. I still don't hate you. I still don't have any opinion on you. I'm THAT nice. I don't care about . You. And. Your. Stupid. Problems. With. Her. Or. Me. I . Don't. Know. You. And. You . Don't. Know . Me. So . Um. FUCK OFF.

person #2 --- you. I don't even KNOW WHO YOU ARE. Much less WHERE I met you, from WHOM I met you from, if I EVEN SEEN YOU. Well...From all I know, You're just a 16 year old Asian boy of 6/28/89 birth, preferably pridefull of his heritage, is an idiot, since you do use 'haha' <- and i quote that, as the end of your screenname. You most likely go to george washington high school, most definately not in my classes, going to be a junior who thinks he's all that. Must I go on? I mean, I am hitting on all the spots. You probably think that e-- i mean SHE is correct because you don't know shit. OR maybe you just are PERSON number one or a close relative, probably of a sibling descent who just happens to take on an alias to cover up for her shortcomings. Yes. shortcomings. and i dont mean in stature or in brainpower. Or therefore, lack of since you think that 'being friends with her makes you a bitch =)" or as i interpret the "=)" as "equal sign, close perentaces" moron. I conside YOU a 1) sham, 2) human kind interpretation of the hellish demons you are going to encounter and 3) a weak ass, dumbshit driving [mind driving that is..], crookedly abnormal wimp of a facade. yeah, you are a wimp. you're so scared of having me bitch at you in person that you don't even put your real name up. Atleast e-- i mean, SHE has the guts to tell people who she really is. *GASP* the horrors of me seeing who you are. WOW. You're so lucky, you get a whole fucking paragraph in my blogger. Wonderful isn't it? I wish i had more time so i can give you a whole fucking page. It's lovely isn't it? My sarcasm must make you just want to punch me in the face. but don't worry about THAT. you got your little sidekick to do the bitching for you. Huh. You must have missed out on the passing of the brains in the smarts department robot shit. Welcome to the real world.

i love this. =]

woo! today was cool. i felt so special. except for this morning and now..where I found that certain people hate me..people that i never said more to than 1 or two sentences..but whatever. people are ASSWIPES [oops can i say that?] these days. but whatever. to each their own and to err is to human, to forgive, divine. so lemme play god and forgive the minions of the earth. Peace be bestowed to thee, for thou art SHITHEADS. WOO!! THAT FELT GOOD. hahahaha..man..i am seriously going to make real enemies for this posts. but HEY it isn't aimed at anybody. =]

anyways back to my cool ass day. Went to g's at 12 ON THE DOT. WOOT. got locked out of her house for a while hahaha. Tiffany Le{YAYAYAYAY HAVENT SEEN HER IN SOOO LONG!!!} and Jackie and of course G was there. Waited for a long time and Jacky [the guy ] and Benton came..hehe.. and then went on the bus and Jacky and Jackie ambushed me and blindfolded me...[...]and i was stuck on the bus listening to music for a lonnnng time and finally got there and was led into teh resturant looking like an idiot cuz jackie wouldn't let me see where i was going. hahah. Got there and Laine and Andy was there! yay! and then ordered food and nobody knew what the hell they were ordering hahaha..=] Ate for a long time and Jacky and Andy were going crazy ahaha. it was hilarious. Then Ming came. then after being stuffed, G and Andy and Laine? went and got me something...HAHA A MUFFIN with a candle!! HAAHHAHAHA. Jacky thought they were for reals and was hella weirded out. HAHA..Then they came with the REAL cake..OMIGOD!!!!!!! IT WAS SOO COOLLLLLL!!! LORD OF THE RINGS THEME!! KOOOOOOOOOOOO.. HAHAHHA. ["There was a Harry Potter one, but it was really ugly" ] AHHAHAHAHAHAH. sweeeet. They sang Happy Birthday and everybody in the restuarant clapped. yay ^__^ But i was hella full and couldn't finish my piece. Then they gave me my PRESSIES!! I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT!! hHAHAHAHA. Not exactly the tissue paper AHAHAHHA [joke pres] but the nemo the card the big swisshie thingi [nD:"it's good for reading" me: a book AHAHHA]Then left and went back to G's house to chilllll..and that's just what we did..chill...mah jong, cards : SPOONS!!! WOOT! HAHAHA and ANDY'S GAMBLING GAME [that's what he called it] then Benton left and they just played BBALL and me tiff and elaine just stood around listening to music..finished the whole cake too. =]

ahh man that was like old times...only with me holding big bags of stuff HAHA and cake..poor jacky was stuck with my cake

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now isn't this pretty? hahaha

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So this week what did I do? I have no memory whatsoever hahah..I suck.
um..This is what I remember

watching batman w/ Jackie and Jordan [entry in xanga]
going swimming with gianna and ming..going to wash before that...
going to stones with gianna and ming..
finished vedar's hw one day before hand...haha
fixed my DSL. SBC still equals super bad connection
my phone bill came [see last entry]
DANG IT I DONT REMEMBER CRAP..I know I did some more stuff..Oh well summer melts my brain.

I do remember having a very nice Friday because it wasn't RUINED like the last 3 Fridays. <3 that...
I now have about 40 Franz Ferdinand songs ... heheh..dude..they only have about 15 offical songs...the rest are remixes and live songs from concerts coming from their next cd...I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT. Go to the banners page here. It is practically a Franz Ferdinand shrine..[but i love theone with tiffaney on it the most]; i even quoted them on my sig picture..Alex Karpanos is the definiton of sexy. I can melt at his voice and accent Nick McCarthy comes a second close..reminds me of Sam from LotR though..hahahah...if only he wasn't 10-15 years older than me..i would go to Glasgow and hunt his ass down. Oh yeahhh I <3 Rob Thomas..everybody knows he is becoming the new Justin Timberlake...only uglier..HAHA..just kiddin I love Matchbox Twenty too much to diss this guy... who else do i have a fangirl crush on? Chris Martin from Coldplay..sorry. he's old. he's married. but he is the guy with the voice and the *SWOON* hahaha...

FANGIRLS UNITE!

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eww..i'm a fangirl...><

I come home and immediately i get bitched at . WHAT THE FUCKING HELL. I DIDN'T DO ANY FUCKING WRONG EITHER!! Shit. One day I'm going to blast thier shitting heads open, watch the brain come out and fucking set it on fire. Then the remains of the shit will be grounded up and fed to some animal.

Why the shitting hell are you fucking yelling at me when I didn't do a damn thing wrong? Ask T-mobile why the shit screwed me over. Don't fucking blame me if you don't know shit. MY FUCKING faggot of a FATHER FUCKING TALK SHIT BUT DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL HE'S TALKING ABOUT. Now if that's not complete bullshit then I don't know what is. NO FUCKER. TEXT SHITTING MESSAGES ARE NOT PART OF FUCKING MINUTES SO STOP SAYING THAT I'M TALKING TOO MUCH ON IT AT NIGHT. PLUS FOR YOUR DUMBASS IMFORMATION, NIGHTS ARE FREE JACKASS. I SHOULD SHOOT YOU FOR BEING SO STUPID.

and my mother...if she shoves that bill in my face one more time, i'm going to take it and flush it down the toliet. or shove it up her ass..or down her throat. I am sick of them treating me like crap. I will hurt if i need to and i will fucking KILL them.

I have no privacy now either..cuz of this shit. Once i go home, i hand over my phone to my mother and she screens my calls. WTFH. I DONT NEED THIS SHIT. FUCK OFF.

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&edit __ 6:07pm
owie..my lower lip hurts so damn much right now..i think too much pressure was placed on it..^__- But seriously, it hurts like a bitch and won't stop bleeding..and my braces hurt like hell cuz it was tightened, chains, AND new rubber bands. YES i know..i was supposed to have the shitting thing off by yesterday but nnooooooo..
begin convo w/ ortho:
the ortho says "lets put in a new rubber band and have you take it off on August the 4th. Okay? okay!"
I was (in head) "WTF NO!!!. you said we'll have my braces off by this week..wth is wrong with you!!?! BASTARD!!! ><'' YOU RUINED MY LIFE!!"
he goes " have you been chewing gum?"
me : WHAT?! ..umm..why?
he goes: cuz your wires are loose..
me (head again): WTF DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ME TAKING OFF MY BRACES!! YOU SAID WE WERE FINISHED!!! ><''
*grumbles*

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got out of one of my friend's house at 10 and went to another's --
sooo tired right nowwww -__-'' just got home from a friend's house and AURGH. my back&knees hurt like a biatch..><;; hate that stupid guy...*stabs with remote control* I wanted to continue watching the chinese show...that woman sings hilariously...ohh and street smarts!!! "in knock knock jokes, what two words does it always start with?" HAHAHAHHA we blew up laughing at that. On the good side, I had a pineapple bun and a caramel frappachino. my stupid boh loh bao lost all it pineapple crust thingi and all i had left was the bao. I hate it when that happens..

so humm..i'm home kind of early...=] what shall i do now? OHH! i reserved all the tickets to DISNEYLAND!! W000000T! okay okay..i know...2 times in one year is crazy..but last time i went w/ friends and this time with family..so yay?

yesterday went swimmmmmmmmmming..kekeke. i'm the worst swimming instructor EVER, my "instructees" can agree with me here hahahah... nearly drowned people..*sniffle* but whatever, it was funnn!! The guy watching me do my swim test to go to the deep end jiped me!! I treaded for wayyyy longer than one minute...about 2 minutes later he looked up and said "ohh you're still tehre?!?! lemme check the time..." i was "wtffff" then went to mcdonalds and then around 6 me chut and g went to cabrillo...that was fun.
*cough* 21 days!!!!!!*cough*

yesterday was...interesting. i guess.

woke up at around 7:25..rushed over to wash to give kenneth his stupid book. saw eric and spencer [i think that's his name] and just waited for a while..went home after i've given his fucking book back. then went home and ate, went to tapioca and decided to go visit the people still at wash ^__^ then helped out and went home again. -insert foruming, video games, IMing and tv here -
didn't go run with them...again hahhaa
around 6 o clock at night; Chut's dad picked me up along with g and ming [and chut] and drove us to sportsmart. walked around forEVER. cuz ming had to buy her stuff for summersearch ..I bought two pairs of new shoes ^__^ i'm so happy..and it only costed me $40 bucks..for 2 pairs. WOOT! white Nikes and red/white K-Swiss..weeeeeeeeheheh. then took the 47? bus and had the weirdest bus driver EVER. So funny...then Ming left and we went to McDonald's at around 9. [AFTER just standing around at City Hall and wondering where the hell it is..even though we've been there a trillion and one times..]
waited for the 31 bus FOREVER. crazy. then the bus came and i got home around 10..tired as hell until i realized that I lost my library card...fuckkkk...oh well..


today// _&edit

probably go out later in the day...i dono why ppl like going at night..oh well. Kind of I am so pissed off right now. This one person online is giving so much fucking attitude that I'm about to call that person and blow in that person's face.

hum..Anna got the PAO position that ppl recommended me..oh well..good job and good luck at that. Funny how i dont seem to care about it ^__^ less work for me.YAY! =]Though she should've really gotten S-2. kekeke...i dont mind...i only care about passing officer's board next year and then i'm happy.


actually i'm happy just passing NCO board..which i did..this year HAHAHAH.

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this week in a very small nutcase:

Tuesday: went to chill with nd, gg, ming, bento and chut after they came back from camp. Bk's like aways and then of course Ming won again for our scratchers things. =] yay. They talked about camp and me ming bento and nd just gave each other weird looks cuz we had no clue wtfs they are talking about..hahah
Wednesday/Thursday: started homework..harharhar.
Friday:went to chill at kenny's house..wanted to go shopping with Ming and G but neh. I'll probably see them more often so yeah. ^__^; um...what happened? Er..same ole same ol..chilled, talked, ummm...yeahhhhhh =P
Saturday: went to Juneteenth parade. ANNOYED THE FUCKING SHIT OUT OF ME. God. dont want to talk about this day. one thing's for sure: i'm not joining any fucking team for RO next year. some because i have no time and some just because i dont agree on how they explain shit to people. Fuck.
Sunday: went to run with ming and g..GOD THAT WAS TIRING!!! ><'' death bestowed on humankind = running. Went home adn here I am.

rant

do you know what's the most pointless thing? Asking for permission from a parent. It doesn't matter what the fuck the question is either, the answer will always be "no". No, the question doesn't even have to be asked either. A quick turn towards my mother will guarantee you a "no". She doesn't even say it nicely either, it comes with a free glare and a shake of a head.

FUCK. I'm sorry I even asked. It was a small question and she and my father both come together to yell at me. What the fucking hell. Do you want to know the question? "Can I double pierce my ears?" FUCKING HELL. They suddenly talk about me become a gangster or some shit like that. WHAT THE arughh...if they went to wash, half the population would be in a gang then. If it was that easy to join a frigging gang, dont you think that would be a problem?

another issue:

All i asked was if I could pick up my new Harry Potter book in Anaheim on the 16th of July [the first day it comes out]. The answer: NO. Well..okay why not?
"because then what would happen to your reservation at the border's in san francisco?"

umm..duahhhh..cancel it!?!

Noooo..she wouldn't take that as an answer..she goes on for about 20 minutes about some shitting crap. OhMYFUCKINGGOD. I did NOT wait a whole FUCKING year to miss out on the FIRST FUCKING DAY IT COMES OUT. NO. I DONT WANT TO WAIT AN EXTRA WEEK TO READ IT. I don't care that it's only a book. It's a book that i've been waiting a whole fucking year to read. I want to know on the first fucking day what the shit goes on.


goddamnit. I can always reserve it online and pick it up in ANAHEIM where there are also Borders..shit. The stupidity..how hard is it to go to stonestown, go to a cashier and ask "may i cancel my reservation for Harry potter and the half-blood prince?" GODDAMMN. I'm not even asking you to do it. It's not like you're paying or losing any money from this either.

just got back from trip and here i am..blogging ^__^'' i'm too bored to sleep and yet not bored enough to get off here. So here's my day =]

went to Holy Name for church and then met up with Christen, Alan, John T, Jonathan, Sherry, Grace, John's dad [driver ! ^__^] , Chris Y. and went to the bbq place up North..about an hour and a half. Me and Sherry rode in Grace's car and the guys in John's dad's van. WHAT A LONG DRIVE!!! Fell asleep almost until we saw the animals on the road. lol..me and sherry were OHHH COWS! =] we rawk. Then after a lonnnnnng time finally got there and started bbqing like crazy. Osyters are meant to be bbqed..who knew? Then we watched John T and Chris play chinese chess but me and sherry got bored and just started playing chinese checkers until Christen and Alan joined us. I lost, but it was a close game so it's all cool. Christen had to taunt us with his "skills". w/e. Then we started eating and bbqing everything and teh food was goooodddd...^__^'' Jonathan put all the sauce he could find in his hot link so it was such a werid looking food. Ate and ate and ate some more and then Sherry had to go cook so i helped her and we started talking about the Disneyland trip we had...ahh mannn..that was fun times..wasn't it? =] the snails and the soy sauce korean place. yumm. I burned myself but eh. it's okay. then the boys started burning everything they could find to put into the grill..that wasn't okay..lol. Then finally we left and I went with Chris and Jonathan in "uncle" steven's car.

I DIDNT KNOW THAT CHRIS WAS FROM PRESIDIO!! AND FROM MY HOMEROOM TOO!! WOHAHSADJSAKLHSDAHFIO!!! Small world. =] We were talking about everybody from Presido and comparing wash *REPRESENT!!!* and lowell. The people i knew that were calm were crazy back then...WOAH! I didnt even know that guy from my english class was from pres or that he had an attitude problem...i thought he was quiet and nice..people...=]Then we had this LONNNNG ass discussion on HARRY POTTER of all subjects. :) HAHAHAHAR. I'm such a dork. Then poofy called me to tell me that my phone was off. Which it so wasn't..i just didnt have reception up there..so talked to him for the rest of the ride home. -__-# crazy person.

today was fun =]

ahh..reintroducing my ears to Eurotrance/pop. I love it...^___^'' I finally rediscovered ATC remember them? they played that Around the World (La La La) song...sooo overplayed but it's okay since their other songs are so much more dancey anyways =*

listen -->I'm in Heaven (When You Kiss Me)

europop '01!

anyways todays was teh LAST DAY OF SCHOOOLLLLL!!! ^___^''

me and jackie just walked around doing nothing for the first 2 periods and hmrm.
eventful things:

1. returned grady's book
2. got my progress sheet from andrejeff..i hate her
3. got a B+ for my octahedron/cube platonic solid project. eh.
4. got vedar's book for me and chut/ turned in chut's driver's papers. WOOT! DRIVE US NOW! hahahah..just kidding =]
5. went to YANI's house..Weeeeeeeeehehehe.
6. went to poofy's house..not so weeeeeeee lmao

at Yani's house during 3rd and just chilled. ERIK IS SUCH A GOOD PIANIST! [or in Amy's term...a piano HAHAHAH]I was in awe. Jealous me. -__-'' then i had to leave to go to poofie's place cuz i didn't want to be late.

so went to poofy's; had some shit going on between us but it's all gravy. Not going to elaborate cuz it's personal. so yeah. Don't want to remember this part of the day or i'll start feeling sick..

out! GOOD BYE CLASS OF O5..Ima miss you guys soo damn muchh..

I dedicate this post to that moron next to me

HI MOSON! ><'' [yes, he's right next to me...unfortuantely ^__^;;] *waves* IM BOREDDDDDDDDDDD x__X not cool. Just got out of teh stupid graduation crap for the seniors which was incredibly tedious and just THERE. *points towards stupid seniors [and future seniors ---> directed towards the stoopid head next to me] What to say what to say? I hate this stupid guy who was tapping his fucking foot on the seat at the bleachers...shit, annoyed the crap out of me..and then i asked him if he minded and he started bitching at me and saying shit. I should hire some chinese guy to kill his black ass. FUCKER. This is why i cannot get along with black people in general. BITCHES and HATERS. almost all of them are. so yeah. Call me racist, but that's the truth. How many NICE black people have you ever known in you life? OHHH..can't think of one can you? Okay i sound mean.


Moson's getting freaked out by camp parks. ^__^'' too bad, you signed yourself up..nobody forced you. mwahhahahahahahahahha *evil laugh* I DIDN'T INFLUENCE YOU IN ANYWAY, SHAPE OR FORM*





*includes the following but not limited to : speeches, "dreams", conversations and conversions, and telepathic mind speak and reading.




this is a stupid entry. I have offically: 1) told the world of my racist views 2) crappy grammar and spelling and 3) insulted moson. <--not that i mind the last one. ^__^'' He is right next to me. SO FEEL SPECIAL!

today was ..interesting in a good way =]

finals :
1st -need to finish doing the essay for Sherill. MEH. That sucky! OMIGOD. I can't believe this is the first time i went to his class in two days and I didn't get to prep for the final question. m00p
3rd - RO. YAYNESS! EASSSSSSSY same questions as last time and i remembered all the ones that i forgot so i think i definately passed it, or even aced it..*shrug* Sargeant major actually checked off me doing all my work SO YEASH!. I had to pay two dollars for my SOP though. I could've gotten it done for...less than 2 dollar. LMAO. W/e it doesn't matter
6th period - MATH. WOOT! we DIDNT have a presentation! yay!!!! ~JUMPS IN JOY~ i've got a 40/50 on my last chapter test. 80%! oh well...it's okay! ^__^'' Our presentation was..um..YEAH. it was THERE. Ms. Grady lent me a book! woah!!!! I just picked it up while jackie johnson and judy [JJJ!] were playing cards. It's "the last juror" I can't wait to finish reading it...it sucked in the beginning but it was soo gooddddd towards teh 3rd chapter.
afterschool: went to library to pick up my summer books before other people take it and i have to wait. picked up poofy's book while i was at it. Then went back to RO room to read the book grady lent me. then went to poofy's place and waited until we went to go eat dessert. I gave the waitress attitude by accident because just then my mp3 player started skipping. I apologized though ^__^'' Then went to BoA[ bank of america... not BoA boA]Then just went back to his place and er. chilled...=]
OMIGOD went on the two and guess what!!?!?! I saw DAWN, LONA, JEN and ANDY!!! WOOT!!!!!! havent seen them all [together] in SO LONG!!!!!!!!!!!! ^___^'' happyness.
[edit]
went on the 38 and saw guess who...DANIEL LEE! woahh..so many people today, does tiffaney see. AH! Yoda talk. =D and he asked me if i still lived there...wtf..of course i still live there..i dont move as much as some people do ^___^#

whatdid i do ..what did i do..HUM

[recap] Yesterday, Sunday June 5th

STUDIED MY BUTT OFF >< i hate studying. I hate it i hate it i hate it! I spent from 9:30 - 3:30 on ONE subject. I HATE BIO!! So yeah. Studied and studied..should've went to the study session but nah. i didnt want to waste time going there. Then Yani called and I went to her house and met up with Jackie and Cindy. {AH! Cindy ran 3 miles for summer search. LMAO } Read some distrubing manga, went online, talked, copied notes, watched w-inds videos. [...GIRLS..dododododododododDUMDUMDUMDUM. LMAO] Then poofy finally convinced me to go visit him [after one whole morning of distrubing my studyin!! *glares*] So left Yani's and went down to the bus stops and then got SO DARN LOST down at ft. mason. GR. nobody knew wehre the heck Union st. was at. -__-'' not funny. So after a trillion phone calls later, finally found union st. looked around at the shops and then finally FINALLY found poofy!!! Tried so hard not to laugh at him, especially when he's working. =D So went to Jamba Juice and got an Orange A-peel. NEVER getting that again. MEH. Then he finally got off work and just walked around..got m&ms in the process..*evil laughter* then just went back to clement and walked to his place and i took the bus and went home. LATE might i add. GOT in almost so much trouble. HE IS SO WEIRDDD ><"

[today]
skipped first and just talked on the phone for the whole time i was supposed to be studying. Second period -- almost knew NOTHING. ><" FUDGE. I hope i passed. Atleast I got a 92% on my Term FINAL test. *PWEH* 5th period FINAL-- I was panicking SO MUCH before Spanish test but when i got it was "WOAH THIS SHIZ IS EASY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i was so happy. But Tunzi wont correct mine until he gets my BOOK> FUCK!!!!!! i always forget my book on the day i need it. WHY?!!?1

[tommorow]
i'ma need first final, RO final and math final. JOY.

well, today was a complete waste of my time..-__-;; went 'job hunting' with poofy. RIGHTT...job hunting. more like bus hopping teh whole time. Union Sq. - Japantown - Cala Number 1 - Albertsons - Cala 2 and just walking around. GRRR..I no likey that boy..he's WEIRD >< not even going to begin to say waht he did..or more like what he didn't do..

back to finals studying..must stop procrastinating.

Currently listen to: Incomplete; Backstreet Boys
[because somebody sent me the file to listen..meh. bsb. meh..]

Where in the world was Carmen Sandiego?

More importantly, where did she come from to begin with?

Does it even matter? They aren't going to capture her anyways.

stupid SGTMJR just came in and asked me if i was going to camp parks this summer -- for like the millionth time already? SHEESH. Anyways. FINISHED the octahedron and the cube !! w00t and it looks SO BIG and COOOLLL ><> ISNT THAT THE VERY COOLEST?!
morning: study for English, Spanish and Bio.
afternoon: job hunting with poofy -__-;;
later afternoon: probably go to Yani's house and study for Bio
tommorow
Sunday:
morning: union square with poofy again; leave early yani's to study
afternoon: study for english, spanish and bio
later: church - one hour
later: study for " " -__-;;

SUCKS

just one more for show;

then tell the rest of the world

to screw itself.

Quote of the Day "Um and that's the treatment for the ermm..worm. I'm not even going to try pronunciating the name soo uerm..yeah. The first one..the one that starts with a 'S',...." -me to the class during presentations. Sophicated, no?

anyways, today was stupid. I bet I failed at everything that I worked at.

list of things i could've failed:

-Joy Luck Club final. I hate this book. This is the only book I hated all year for Sherrill's class. People say it's the best book of them all, but i disagree, Othello by Shakespeare was byfar the most interesting and simple book to follow.

-MY portion of the slide show presentation: i kept using my damned notecards and i was RIGHT frigging next to her..within one arm's length away. How stupid can I get? *dont answer that* And I kept stuttering. AND i didnt even TRY to pronounce the medication. Oh well. like anybody could?

-Didn't have my stupid worksheets. Oh well. F/U for the day? NAH. I got out of it. thank god

-Didn't understand a word of spanish today during lecture. FUDGE. coming back to haunt me eh?

-all i have to say about Grady's class: fuck it. [i had more but it would'v sounded oh so wrong..since it did start with fuck it and anything after that is um...sexually orientated? I rest my case =] ]

-came home and was greeted by a pain in the head. lovely. just incredibly; happy day eh?

when you know that some people

watch star wars just for the guys.

that's when you laugh at them.

*darth vader breathing*

quote of the day "yes, i do know that i talk on the phone too much, i think that's because..uh. i like interacting with certain people? Oh, and that doesn't include you." -me to some idiot on AIM (dont worry, i said Just Kidding after i said that ^)

i rather like getting phone calls at random times of the day..makes me feel so loved =D
should really be working on project right now but EHHH.. ^__^

today was HILARIOUS. seriously. Went to Yani's house around 3:30 and Victoria, Amy, Jackie was there already so while we were supposed to work on our different "projects" we goofed off like hell. AMY of all people have an obsession with Hayden Christenson. LMAO. He is one ugly looking dude. sorry amy!!! ^__^ we were looking at all these hundreds of pictures of him and we started getting off topic by typing in umm..interesting search words into the box with his name in it. LMAO. The lego version of him is the cutest! [which is saying something about him..] i was nearly crying, laughin that hard. *MEP* =D Then started eating and eating and eating..lol. and reading magazines and talking about stars and how they are weird, talked on the phone, watched House of Fury [HAH Faries](AHH!! the older brother is sooo CUTE!!!!! ><# then went home, ate, got bitched at [as usual] and then talked on AIM and working on this stupid project . now currently talking on phone. w00t!

http://www.silverladder.com/literature/chinglish/light2.jpg

OH SHIT THIS IS FUNNY...^__^

Chinglish is any poor or 'broken' English that is of Chinese origin. Chinglish is usually found in written form. Famous examples include "no'k you" as a response to "thank you" and ok lah. (The second example is both Chinglish and Singlish.)

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chinglish

LMFAO. I was so bored that i went on google and did my definitions for hw. then i got bored-er and started typing random words in..and ended up on chinglish. MWAHAH. I DID NOT expect a definition to come out..

&recap -->
ARGH. the battlion review. Moop. dont really care about that. right guide. woop.

this week was the awards assembly and it was so funny ^__^ gianna- good lord she owned it. swear her mom's camera probably went out of memory just taking pictures of her getting her awards and cord. CONGRATS for being next year's DC commander. you deserve the hell out of it. Chut is OT commander [*COLLECTIVE GASP at our table* *Potter runs away with my phone to call chut*] LMAO. that was so funny...we were...hold up...chut..ot commander..woah. *bursts out laughing in a kind way* Peter is the new CLG commander for next year and at the end when i walked by him i just went "commander. *nods*" and g told me that he started smiling like crazy. =D that was HILARIOUS. Kevin is FT commander [duhh..he deserves it..] and now...the box owns 3/6 teams.. woot! [lol...well people who got teams deserve em. so yay!]
Paul's speech was so sadddddd and funny at the same time. "i dont make losers, deadbeats or monkies" -___-;; We're going to miss the seniors this year and clg/bravo's going to miss our cdr ^__^

&today
http://data.myidol.org/recentfile/Group/Twins/Such%20A%20Better%20Day/Track18.wma
[wont work unless you manually submit this into your windows media]

been listening to it for about half a year and still not sick of it.. It's one of the only songs i like by Twins/Boy'z. I don't like Canto-pop if that's what you're wondering.

i'm so confused...school's a f-ing bitch these days and i'm starting to wonder what the hell is going on sometimes. and FUCKING AIM won't lemme download that crappy ass program so now i'm still stuck with AIM express...for 2 fucking months already. The last time i had it was 109 days till Harry Potter comes out and now it's 46 days left..so that means i've lost even more than 2 months of AIM. I HATE IT. AIM express is crap.there is no way around it. it is crap. I should just download it to a memory key and dl it next time directly from that...but NOOOO it wont lemme download to begin with so what's teh fucking point!?

it's 11:47 and i miss him so fucking much. must talk to him later. God i'm sounding like a fangirl.


On a better note..YAY! AIM IS DOWNLOADING!!![or it's just luring me with a false sense of security and then screw up when it finishes downloading..it always does that..*gloom*]


days i'm looking forward to:

last day of school [well half half..theres one part i dont like about it but that happens after school..]
harry potter and the hbp comes out!!!! JULY16th!! MEHHEHEH
vacation in anaheim!! must go to korean bbq place again!!!!! [soy sauce! lol]

DONT LOSE GIANTS!!! BEAT THEM A's!! [ &edit : ARUG!]
[pictures are in the pictures section when i take em down from here for loading purposes]


Don'tcha love my uber-duber sunglasses? Not that I can clearly see the best in it, but it's super fantaschish!

today was...tiring. =D around 12, went on the bus with gianna and went to J-town for the RO event thing. It was POINTLESS!! nothing to do but walk around and shop ^__^;; Not that that's a bad thing but really...if i needed to do an event, this would be on the bottom of the importance list. MEHE. [the t-shirts for today was the best one of the year...i likey black+] ] so basically met up with Ming, Jackie and Anna and just walked and got our tight ass sunglasses. [MING got the bestest one!! ^__^] then me ming and gianna just shopped in the stores and outside then went to BK. I COULD'VE WON!! if i listened to ming. but nooo..lol
then we just went to stonestown and walked around SOME more. kekeke.. my glasses broke!!! in 2 hours!1!!! crazyyy. o well it was cheap. 4 bucks =D then we all went mcdonalds and home.

and I FIXED my glasses all by myself!! meheheh. i'm so smarrrtt . lol. i basicallly took apart my old sunglasses and traded screws. Now it's uberduper again!!

Can't remember if i congratuated the Brigade IDD winners or not: so um..CONGRATUATIONS TO EVERYBODY FOR PLACING 1st or 2nd! it really doesn't matter, cuz we're 1st [tied] anyways!!mehehe

went to go eat breakfast with kenneth, lainy and ultimately jackie. it was okayyyy...didn't feel like eating after a while. I found out that i get easily pissed off. Okay. Here's the deal: if it's my stuff [especially when it comes to my money], keep off it. I'm serious. If it is mine, don't touch or grab it out of my hand and do it for me. I'm not going to even begin to explain how pissed off i was. Just let me handle my own shit and especially if you shouldn't even be making decisions for me. DONT grab stuff OUT of my hand and DONT go away from my eye sight with it. Pet peeve of mine. Not your stuff= dont touch it.
another pet peeve: Freeloading is okay, but ask. Don't just come, sit down and take my shit without asking. I'm sorry if it seems like i'm a bad friend, but it's just rules of common courtesy, okay?


yeahh..i'm kind of old fashioned that way.
NOT targetting any one person in particular. I was just thinking in general terms. I'm really nice.REALLY!

well today was 91st. Kind of dissapointing but oh well..what can you say? the other schools did better and deserved it. Atleast we were better than last year [even though we did get something last year] and our RO can do even better next year.=D I LOVE THE MISSION FT!! THEY ARE SO COOLLLL!! [originality points should be automatically given.] They were like the blues brothers ft style with their cool ass dancing routine. Skillfully, they were minimal, but goddamn they were a nice comic relief [even if they didn't intend it to be] and they had TIES on!! HAHAHHAH. SHIZ that was cool. Had a very nice headrest too. MWAHAHA>< *evil laughter here*
STUPID SARGEANT MAJOR!!! God...pulled me, jackie and kenneth out just to bitch at us. WTF. We never said we were going to 91st anyways, so technically you should be glad that we even came to cheer our school on. BLAHHHH!. [he tried to recruit LAINY!! HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA]




afterthat..just went bowling [me ddring.they as in Johnnnysonn, Lainy, Jackie and Kenneth] Saw JEN WOO! woah. hahaha. but expected to see Gal people and saw HELLA today. JUSTfuckinWONDEFUL. Just kidding. SAW ND!! AHH!! MUST SEE LATER!! ^__^ Then left and Kenneth went home, Johnson and Jackie went to Clement and me and Lainy went DT.
HAHAHA it was SO LAME.Stoopid chut called to INSULATE something [there's nothing going on so SHUSHHHH]. Me and lainy went to the shopping center and went up ALL the esclators and wen down ALL the escalators. then took bus back [STUPID ASS BUS..WENT IN A CIRCLE. FUCKER and then STOPPED. WTFH is wrong1?!]

then went home and watched this DISGUSTING hybrid of a japanese/canto movie. GOD it's NASTY. EW. EW .EWwww. Shut it off after about 20 minutes into the film. 2042 or something like that. NEVER dl any more films online . EVER. then went online and had ANOTHER nasty encounter. OH great. my life is complete.



DIE>

meheheh. i'm going to hell. but atlesast i'm giong to have fun while i'm on earth. Apparently, everybody says I'm too jealous for my good. MEEHEHE *crazy laughter* Also, I'm crazy lazy too. Lazy Tiffe. okay so not the nicest nickname in the world, but it's better than Envy Tiffe =D

okay so i'm sounding a bit crazy right now. But i just woke up. Yup. Suddenly, I just fell asleep and then i didn't even know i was sleeping..then my AIM woke me up. MEHEH

currently watching: Shallow Hal

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 60%

Sloth: 60%

Greed: 40%

Wrath: 40%

Gluttony: 20%

Pride: 20%

Lust: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 34%

You will die in a duel.

How Sinful Are You?

ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THIS I LOVE THIS I LOVE THIS!!!!!!!!
who here doesn't like my new blogskin? *silence* I THOUGHT SO!! ISN'T IT SO COOL!!!?!?



yeah anyways...=] *IT SSO COOL!!one!!!one!!!one!one! lol*

xtiff3

isn't this sooo adorable!? hahah Finding Nemo is such a cute film at times. Dory is soooo cool. Squishy!!Okay, i think i'm high right now. I've been working on my essay since 7 o clock pm yesterday night and right now it is....5:37AM in the morning. ARGH! Imagine what would happen when i go to college *DIES*

humm...just remembered about spanish. damn. must finish it. anyways, i just realized something. I actually found talking about RO to be interesting. HUMM. I just realized how fricking close we are to 91st [when i was talking to Pim during spanish] and how this year was just so ... different? Everybody's trying to get ahead, working and just worrying about things -- all for RO. Isn't that a funny concept? How some people just strived to get somethings, how somethings should be changed and how some just fell behind. Someday, we'll all look back at this crap and just you guys will just laugh your butts off.

&edit_________

Mood: I lost my appetite. Actually, I've lost all faith in guys. Completely. No, i'm not turning into a lesbian if that's what you are thinking. But seriously, all the guys I know turn out to be not what they were when i first met them. It's almost 12 and here I am..slacking off my essay to type on Blogger. You know, i sometimes wonder how I would survive without this thing. It's not like some people's xanga where they just type random stuff and then leave it at that. I don't know why, but if this blog went permantantly down, I'll feel empty without it. [kind of sappy isn't it?]

I think that's why I even use a blog at all and not something else like a notebook. Who feels comfortable writing in a notebook? Eh. Maybe it's just me, but this is home. :] It's not interconnected and I feel like I'm the only one reading it [which is a good thing!]. Xanga is so easily distributed and read that it turns impersonal. okay. I'm going off into a rut here. Sorry about that. i think this is one of the first entry where i'm talking about this subject. *ponders and shrugs* Who needs them anyways? it's always something or another with them.

for the record: it isn't who you guys are thinking this is about. so fudger off-er
I wish we went back to the way we were before we've got so comfortable around each other. Now i don't even know what to feel anymore about this. I think i'm having one of these Screw off feelings.
According to my calculation from a newspaper: i'm the jealous type. Am i really?
cos,
that would suck majorly. Am I really a jealous type of person. Maybe, truthfully I think I know this answer: yes. Do I want to just eliminate any type of competition? sometimes. Should I just speak up?: i dont know.



is this even going to be posted?: probably not.

today was ridiculous!! -__-;;

first-sixth : Stupid and pointless.
afterschool: still pointless...and i was thirsty :] actually i shouldn't be complaining..it was okay. Went with Jackie and Kenneth to go "yum cha". Walked the whollllle way there. [aren't you so proud of me? =D] Jackie cheated and took the bus half way there. Lazy bum ^__^ got there and met up with Johnson. The whole time we were eating [well, i was picking at my food..i was only thirsty..not hungry...but kenneth kept pouring tea...wtf..oh well..] Johnson was distrubing. MWAHA. I think kenneth was scared shitless. mwahahahah..we're corrupted teens... then left. Jackie and Johnson went to the DVD/VCD store on the corner and we just walked back to his house...[DAMMIT SO DARN FAR!!!!!] then I waited for the 2 to come. then decieded to take the 38..cuz that was good advice. the bus came...fixed my headphone on the bus!!!! YEAHH!!! >.> ^.^ <.< *happy dance* then just ate at home [ARGH! I keep getting forced to eat..even when i said i ate already....*grumbles* ] then finished reading my book and now i'm doing andrejeff homework. OH THE JOY! -__-;;



ARGH!...must contain myself from puking. TOO much weird food in my stomach. swirling around.....*hurlllll* meehehe ^__^

OKay...i'll stop complaining/whining...meesh.

xtiff3

Q:what did i do this week?
A:pretty random things

friday: Mayfest. Joy. It was so stupid :] just ate some really yummy food from fencing team and then walked around doing nothing with Jackie. MWAHAH. tried to get Gianna arrested but she had officer board so nahhh..got Amy arrested instead. Me and Jackie are evil. Then got arrested...[...]Paul made me stay for 10 minutes instead of 5!! -___-;; evil person wont even let me escape!!
then went to Linc with Ming and Jackie but left when they didn't let people watch IDD..which is really stupid. So went to stones and just walked around...ate at Panda Express {FAKE CHINESE FOOD!!!!} mwahah and then just went home. It was ...intersting..

saturday: went to DP practice..AHH!! 9-11 something..2+ hours!!! then went to BK afterwards and got my number 10 and g got her wicket doll. Then went back to g's house and just ate and played with Anna's COOLASS phone. HER PHONE TALKS!! COOOLLL! Took the 5 down to Bay to Breakers. Omifriggingoodness...IT WAS SO LAME! AND TIRING. AND I GOT A SORE THROAT!

situation 1:
me: Hi, may i help the next person in line?
them: what do you need?
me: do you have your bib number with you?

them: yes
me: -highlights-
or
them: no
me: well i can't give you a tshirt then
them: WHAT? BUT i left it in my hotel
me: hey, i don't make the rules around here

them: oh okay then
or
them: god dammit.

me: you can always get it at the end of the race tommorow

situation 2:

[got bib and highlighted]
me: what size do you want?
them: what do you have?
me: kids small to 2xL
them: what do you think i am?
me: *shrugs*
them: lemme see a medium
me:*gives them medium*
them: okay howabout a large?
me: *large*
them: kids small then
me:*kids small*
them:xL
me:*xL*
-goes on for about 2 minutes-

them:okay i'll take a large then. Do i need anything else?
me: do you have your bag?
them: no? *has bag in hand already*
me: what's that then?
them: is this the same one?
me: yes
them: you sure?
me: yes
them: why do some get two then?
me: they're different
them: where do i get the different ones?
me: go to the auditorium
them: oh okay
_leaves_

me thinking: WHAT?! NO THANKS?!?!?


SEE HOW STUPID IT WAS?! And I was in the middle part too!! NOBODY MOVES TO THE END!!! WTF are they doing!?


afterwards, went with Jackie [cuz i was afraid i'll get lost] and met up with Kenneth to go eat dessert stuff. MEH. that stuff was too sweet. no..not sweeeeeeeeettt..-____-;; how i hate that word. hahaha...dumbass actually paid ^__^ now we owe him. fudge. oh well. then went home, went online, talked on phone. fell asleep and woke up at 4


MY LIFE IN A NUTSHELL. -isn't it so tiring!?!?-

today was a "interesting" day. Right...i wish. -__-;;

1st-boring; finished movie. oh joy
2nd-boring; watched movie about Ebola..need to write paragraph
3rd-boring; uniform day..so the usual. got promoted. oh the joy.
4th-boring; did map work; first world, second world, third world.
Lunch - same ol..nothing exciting. went outside for once. ^__^
5th-boring; hello..it's spanish we're talking about. duhhh.....
6th-boring; watched movie about platonic shapes..oh the joy. pretty colors

afterschool; went to wash house with jackie, then the rec center. shooted [hahah..i meant SHOT] some hoops. keke..that was sucky. then went to go get ice cream!! YAY! mocha..yumm...lol. then met up with Kenneth, Jackie left, went to Rite Aids, bitched at him until bus came and then went on bus and left him walking. mwahaha. then went back to school and waited with the COM/NCO/Officer's people. MEHEHE. i didn't do it..mwahahah. NEARLY killed MOSON and BRIAN. must. kill. evilly. when. i . get. the chance. EVILLY. and. enjoy. hurting. them. in. the. process. EVIL EVIL EVIL


good job to EVERYBODY who went up. I hope you all passed the oral portion. I'll go next year. As i said to Joanne when she asked why I didn't go up : I didn't study and i didn't want to waste your time!

Bang bang, Gavrilo Princip
Bang bang, shoot me Gavrilo
Bang bang, the first six are for you
Bang bang, the seventh is for me
Bang bang, Gavrilo Princip
Bang bang, Europe's going to weep
All for you, all for you, all for you, Sophia (x4)

Bang bang, history's complete
Bang bang, shoot me Gavrilo
Bang bang, the first six are for you
Bang bang, the seventh is for me
Bang bang, Gavrilo Princip
Bang bang, shoot me Gavrilo

All for you, all for you, all for you, Sophia (x4)

The Black Hand holds the gun
The devil takes his run
Urban, take the Appel Quay
It's June the twenty-eighth
The seventh was for me

Bang bang, Gavrilo Princip
Bang bang, shoot me Gavrilo
Bang bang, the first six are for you
Bang bang, the seventh is for me
Bang bang, Gavrilo Princip
Bang bang, shoot me Gavrilo


mehehe.I LOVE THAT MELODY ^__^ until i looked up the lyrics and gasped in realization that it was talking about [WW1, Francis Ferdiand, Black Hand, Sophie, get it yet!??!] I'm such a dork, am i not? =D i like History..so sue me.

Grrrrrr...I'm getting a little ticked off now. Why does almost everybody think that now? Ergh. even Amy went up to me and asked..dude..wtfh?

I finally got the Franz Ferdinand CD yeah!!!! HUZZAH!! AFTER..what? MONTHS upon MONTHS upon half a year of waiting. MEHEHEHEHE. I was practically jumping in happiness yesterday at Target. only $14.99 too..you would think that a year old cd would cost very little, but NOOO..all the other music stores costs $20. Crazy talk =D. two discs too!! YAYAYA!

*sigh* these days are soo good for me. I'm soo frigging happy. My report card came and I can say that I'm slowly going back up ^__^'' slowly but surely. YAY! I wouldn't trade my life for anybody else's right now. Mwahah.

Mannn what a crazy day today. Crazy as hell. Only in San Francisco [or New York as Kim kindly pointed out. ^__^'']

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after that..just went home. and then came back out when Ming called. HAHA.our adventure begins!!! *dumdumdum* Went to the 29 by 38 and waited for 15 minutes...she bought a badge making machine..[dotdotdot] then we had to wait for ANOTHER one when it stopped at it's "last stop" which was in the middle of nowhere. ARGH. 30 minutes.. then went to Bowling center and just took the bus back with Jonathan, Kevin,Wing and Eric. -__-;; went back to 38, went DT and went into the vet's building. Then went to go eat at Mcdonald's +D. that was hilarious. Ming was so fudging high. Then actually MADE a badge thingi with a mcdonald's bag. HAHAHHA. it was SOO COOL!!! Then met up with Clg. and then took teh 5.

ARGH --> these are the things that makes people racially prejudice.

I was on the 5 bus coming back home and it was a really really crowded bus. There were this girl who and was standing next to this black guy. Suddenly the bus lundged and she used his arm as a stablizer. The guy went POW!! and punched and broke her nose and she slammed into the window. The bus driver then locked the bus down, trying to keep him from escaping. The guy broke the emergency switch and got out of the bus and escaped all while with a cigarette in his mouth thinking he's so fucking cool. FUCKER. I hate criminals.


That's enough of ranting.

i like my horoscope from magazines today for 05 13 05 '' lol. Went to the library afterschool. FOODDD!!! I like food lol. i was so frigging hungry it wasn't even funny. and G just had to look at all those yummy chinese food recipes. Internally drooling.. +D. just kidding. ARGH. Wasted so much money on text today.*sniff* I hope i dont get yelled at.

eraghh...class is about to end. I miss being smart. ERGNESSneedto do instead of what i want to do. *stoopidness*

one thing to the two idiots: I DON'T. myfudginggoodnessx100000. WHY do you think that just because*grumbles the rest* I refuse to let you two get the better of me. Watch yer backs. i swear.

on a side note: the library computers have music!!! mehhehe...but earphones don't work. oh well. i'll turn it wayyyy down. =D i x3 music so muchie i have to listen to it everywhere.

my new sns if my old ones doesn't work anymore: tiffxcal3 / 6r1tp0pluvrx3 / scotpopwns / x3lilcaligurl345 / 9x7is63 AINT em SO COOL?! =D i'm such a dork. hahah..i registered all these AIM sns for the hell of it. I'm never going to remember em always. I'm rather fond of the 6r1tp0pluvrx3 I might just use it..one day..one day...


YES I"M BORED OUT OF MY FRIGGING MIND><

[...]people are so fucked up. arugh. its not even funny how fucked up some people can be. Well. Don't say I didn't warn her. I told her that those people are two faced people. I told her. *sigh* see what happens when they don't listen to me? I have an amazing sense in judging people yet some people are too stupid to pay attention. This is retribution of the highest degree. Hopefully they'll sort it all out soon. Not nice to see so many people so pissed off and sad at the same time.

Anyways...moving on. I love m3. HAH. there you go. I'm a self-centered bitch and I'm confirming it for you people out there. Now will you please leave me alone? Okay I admit it. I'm evil to the extent of human knowledge. I'm parinoid and cynical. Yes. We heard that all already. I can get mean and bitchy. Once again acknowledged. Shit. I should just get wasted off my ass. No difference to me. Actually. that would be nice. Maybe not wasted off my ass completely but just a nice bubbly feeling. okay, why am i talking like this? must stop talking like this.

must also get a better plan next year when my cell phone plan expires. Need more minutes in general. talk too damn much on the phone these days.

I'm from another planet. Want to check out my spaceship?

hahahah. that's funny ^__^ BORED out of my friggin mind >_<>

MY PHONE SUCKS. okay i said it. It sucks. It can't talk for over 25 minutes without it hanging up. WTF eh? Oh well. Back to homework and my beloved foruming ^__^

just came back from G's sleepover..so tired >_< GROOL!

Friday: went to Yani's house and read "The Ring" the manga one. it wasn't scary until i left her house alone and then there was this woman who looked EXACTLY like the girl in the Ring. I almost ran to school in horror. Then went to school, went home and changed, showed, ect...and then went back to G's house around 6. Actually, walked to her house around 6:30. I was soo suffering. One backpack, one sleeping bag AND talking on the phone at the same time. -__-;;dumbass =[

Waited until Chut Bento and Jackie came over and then ate Jackie's grub. Then watched Mean Girls until 11 -12 something and then Chut left [but not before we made a sandwich] then slept [SO EARLY!!!!!] and yeahhh..Told scary stories. [well mine wasn't..]

So much fun. ^__^ it's been a while since we slept over at her house..like a month?

Saturday: Woke up at 6:00 today -___- so LATE!!! Then Kevin came over and we went to the March of Dimes place. =D People kept getting lost. even those who saw us and yet STILL gets lost. wtf eh? Then did the goody bag stuffing and then me and Jackie , G and bento, Chut and Kimberly Bui paired up and did the MOST ANNOYING JOB IN THE ENTIRE WORLD! GRR. I HATE PEOPLE> THERES A DAMN SIGN THAT SAYS WHERE TO GO> WHy do YOU HAVE TO GO SOMEWHERE ELSE?!?!!?1!?!/1/11/!/! I was so pissed. Then after a LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG time, we went back and then ate food. Moson is so naive. =D

Then rock climbing! YAY! i won!!!!!!! So cool. I love rock climbing. I wanna repel though. Then we just chilled around and played on this structure. Then the "box" went to watch Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy!!! I LOVE THAT MOVIE! x10000. Alan Rickman is MARVIN!!!! HAHAHAH. "boy, am i so depressed....." ahahahha. CUTE. Then went back to G's house and played Chinese Checkers. BOY I DIDNT PLAY FOR YEARS. HAHA. >_<>

YELLOW - Coldplay

listen to that song. I love Coldplay. This song is hella old but it s still classic.

FIRST OF ALL, my fingers hurt. well three of them. hurt. badly. Advice from the wise =D : NEVER ever try to slap somebody near a door frame. it will screw you over. -___-;; my fingers hurttttt..STILL. and i hurt myself durning 6th period!!!! Im such an idiot

what else to put here? Oh yeah. i hate spanish. and i hate afternoon DP practices. not that there's a choice. ^__^; oh well we [as in me] need more practice. But i was sooooo hungry today that i couldn't pay attention. Sucks for me -_-''

um. my phone is weird. I should trade with my dad's motorola. even though it isn't a camera phone its FLIP phone. and I miss my old flip. I miss looking cooooollll=D

goodness. i'm bored. =D i can't believe i'm still at the school library. I should be enjoying myself in the beautiful weather we san franciscans never get to experience ^__^;; Yes. I'm still working on Andrejeff's stuff for her Developing Human chart amabob..-__-;; that is not cool. But since i can't open PPT on my laptop at home I had to manually do it here. At school. Durning 7th. JOY.
I just realized how pretty it was outside. I have the bestest view of the Golden Gate Bridge. No wonder tourists come here so friggin often. It is rather quite nice to have sunny weather, a lovely bridge, and boats sailing in the bay. All with the flags flying =D and beautiful houses in front of it. A postcard moment. Usually annoying damp and foggy and cloudy around here so. meh.
Nothing to see. I need something to do right now. I finished surfing the web cuz there's nothing else to look at. -_-;; yes i suck. but the internet at school sucks more. They censored everything.. from pictures to whole pages to AIM and ICQ~__~|| not cool. O well. I can just stay here and type every bit of random information that comes into my head. Its nice typing. I feel like I actually am accomplishing something. Its fun seeing the words show up on screen immediately after i think it. Like a magic quill so to speak.
What I'm NOT so fond of is MAC computers. My god they suck. The world should just run on PCs and PCs alone /.___.\ I shall one day kill all iMac users because they do not know the joy of owning a PC. I don't even care what type of PC. Anything besides the iMac here at school is okay. I mean it.
Gosh, it's pretty out there. Fluffy clouds ^__^
No, i'm not on drugs. but i just found out that I passed in geo h. and I got an A+ on my science test today. AMAZING. That was the chapter that I had no clue on. and yet, i got an A+. Must remind myself to tape it somewhere. It s not like i'd never had an A+ on science before, but this was the ONE chapter that I busted my ass over [not literally. duh] and still didn't understand. I love myself. HAH. Narcissm at the highest level.
I think this is my longest entry ever where i'm just rambling on and on. Or maybe its because the screen here looks so darn small that it just looks long . NAH. its long and I know it. I love blogger. Actually, i can say whatever I want in here and nobody would care. Its a blogger. ^__^ Xangas are dangerous because it is interconnected in so many different ways that you don't know who is going to read it and if you even know the person reading it.
As to prove my point, here are some random thoughts that I don't care who reads -- cheese is nasty. Milk is nastier. Well. duh. Cheese comes from milk which equals to double grossout. But do you know what is nastier than nasty? I can't think of anything either. I'm in too good of a mood to think of it. - End of stupidness -
I love certain people more than others. I hate people who have bad grammar or spelling online. I don't care that nobody types "proper" English online, and you're just following the crowd. It is annoying and drives me into complete insanity. Used in moderation, slang is okay online but when every single sentence consists of "IM speak" it gets me to think that you do not have a firm grasp on the English language. Now, I'm not saying that I'm a English professor who wants everything perfect...god no, I don't always use the correct puncuation or capitalize my I's but ERRGHH. I hate people. There. I said it. I hate people.

okay. I don't hate people. But I do hate people who makes me want to choke them online; or people who takes things too literally.


SHIT the bell rang. well I'm out. peace!

Bored so i'm blogging

GRR..woke up LATE again!!!

What's wrong with me?? Why do i feel so sleepy these days? -__-;; nearly overslept for church. Thank goodness somebody called about 20 minutes before mass started and woke me up. [HAHAH..second day in a row that somebody had to call me to wake up..] talked on phone for about 10 minutes and went to church. =D

then watched Monty Python and the Holy Grail [millionth and one time] =D and then started watching the Giants vs Brewers game. AUHHH!! SO PAINFUL!!! -__- Omar is the coolest guy on the whole darn team. single, double, triple, ^__^ and its his birthday! They lost though. which SUCKS.

talking on phone and chatting right now..in my state of bordom

wow. a nap!!

Flying Without Wings - Westlife Click to listen to the original
Flying Without Wings - Ruben Studdard cover Click to listen to the cover

I think this is one of the only songs that the cover sounds better than the original. =
anyways, what happened today?

not much; okay day. I guess

• Jackie woke me up!!! ERG!!! >__<;; oh well, good thing too or else I'd overslept. [not that i didn't anyways]
• waited at the bus stop FOREVER . Finally bus came and saw G on it. Went to lower courts
• started working
• years later..
• did signs with Eric and Wing [fishie 1 and fishie jr.] hahah..they mess up on thier own names now ^__^;; TRIED to take my money but i beat them. HAH
• did signs with Eric and Jah Gui. HAHAHAH alan wong guy - jackie HAHAHAH Sorry.
• saw some insect on a house wall, took rocks and tried to kill it. Eric sucks. He said we suck but he missed and he had a rock {---------} that big. Finally squashed it with ginormus rock

• went to Yani's house and saw this girl I dono, Ally, Yani [duh]. Immediately greeted by Yani's sisters. They are so CUTE!!! =D

  Me, jackie, gg and bento went to Kitaro's again. Same food. Again. eheh. Bento is so rude!! playing games while eating. -__-;;

• went home. took a nice 5 hour nap [wow i havent done taht in years!!!] woke up. went online. chatted. ect. ect. looked on phone after somebody said that i wont pick up. Saw 10 missed calls..
• err..oops?

currently watching/listening: 12 Girls Band "Victory" , "Freedom", "Chase", "New Classicialism"

Clocks - Coldplay CLICK to listen
Lights go out and I can't be saved,
Tides that I tried to swim against,
You've put me down upon my knees,
Oh I beg, I beg and plead (singing),
Come out of things unsaid, shoot an apple of my head (and a),
Trouble that can't be named, tigers waiting to be tamed (singing),
You are, you are

Confusion never stops, closing walls and ticking clocks (gonna),
Come back and take you home, I could not stop, that you now know (singing),
Come out upon my seas, curse missed opportunities (am I),
A part of the cure, or am I part of the disease (singing)

You are (x6),
And nothing else compares,
Oh no nothing else compares,
And nothing else compares

You are (continues in background),
Home, home, where I wanted to go (x4)


I <3 that song so much. I'm sure everybody who has a television had in some point of their life listened to this song before. 12 Girls Band is also amazing. ^__^ They are so much cooler than Bond. I mean, Bond is great, but they just play a type of dance music. I prefer classical/oriental. But then, that's just me.
Today; HUMM>< I missed Clg. AGAIN!!! =__= good lordy. OH well. TOO BAD FOR ME [= I'm starting to not care about RO so much anymore anyways.

blah I hate regular schedule again. Got bitched by Sgt.Mjr during reg for not having a pass to change. OH SHUDDAP. >__< stupid. Then got through the rest of the day like normal.

What else? : Oh yeah, today afterschool just chilled at Yani's house with Amy, Jah Gui, Cindy. Her keyboard piano is soo cool!! ORGAN MUSIC! AMY GOING CRAZY! ME AND YANI LAUGHING AT AMY! AMY ROLLING ON THE FLOOR! PIMP MY RIDE!! PIMP MY BIKE! ROOM RAIDERS! NEXT!!!! MAKING HTE BAND!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH MTV is our life.Then around 5 went up to Yani's house and stayed in her room. HER SISTERS ARE SO ADORABLE!!! Especially the smallest one!! She has a small atitude problem but its so darn cute on her!!! I wanna younger sister like her. And the second oldest is SO COOL! ^__^;; Then around 6:15 left her house. I likey her housey! ^__^

OMIGOD!! AMY AND HER BIRDS THAT GETS KILLED AND THEN REBORNS TOGETHER AND HER "SPIDER" HAHAHAHAH

meheh..these last few days has been so frantic and hectic; but i love it. STAR 9 testing is the world's greatest invention. [*gets pelted by rotten tomatoes*] SERIOUSLY, listen to this --> not only do we have to take easy tests, but we get time to do anything we want with the remaining half an hour after each portion of the tests! [like watching family guy and simpsons] And then we only go to two classes and then we go home early!!! ^__^ hows that for logic. OKAY so maybe the tests aren't THAT easy but it is.

yesterday: Testing for English and History. OMIGOD SO DARN EASY!! I WAS LAUGHING AT THE ANSWERS!!! ^__^ then went to science and fell asleep. hahah. that was boring. then went to nothing cuz I DONT GOT A 7th HAHAHA *points to unlucky people* So i just chilled. Afterschool : Drill Platoon [YAY! SHORT PRACTICE!!] and then...chilled with "my" people haha. THEN here comes the frantic part : i nearly lost my phone. *thud* I left it inside the RO room [we were the last to leave] and sgt. mjr left already. SO I got HELLA pissed off. I was practically like some of the people i know who were breaking stuff.. I was swearing and kicking everything till it nearly broke. haha. Good thing for Chut, G and Ming. THEY ARE THE COOLEST. for staying so long and enduring my ranting . OKAY I KNOW IT'S MY FAULT. so i'll stop complaining. Good lord, I DONT want my phone to be stolen.

TODAY: STAR 9 once again. TODAY --> SCIENCE. aww...BUT IT WAS SOO EASY!! most of the questions answered otehr questions. MEHEHEH. The first part was semi hard but the second part was EASY!!!! then the 10th Life Science stuff was OMIGOD!!!!!!!!!! SOO EASY!!! i felt sorry for the chem people though. It was all BIO ^__^ HAHA. they don't remember most of it. Then I went to 6th period..and then Jah gui had to go to first. so me ming and chut went to Wash house and got food...then came back and CHILLED. for. so. darn. long. time. cuz. me. and ming. cutted. [well actually he gave us permission] but it was fun. I got hit in the leg with a giant pink ball though. that was not so fun. HAHAH. I am so cunning: Example; Paul: did you ever assist or help any of the staff members before? Me: ehhh? Paul:*repeats* Well did you? Me: Surrre...Paul: Seriously!!! ME: well, i'm helping you right now! *points to recommendation sheet* Paul: *thows hands in air* Me: HEHE. *thought* In your face.

Mehehe. the time sitting down in the chairs waiting to go was funny. Irene has some serious ice issues she needs to work out =D nahh its all cool. I mean, its not my drink that i took and drunk and then won't give back HAH.
Then the St.Mary's cathedral thingimibobby. that stuff [trying not to swear]was so stupid. ^__^ but fun. stupid. and fun. stupid. and fun. ahahha. Mostly ate. For once i chilled with Moson and Kenneth. HAHA. All though the bus ride there i was poking fun at those two. They are so much fun to make fun of. =D one example: Moson is convinced that Kenneth is cheating on him with a red curtain. HAHAH. I mean, that is a serious WTFH moments. ^__^;;. goodness. Then we just went in and I was cured! I was! hahaha...no diabetes for me !!haha.. so we just chilled and walked around. saw the blind ming and the rest of the gang , stayed with those two idiots and just walked around and talked to people. Apparently, Sgt.Mjr has "CADET STRESS".

Then went to Jamba Juice with ming Gianna, anna, tina [the POKER!!! EVILL!!! SHE HAS THE FINGER!!! EVIL!!], moson and kenneth. I used my LAST LAST LAST jamba juice card..-__-;; i feel so sad. Got too lazy to order so i made kenneth order it. eckk..didn't taste so good..and i actually shared my jamba juice. WTF is wrong with me? IT SHOULD BE SACRED. ITS MY LAST FREE JUICE. hhaha. I'm lazy and getting greedy. Then went home.


my daily liquid -->

afterschooL:
one whole can of arizona [orangeade thing]
1/5 cup of frap. [with ice. but IRENEEEE >< haha.]
one cup of tea [courtesy of moson's unableness to handle hot waterly tasting tea. haha]
3/4 cups of Strawberry Nirvana Jamba Juice thing [*sniff* i shared..my last card..*SOBS* haha]

= BIG STOMACHACHE. >< not cool at all.


SCOTTISH BANDS ARE COOL!! IRISH BANDS ARE COOL!!! *cough*techno/trance is devil's music and should be burned !! *cough*

THis IS COPYRIGHTED BY ME. ME. ME.ME. I've even got an avatar to go with it. ^__^
WOOT. Franz Ferdinand. You can keep your Greenday and your U2. I've got my Franz Ferdinand thank you very much.

Okay about my day: yesterday went to Simonia's house to work on the skit. OMIGOD>< Kenneth called me right in the middle of my lines...to tell me that he's bored. DUDE...*grumbles* okay anyways. I got there at 1 and left around 8:35pm. AUGHH!! I was so frustrated. BUT the end product was good. =D so i'm okalydokelyFINE. haha. Went home, took a shower and hit the internet cuz i needed to finish my Espanol homework. Thank goodness for Paul's question..or i would've forgotten about spanish. SO MUCH HOMEWORK.

Today: homework homework, church, no booksale, homework, homework, chat, chat, chat, ignored cell phone many times, homework..ect.oh and foruming. I love forums. =]

well today afterschool: I forgotten about color guard!! AHH!!! =[ aww..now i've got a absent next to me name *fake sobs*


ON the other hand. I don't mind! I've got to go inside YANI's HOUSE!! MEEHHEHE. Went with Jackie, Ally, Yani [duh] and *cough*crazy*cough* Amy! HER ROOM IS SO GINORMOUS. and she gets access to other people's roofs [HAHAH AMY traveling to Daly City from roofs] Mann...it was funny listening to Amy today ^__^ I swear, she was sooooo frigging high at Yani's. [singing Friend's songs....some men like women..some men like men...soemtingtsomthing homosexuals..AHAHAHAH Sorry,but that was hilarious and random] I actually learned soemthing today too! Such an educational trip. OHHH also read the last book for imadokie or something like that. It was good...even though I wish I started at NUMBER 1 INSTEAD at the end of the series

*gloom* I'm such an idiot. hehe. Well, we stayed from 7th period till 5 something. Then me and Jah Gui TREKKED back to Wash. and waited for the usual gang "square".

Then I realized that I had CLG meeting today *thud* I didn't want to lie to Peter so I just told him the truth [i should've said i was at andrejeff's study thing.....]

Now, there's COMPANY joining us for dinner. Oh well...it was a yummy dinner =]



to whoever TXTed me on my phone [you know who you are]: No, don't apologize. I should be the one apologizing for bitching at you when it's not your fault. Apology accepted?

Well...this week at a long glance:

Monday: don't remember,
Tuesday: went to Yani's new house afterschool. It's so WHITE!!! Me, Jah gui, Ally and of course Yani went. It was SOO FUNNY!!! ^___^;; We were able to go into her house, but not into her floor. hahaha...So we wen to the backyard and used a 9 feet ladder to get to one level of her house. We tried to open the window but it was locked from the inside *sniff* so we carried it over to the other side of the house and tried that window but it was also closed!!! -__-;; the ladder fell onto my neck!!! AHH!! the PAIN. It was heavy and it did hurt like a biotch. But..complaining does nothing. It was so fun though!! ^__^ me likey Yani's new housey!

Then afterschool went with Gg to Rossi park to take softball pictures. While I was there, I called Summer Search and started over again!!!!! *sniff* then we found out that the game was over! OVER! OVER!! That was stupid!! STUPID STUPID!!! -__-;; So then we just took the bus home and saw DAWNY!!! hahah...

Wednesday: DP afterschool. AUGH. My mom promised to pick me up to go somewhere but she didn't!!! WTFudgicalsticskers. I even left DP early . *thud* But i found out that Joanne is recommending me to be PAO. That was seriously a WOAH. ME?!!? moment. keke..

Thursday: Yearbook/homeworky time/giving jah gui company till her 'rents pick her up

Today was the SKIT REHEARSAL for Sherrill. OMIGOD I was so so so so so sosososos nervous. But i found a way to read my lines without seeming too obvious. And it turned out OKAY!! I knew almost ALL my lines anyways. Just at the end. -__-;; I shall not comment on my groupmates cuz they are cool. hahahahahahah

Then during 3/4 passing period, there was the fire drill. Mucho fun ^__^ I got to be late to class. Basically just chilled and played around cuz it wasn't really helping just standing around. We need more of these..especially between these two periods. Though I adore Modern World [sarcasm alert] I would like to slack off a while.

Afterschool: went to that Korean place and got fuud ^__^ Went back and got more fuud and then watched DC blast my head off. I like the bells!!! I wanna be a bell now. I realized that i don't like those chips i had. they don't taste good. Then went home



YES! TUNZI IS OUT TOMMOROW>_< and Grady was out today!!

yesterday is the best event i've ever did for RO. Easy easy easy and fun ^__^
as people say "git on widdit"
First event: POW thing at the Veteran's building.That was ..so..stupid. Around 8 I went with G to the bus and got on the 5...then Tai went on. HAHA. doofus was still in his regular clothes and was changing in the bus. Then Maggie came on and we both shined his boots...the smell made me want to hurl [not eating breakfast and sitting backwards may have also played a part in it..] Then we just tried to find our way to teh building. haha..we were so lost, and it was right across the street =-] Inside we just practiced for about 2 hours before we had to do anything...the guys are such wimps..the girls had to ask the women to show them thier rifle skills.. -___-;; then did the event twice!!! OMIOGD>< I felt so sorry for the flags today..they had to be at present arms for SOOOO LONG!! Me and Tina were suffering but nothing like them. ^__^
Second Event. : Color Guard at GIANTS GAME!! ^__^
Then after that event...we rushed out and Sargeant Major tried to show us his mapping skills by drawing swiggliy lines. Then we split up into groups [me, kim lin, tina and tai] and [sargeant major, gianna, kevin, paul and peter] My group took the N to SBC park and got there SO FRIGGIN early..-__-;; Me and Kim were laughing at somebody's job and uniform. =] So we just walked around and talked about stuff that were really random.AUGH the "drop it like its hot" song came on and it was stuck in my head the whole day ....Then we waited..and waited.and waited. and me and tai and tina wasted so much minutes on our phones..AFTER A LONG LONG LONG time...they came and G told me taht Sargeant Major was PULLED OVER!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA...Apparently they didn't have their seat belts on and an officer saw Paul..-__-;; Then we all went in and waited for a LONGGGGG time ..but those people are fun. We were poking Kevin and Peter for the heck of it. and they are hilarious. Then WE FINALLY FINALLY went out into teh field and did the presentation of the colors. ^__^ [me like people cheering...even if it was for teh boys choir and a little for us] Then stayed for teh whole game!!!We wasted $60 bucks on SODA ALONE. and we bought heckka food too.
the game:
[well the food buyers, me tai paul and g went back to teh game in teh BOTTOM OF THE 4th!!! -___-] The Giants are down, 1-0 Colorado in favor. fast forward to teh bottom of the EIGHTH, Giants still 1-0 Rockies in favor. Last chance for Giants to go up. 2 strikes, 2 outs, bases loaded, TUCKER then HITS A GRANDSLAM!!!!!!!!!! 4 RUNS!!!! then top of the ninth..Rockies up..one more run scored..but who cares?!? GIANTS WON!!!!!!!! 4-2!! MAJOR COMEBACK!!! Me and G were screaming sooooo loud. We were one of the only ones in teh row who understand what was going on. FUDGING COOL. even though our seats sucked.
after that...we walked forEVER.
Then me g anna tai kevin eric went down to the park and just chilled. After A LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG time..Bento box came and then we left ..that was werid. Me adn g were commentary people. [number 75 [guy on g's bus] passes to the guy in the red [kevin] who shoots..OHHH misses..passes to the guy in the white shirt with blue [no black!!] collar who in turn misses] haaha

I LOVE GIANTS GAMES!!!!!!

meep. i should be doing homework. but i'm not so HAH. Today was supposed to be a good day. Actually it was supposed to be a splended, perfect day with nothing screwing it up. AND IT DIDN'T IT WENT PERFECTLY until...afterschool.
see my perfect day and then watch it get screwed :
1st__no work and still being happy from yesterday's A. Just worked on accent. ^__^
2nd__bio. lecture. don't care. found out there's an extra lab on friday afterschool. edit__SHIT. I CANT MAKE IT. DAMN YOU COLOR GUARD!! -___-;;
3rd__RO. haha. I threw a pen at Kenneth's head. that was fun ^__^ I should do that more often. Hurting people is FUN FUN FUN. -__^ Plus, teh pen went "DOINK!!" hahahahahah. I'm so evillll. Thats what you people get for trying to doze off while we have to pretend to know crap.
4th__ Modern World TEST IS EASY!!!!!!!!!! I knew EVERYTHING. very happy here
5th__ Espanol - psh double verbs = very easy
6th__ Geo_ Construction Test. PSh. easy ass review stuff from last year.

Afterschoool____ where it ruined my mood. I called Summer search and got bitched at for about 15-20 minutes. what a waste of my time and minutes. FUCKERS -___-;; I DONT FEEL LIKE TALKING ABOUT MY FEELINGS TO YOU FUCKARDS. MOTHER OF *strangle*

How can you spot a perfectionist?
Look for people who...
...have a "self-promotion" style and try to impress others by bragging or displaying their perfection.
...shun situations in which they might display imperfection
....have a tendency to keep problems to themselves, including an inability to admit failure to others.

2 out of 3...not bad at all, i must say.

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

okayyy...Spring break is offically over. Now that's something to be sad about. Actually there's many things to be sad about this break. In course of one week, two important people died : Terry Shaivo [who showed teh world why family affairs should remain just that..family] and the Pope himself..

BUT life goes on for us.. and school starts yet again tommorow. AUGH. gradyiness is back. I wish she'll get stuck on some boat somewhere...unknowinly floating to Madagascar or Malaysia or something..

What Gender Is Your Brain?

*meep* fucked this off somebody...so don't sue me if it came from your xanga.


TEN random things about me:
01. I like Euro Alt.Post-Punk Rock. hahah
02. I like monty python
03. I love The Simpsons
04. I love to quote of Harry Potter books
05. I love sketch Shows
07. I love guys with accents.
08. I wear glasses...hahah
09. I love to make avatars....
10. PSP to me = paint shop pro. PSP to any normal person = PlayStation Portable

NINE ways to win my heart:

01. Smile. often. please.
02. just be yourself. who wants some impersonator?
03. Be sober...or atleast when driving. hell, don't drink. haha [hyprocrit..]
04. Adopt an accent. hahah..just kidding. Have a sense of humor, or just make me smile
05. sharing is caring. so don't be possessive..cuz that's just..freaky.
06. Talk about something other than - you, -sports , -"guy" stuff..i don't care and i don't want to know
07. i like the unexpected. surprise me.
08. be there when i need you.
09. lemme chill with my friends, and i'll chill with you. ^__^

EIGHT things I want to do before I die:

01. have a legacy and have my name be a household name
02. be a millionaire and a CEO of some company
03. meet all my heros or be a hero
04. find a cure for autism
05. become a director
06. travel the entire world -- twice
last two are purposely left blank. I'm still young, why should i fill em up just yet?
07.
08.

SEVEN ways to annoy me:oh man this is easy

01. one word = ghettoness
02. bitchiness
03. acting like you know everything when you really have no clue about the subject
04. prejudice
05. superficial people
06. liars and those who live out lies.
07. popping gum

SIX things I believe in:

01. God
02. myself
03. love makes the world go round, but lust is really the fuel.
04. everybody's got a hidden agenda
05. nobody's perfect
06. there's always a flip side to every situation

FIVE things I'm afraid of:

01. being alone
02. the supernatural
03. serial killers.
04. failing in life and school
05. death

FOUR of my favorite things:

01. family and friends
02. myself
03. being alive and well
04. love

THREE things I do everyday:

01. breathe
02. think
03. smile

TWO things I want to do right now:

01. go on a roller coaster
02. have a shopping spree

ONE person I want to see right now:
01. somebody...

Currently Listening to : So Come On Home; Franz Ferdinand

went to a cemetary...saw gophers.hahaha..and people bbqin. DUDE. that's just sick. Then I went shopping [meep. finally. again. haha] then saw that I was not going to be able to get back to The City in time...so tried calling..but NOOO..PEOPLE TURN OFF THIER PHONES.

yesterday was like the OLD days. Back in....8th grade. mwahah wow that was a LONG time ago. Anyways, we saw nD CHAU again.mwahahahhaha. Last time we'd heard of him he was somewhere in the amazon trailing....just kidding. But it has been about *counts from end of october* 5 months? Nice to see him back.
we just chilled at the park for a while and caught up. then went back to G's house and played the weird game that nobody knows how to play except for benton and g and DOA2. [hah rituals] We had successfully gotten Andy to be addicted to that game. Then went to BK and ate food. I have hearing problems...I got this okay fish combo sandwichy thingi. Then went back and watched the Incredibles. Kinda boring cuz i'd already watched it. BUT the cartoony thing cracked me up so damn much. human mouths on cartoons.kekeke. JACK JACK ATTACK!!
Then just continued playing DOA2 until 7? we suck. i admit it. we cannot go anywhere without that game. ME vs. Andy and G vs. Bento. poor laine, she had to sleep. ahaa

verdict: fun fun...^__^ need more days with just the old gang...now where's tiff le at? haha.

I hate canto-rap. And I just realized it. I think i'm really going crazy this spring break. Kept doing homework because of my teachers decieded that free time = homework time. I mean, how many time can i read my spanish book if i don't understand what the hell it's saying anyways? -____-;; What else is new with me?
still clean
loves franz ferdinand
hates canto-rap
LOVES Euro Post-punk/Alt. Rock
hates HK music.
still sober after muttering all that out
amazing...

<3 tiffe

I finally RESERVED HBP! *loves loves loves* I'm such a dork...but a cool one on that. MWAHA. I'm so giddy right now...oh yeah guys are really scary online. Even those you know. -___-;;

well first day of break. I'll probably be going out but I'm still going to have to do homework today....

haha..was browsing the blogring when i stumbled on Pim's xanga where she was talking about Carey. [...] yes. my goodness what a bunch of b.s. [not her. carey's idea of RO being "propaganda" for the military] GOD PEOPLE like him gets me so pissed off. and that's the end of my rant.

I GOT A NEW PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [ask me for the new number] yes i don't use verizon, so BLAH. I have a new number


and

so this week[...]


-went to the emerald nuts thing goodie bags

was okay. After that just went to arcade and played for a LONG LONG LONG time. Benton and Kevin are very mean individuals, and i mean that in the nicest way possible. Yeah. Right. ^__^ nah they both cool. Ate and laughed. Talked and chilllled around the Pier. Then just stayed over at G's house for the night with Jah-gui and Bento box. Watched a chinese-y movie with Stephen Chow in it. Love on Delivery or something like that.

-went to the emerald nuts race part two.; Greek Parade w/Color Guard

woke up around 4:15 and Kev and Chut came over. Went to emerald nuts and on the way some how met up with Jason, Janice and this otehr girl on the bus. ^__^ Jason got a cool phone. Worked and worked and worked some more. [went to sausalito to work] got kinda pissed but Jackie and Paul somehow cheered me up. Hee. i was what you cool people called "ghetto". *rolls eyes* then we went to G's house. Changed into Color Guard uniform. BLAH. ALMOST got late for the parade.

At teh parade had to march with this old guy who was in the Army. haha. Sargent Major called me a TURTLE!!!! [now wing and eric call me that *gloom*] Did MY FIRST EVER REAL EVENT. I was California!! ^__^ it was okay but it was mucho windy. Then me paul and peter went to teh stage and watched everybody from up high. Paul is hilarious. I swear. He is. We were hella poking fun at EVERYBODY. Me don't like teh mayor. *twitch* not as cool as he seems.
Then went back to G's house with "the box" and just chillled again. Changed back and then some of "the box" went out for dinner. We were HELLA HIGH. haha. Me and G were doubling over laughing. I think we scared Kevin. He left us to go home and "Study" haha. rightiio. Then we just ate over at Chut's and watched movie. Went home. Oh yeah. "SGT MJR Blue" got thrown over the fence *gloom*

Thursday:

after school I had COLOR GUARD. WTF?!!? Oh well...So g, bento, jackie, eric s., kevin and me just wasted our time doing NOTHING but throwing around SGT MJR Blue. haha it was HELLA FUNNY. Eric must think we were insane. haa. Then G, jackie and bento left and i was stuck with them. haha...went in. I got changed into Dianna's uniform...had the guys laugh at me. *GRR*. not cool. I did look like a turtle though...Not teh point. did the color guard event for the sports award thingy. Dianna's boots got a shining!! ^__^ i can't believe i got to school at 7 and i leave it at 7. That's insanity.

Friday:

YAY!! ONLY HALF DAY FOR ME!!!! kkekeke..*shh* Went to first second [AUGHH!! HARD BUTT TEST!] third [there's only one reason why i go anyways..] [second note; the first floor smelt like alchy] , and forth. then me yani and jackie went to go eatin at Clement at this sushi place. It was okay. the food wasn't that good. AHH YANI GOT THE FUSHIGI YUGI MUSIC!!!!! *DLJSIOFUEW*(R7. yeah anyways... then we wen to this shop place i got my earrings because i thought they were pretty. I never thought i'll actually wear em but oh well. they were pretty. And then they broke. haha.a. tooke the bus back home and then found out that I GOT A NEW PHONE!!!!!!!! CAMERA BABY!!!!!!!!! aha *hides from G* then went to schewl and saw G's GHETTO PLATOON AGAIN!!! YAY! hahah. them cool china boys. Man. they old arshes. Going to college. -__-;; but they can't seem to shut the poop up. Then me g wing eric s. kevin chut ming just stood around the corner doing nothing. then went home. SPRING BREAK!!!



HAPPY EASTER!!!!

its 08:14am and i'm too bored to go back to sleep. Dammit, i was fricking high yesterday. Not a funny picture, mind you. Not that I actually got drunk..it was very very very light stuff. but still. at eleven o clock at night, it's never fun. I now have a future drinking buddy too!!! ^__^ such a bad influenceon peole.

anywhoms. Now all of you are going to think I need to attend some sorta AA meeting..
[...] and I so do not. =P

now i wanna go bowlinggg...god this city is boring. in a few hours i'm goin t have to go to teh stupid aquatic park thing for goodie bags..blahhh...i hate doing that stuff..especially in teh rain. but atleast we're going to take the "polk guy" bus [courtesy of gianna] ;p

okay not bored enough to keep typing yet, not stupid enough to go drinking in the morning. And don't gimme teh "OMIGD!! I DIDNT THINK YOU DRANK!!! WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU ??!?! " crap. It was LIGHT for the chrissakes. [hehe..new phrase..]

went to the school board meeting yesterday. It was such a good experience but it also tested my paitence soo darn much. As many of you know, it was anti-JROTC and military recuritment in school. [psh. RO doesn't recruit sh-- and they know it] God the people who were for JROTC were good, but the people who were against didn't know enough crap to be speaking for even a first year. God, people like that gets on my nerves. Then the women outside were such rude as--es. Screaming and provoking us to get riled up. We're better than them. We don't need to scream at high pitches and yell at the opponent to get our points across. We're bigger than that. I might not agree with the military and wars but since when does JROTC coerse us to like them? Stupid. I wouldn't had been so spiteful of those shi-holes if they had better evidence. [Chile woman= "SEE YOU MINORITIES..JROTC TARGETS YOU!! AND BECAUSE YOU'RE ALL LOW INCOME] Look around you, you idiot. WE're not the minority. WE live in a city where 85% of teh children in our schools are of "minorities" we're the MAJORITY!

haha.. JROTC is NOT pronounced "Jay Rot Ce" [I thought they called us Junior NAZIS!!] < I was hella pissed off about that until somebody said OHHH JROTC JAY ROTCE. hahaha. Jr.Nazis..BUT ATLEAST GET YOUR PRONUNCIATION CORRECT.morons. And that annoying lil boy's TOY!! GRR. i wanted to break it apart


funniest part: David Hsu's trouble with the double doors. Push=Pull and Pull=Push. PUSH PULL PUSH PULL = unopened doors. And then Srgt.Major's insult. hahah



JROTC= keeps me almost sane. hahah keep it

man; what am i popular or what today? I get online and almost immediatly, 7 IM windows flood my screen..all within a period of 10 seconds. [...]
So [...] what to type into this big empty box. I'll find a way to fill it up, I always do. It's such a good place to rant, or to just get away from homework and just TYPE, something I like to do. [91 wpm, no mistakes ^__^ good enough for me]Well, took one of those really stupidly stupid surveys online. Guess when I'm getting married apparently?: on my brother's 22nd Birthday. *rolls eyes* And I doubt I'm going to get married at 23 years old. I got "people to see, places to be, jobs to do, presidents to shake hands with" -me to amy after school one day. hahah

firstly: I wuv my mommy. Even though i got horrible on my report card, she didn't even yell at me. Only told me to work harder and that she knew the reason why I screwed up so badly. Coolest mom alive award. *nods*

Firstly and a half: I still want that poster. *jackie styled "twitch"*

secondly: do you know that weird feeling that some people change for the worse? No, i'm not talking about ME.[though that's an entirely different story in itself, no questions asked or needed. thank you.] That person can be really different in different enviroments. It's not that it's a bad thing per say, but I kinda sets off a little buzzer in my head that something might just not be right...I would ask but you know me, I'm not that type of person offline. Well, that's human nature for you. You think you know somebody well until they turn out to be completly different than the person you thought you knew. I hope to major in human psychology one day...some day...

FINAL NOTE: EXIT EXAMS ARE OVER!!! *SOBS* YES I'm weird but I actually LIKE the exams. They bite off my other class times and I get to skip some of my classes that I hate. Like math...kekek. But the tests were SO FRIGGING EASY!!! ! >< I finished the English portion with like an 1 HOUR LEFT adn that's AFTER TEH ESSAY!!!! and the second part, 1 hour and 30 MINUTES!!!. And then I finshed the math in about 20 minutes for both parts!!!! GOD I WAS SO BOREDDDDDDDDDD.But in a good way cuz i finished my other homework and had the music of Green Day in me ears. Loveeeee..^__^



GOD I TOLD YOU I'LL fill up this crap. ^__^


DP afterschool today. I hate my original spot. haha so Serena FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY lemme change ^___^;; The protest is tommorow. JROTC should stay in school. I'm serious. We're all practically FAMILY. Everybody like thisclose. haha. Plus "JROTC keeps me in school" haahahahhahahahahah. Sorry but that's hilarious.


oh forgot to say this : good luck to Wing and Maggie!! ^__^ [belated a few days i know..]

199.99 dollars


*DROOL* MAJOR DROOLAGE. okay so not much to talk about today besides DROOLING over Johnny Depp's signed poster for Cpt. Jack Sparrow. *DROOL* IF i had 200 bucks, i would buy this. I will also love whoever gets this for me. hell i'll love you if you get me the real guy so i can get him to autograph every thing i have ^__^ okay, now that's what i call a fangirl moment. But seriously, look at him!!! it's JOHNNY Depp. but why the crap does his autograph have to cost so darn much?? *sniff* AHH!! *droolll* *drool* * continues to drool* and cry at the same time because I'm so broke. *Drools and crys at the same time*



I know this is kinda hard to see but this is the poster i want more than the one above. yes, Johnny Depp can wait. This, my friends is the one. This is the Lord of the Rings: Return of the King poster with 20 cast autograph. This picture shows: Dominic, Billy Boyd, Elijah Woods, Ian McKellen, Liv Tyler, Viggo Mortenson, Sean Astin, Orlando Bloom, John Rhys-Davis, John Noble...and basically that's all i care for anyways. ^__^ Goddddddd...want to know how much it'll cost me if I ever buy it? 325.99 dollars. American. Three HUNDRED and Twenty Five Dollars and Ninety Nine cents. I can only pay...99cents. hahha. BUT GODDDDDDDD.. it's soo beautiful....5 feet of LOTR. keke. I would faint. I will probably die if I had it. I would also be broke. Majorly broke. Killer broke. but I will die a broke person, a happy happy giddy person. If i died that very moment of course. ^__^


and that's the end of my fangirl moments.

[...] it's sunday!-___-;; time to study for Andrejeff's macrobiology test thingy.

yesterday was okay: went to G's at around 12:30, played ANOTHER one of these fighting games..so confusing..and colorful. Then left and ran away from all these bugs in front of her block. Then saw chut on the bus but he left..[that was funny] . Then Kitaro. Then DT. JAMBA JUICE!! then left because Jackie had to go somewhere with her mom..Bento and Gianna were so high on the bus...*tsktsktsk*

today was not cool. so not cool. uncool. bleh

started out the day okay. then by 3rd period [RO], my stomach started to hurt a little badly. Then by 4th period, I was practically crying because it hurted so goddarn much. So by lunch time, i was in sooo much frigging pain that i called my mom to pick me up. Went home and rested for two periods. Felt MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH better. Thanks to painkillers and sleep. Then came back to go to CLG meeting but it was over already so just chilled with people. GIANNA's platoon is soo coool!! hahahah or shall i say "ghetto". I compliemented this guy's glasses. hahah. Then just waited around for jah gui's food and then me g bento and chut van el parque and just chilled there for a while. It was funny and relaxing [the good weather had something to do with it..] then just went home around 6:30pm.

forgot to say this: remember when i was feeling kinda low a few days ago? Well, thanks to you people who know who you guys are. You guys are the greatest. While some of you people might've just scared me, some lectured me [felt like i needed a notepad], some just made me laugh, some just were there, and some who just knows what I was going through and there's one who told me that nothing was impossible. You guys are the coolest. So, thank you.

i'm pretty sure gravity keeps me on the ground.

much
aloha,

Tiffaney

I GOT INTO APUS HISTORY!!!!!!!! joy! I'm soo happy!! THANKS TO PAUL for making my day so good. Mwahah..well not really but for tellling one period early. Sorry for sounding stupid when i asked you that question. I wasn't thinking ^__^ kekeke.


good things about today:
Started Othello [*dork*]
Understood Bio. stuff clearly [*dork*]
AP US HISTORY!! [*dorkkk*]
Started learing deeper about Nazism [*dork*]
FINISHED SPANISH DRAWING PROJECT !!!! It's soo cool!!!!
GRADY ISNT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [MWAHAHHA]

bad thing:

Paul scaring the crap out of me 3 times afterschool..*heart attack and falls over dead*
Remembered really bad grades [...]
forgot my color pencils..
SOMEBODY ignored me the whole day..

augh. I apologize to everybody today.

good news of the day: got into Spanish 3-4 Honors and staying in English Honors. Dono about the rest yet. Ah well.

Bad News: BAD GRADES. I was crying soo hard afterschool and during 6-7th period. I tried smiling for OT practice though. I didn't want people to think there was something wrong. If you guys don't see me @ Ro events anymore you'll all know why. I'll miss you all. =*[
god these, past few days are so hard on me. I don't think I really felt happy for a while now. I hate it all. I'm never attentive or caring about anything anymore. Nothing matters anymore to me. This doesn't include grades in general. I nearly fell off the stairs going up to the second floor after school today. I was in such a wreck. People were "hey tiff" i was "....fuck off" I hate crying. I never do that. That's fucking shit. and that's the last thing i need right now.

i'm missing everything right now. I blew off people yesterday, i'm blowing off steam today... I feel so guilty for not even caring anymore. I'm losing everything I've ever worked for. My friends seem to know what they all want and how to get it, but I feel like I'm the one who's struggling jus to stay alive. Why is everything so easy for them to accept?


sorry about the melodramatic shit. I'm just having problems right now. Damn it, i dont even have anybody to talk to it about it...everybody's too caught up in themselves and thier perfect l

hum...now that i think about it, i sound kinda ticked off yesterday. Oh well, bygones be bygones...except for some people. Those people deserve a well. Yes, a well. [was watching 48 hour mysteries]

---

well, what happened yesterday. Besides the things that happen that shouldn't belong online, I was bored. Yes, it's that time of the RO year again. the dreaded, horrible, DOOR to DOOR activity!! *gasp* But, i had Jackie [jah gui] <-- hows that for chinglish? with me so it was fine. The stupid thing was that at the end, we all [wearing red..] gathered at a street corner, in front of a house to do roll. DUDE that is stupid. Stoopid Roberto. We could've been arrested...for looking like a gang ^__^ hahah...me, in a gang? hhahah. i laugh in your non gangnishi faces. Thank god there wasn't the real bloods and crypts around..is that how you spell the second gang name? eh..who cares..the red and the blues. After that, some crap happened, me and jackie went to KFC and met up with the rest of the people, watched Shark Tale at G's and then me and chut just played DDR. then went home. and watched 48 hour mysteries!!!!!!

what happened today? OT TRIP!!! yay! hahah. It was fun!! Seriously!! I'm not joking. My group was Tai and Kevin. ALL FIRSTIES IN A GROUP!! ^__^ Man, we missed the first two points and they were right in front of us!!!!! THANK YOU TO JUSTIN'S GROUP for letting us follow em [and help em] and POTTER especially for helping us at the expense of his group. Tai and Kevin were troopers...kept running and running and running, even though me and Kev kept busting our ankles. ^__^ you guys are the greatest. Then me and chut had fun laughing at tai at his expense. haha Even on the bus we kept making him get aggravated until...*sigh* he didn't care anymore...that SUCKED. AND ERIC KEPT EVESDROPPING..WTF?!?!

then went to G's house, played DOA2 and laughed at eric kev chut for two hours almost. They [eric mostly] are hilarious. In a sense that they are NASTY!! god.........then wen tto chut's house and watched Shrek 2 and spiderman2 the end.... 6_6

A Green Day song for every mood: Here's F.O.D (Fuck off and die)

You're just...a fuck.
I can't explain it 'cause I think you suck.
I'm taking pride,
In telling you to Fuck Off and Die.

Good...night.

-Green Day

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1. How is it that some people meet the crappiest days of their lives while other sail through untouched and naive?
2. Why is it that I find myself hating people I hardly know?
3. How is it that I'm so violent but I can quickly change?
4. Why does God allow such imbeciles to live on the face of the Earth and not be killed?
5. How come God allow imbeciles to be born?
6. Does idiotcy come in pairs? Or it is just a lucky covincidence for one case?
7. How come some people work all their lives for one thing and never get it, but others mearly seek it and recieve?
8. When somebody gains a significant other, does the family come along with the ride?
9. Why is it that some people understand each other with only a look while it takes others years to understand?
10. When going outside, is it that unobvious to take the necessary items with you? Do others have to automatically provide? Or worse yet, do you have to force them?
11. Why is it that some people are such hypocrits that they yell at others for doing wrong and immediatly do something of the same crime?
12. Why should the meek inheirt the earth? Why not the ones who truely go out and earn it?
13. Is it wrong for somebody to stop something they do not feel comfortable seeing?
14. Can hatred ever go so far as to turn into a killing spree?

aww..feel kinda sad that yesterday was the last day of PT. I don't DON't want to do book work and uniform again or drilling either...oh well.
For my mile i improved and unimproved. Compared to my OT mile time I've improved...1 minute and 17 seconds. From 10:20 to 9:02. mannnnn i feel so slow. I could've not broken the 9 minute mark but noooo sargeant major screwed us all over..Compared to eigth grade I unimproved about 40 seconds. From a 8.36 to a 9.02 mile....AUGH. I feel out of shape..hella sad huh?! Well, atleast i jogged/ran the whole way..didn't stop...I wish Potter would let this be my OT time instead. that would be nice. =]

Final time: 9:02

FIRST Post on NEW computer!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kinda pissed that I missed the APUSHistory thingi today..oh well mr. whatshisname said he'll schedule. Actually I'm kinda pissed that I had to go to begin with. wtf eh?
i just realized how stupid the "murder of Tomas" is when i was saying it to Jackie. Mwahah. Only me, Ally and Johnson got what i was saying. That hilarious ^ ^''
Afterschool, went to go eat with Jackie and the afterschool crew. Suddenly Jackie told me something that suprised the crap out of me. I was "WOAH!!!!!!!!!! ewwwww...hahahhahahahh ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww" ^^'' I was soo weirded out. Like weirded weirded weirded out. kekekekeke. Then she just got back at me by telling G that i thought that he was the cutest out of....yeah..nevermind. Well there was no choice!!!!!! [sorry jackie ^^]


now that's ^ what i call a pointless post.

"We would like to see you sometimes too you know" -Chut.

I'll make sure to send you an autographed picture of me.


lmao. just finished updating my spanking new fanlisting [with the featured ones] I must say, it is a really random mix unfornately. *pweh* the things I do to rep. my favorite things in life...

Anyways, here's to chut and his cool cool comment dissing whoever the asshole is. Whoever you are, listen to him. Dire conciquences will follow if you piss me off. I will 1) shoot your head off. 2) burn it in a boiler at school 3) leave your body in the street so the annoying ravens can pick it apart and the ants may have a feast. Is that violent enough?
[here's to lainy and her coolnessy too! *hiphiphoorays* =D]

I hope you get my point. You're not freaking me out, you're just annoying. If I ever find out who you are, you're going to get your ass kicked. You better hope to god you're just playing a prank or I will get a gun and shoot your brains out from your ears. I hate people like you. That last comment better be your last if you can't control yourself.


and one last note: THAT is so not a lot of classes. It's only 10 classes!!! I'll have AP Art History and Yearbook afterschool! that just leaves me with...8 classes..*AUGHH!!* Only 7 periods a day..what will i do with the other one*worries*


maybe i'll quit RO. it's not like I'm dedicated anyways.



outttttttttts; your favorite Tiffe, Tiffe

hehe..next year, i'll have approx. 14-16 hours of homework a day..[well not really..but around 7 ^ ^'' ] I'm going to have 10 classes next year if my counselor lets me. [i must really want to leave eh?] keke. here's my schedule if i get into all of them: enjoy.

homeroom ;]

American Lit Hons.
physiology [no hons *sniff*]
Chem. Honors/AP [depends on counselor]
JROTC [er..no hons]
AP US history ^ ^''
Spanish 3H-4Honors
Advanced Algebra Honors
Yearbook [wednes. or thurs. only]
AP Art History [only on tues/thurs afterschool 2 hours]
AP Computer Arts [if counselor lets]


hehehehhe!! lets see how fast i die and if i even do any RO activites or teams next year!

Currently: WATCHING THE OSCARS!!! [grrrr HP lost both.]

Yesterday was : blehh, YAY!, blehhhh
lmao. that doens't really work huh? ^^''
woke up around 9 and did homework until about 3:00pm [yes, i had that much homework. SAD SAD SAD. Then Gianna called and said to meet her and Elaine @ J-Town. So I went and we just went DT to get food. Got Jamba Juice [yes again] and after A LONG LONG LONG walk, went to Border's so I could reserve HP:HBP. Remembered that I needed a credit card. *PLABH* but on the way there, there were these girls [i hope they were girls...] were singing in this car to these 3 pedestrian guys who were innocently walking down the street. I don't want to repeat the lyrics since it was "wrong". ^__^ then went to BKs and I got a yummmmy Chocolate pie..thanks to Lainy and G for eating half of it. [seriously, it was too chocolatey...i couldn't swallow it..- - then we just went home and then I had to do homework. AGAIN.

but firstttttttt. i went online and bitched at the stalker. bbbbbbittttchhhhhhh.

you know that feeling when things aren't going your way?

Yes. My answer is YES. Things are definatley not going my way.

but somebody did try to cheer me up by sending me this really weird "documentary" online about these two "Potterphiles". Trust me, for all those out there who think I am obsessed with anything to do with Harry Potter, you're dead wrong. Compared to these two girls, I'm just a causal observer. It is scary. It is freaky. I didn't even know half the merchandise existed. These two have no life. [but the girl with the Legolas room was a close second]...-____-;; Here's the link --> Site One, Mirror Site

funny line from the "doc." --> "I want to ride Harry's Firebolt" [LMAO. ewww..^__^]

*sings* Guess who's back, back again? Tiffe's back, back again. guess who's back guess who's back guess who's ...augh nevermind.

Ahnnyhoom. As most of you guys probably noticed, I wasn't at school for a while [2 days]. ^__^ that was so much fun...skipping school..
I should really be doing homework right now, but whatever eh? this is going to be breif and in fragments . you've been warned.

Wednesday ___left home and saw a buttload of people across the street, i think it was the "family". then left and went to the airport w/ "uncle" john, grace, christen, sherry, alan and johnathan and just played uno [WOHOO! WON]. got on the plane and arrived at Ontario Airport in the OC. The magazines on the plane were veryyy umm..interesting. haha. Just kidding. Then just went to the hotel and watched tv and played UNO. again. mwaha.

Thursday __ went to the convention place and lemme say, there are some weird people there. There was this HILARIOUS HILARIOUS British guy and this weird guy who talked about chicken..humm...-____-;; it was ...once agian....interesting. I did NOT know that there are so many TEENAGERS with so much ENERGY and out of school time. "OOHHHH".. hahahahhahah. Then we went to Downtown Disney and just chilled for a while. GOT JAMBA JUICE..FREE! hahaha..yeah the cards. Then just went to watch "Hitch". That movie was sorta dumb in a cute sorta way. Still DUMBING. Then Korean BBQ [YEAHHHHH!! RIB IN SOY SAUCE PRIDE]

Friday __ went to Disneyland today. It was fun!! haha the guys didn't think so though. Poor them. Got there around nine and played up to around 11:30 PM. We [mostly me, sherry, christen and alan] just played EVERY SINGLE frigging ride [a million times each]. That was cool. The guys just complained about how stupid everything was. The Alice in Wonderland rides were the funniest though. The stupid tea cups got us hecka hurt. The other one we were just screaming for no reason, threating to jump off. ^__^. Haunted Mansion was great. The coolest was Autopia. I WON! hahahahahhahahahaha. DAMN THE GUYS WERE SLOW. >< I tried waiting..blah. OMIGOD. RAIN. RAIN. AND MORE RAIN. BIG THUNDER MOUNTAIN *laughs* then went back and i watched "conan o brien" and they just watched "matrix rev." never will get that trilogy.never.

^ that was so much fun. fun. fun. fun. but next time, magic mountain. [*cough* holey poncho*]

Sat__ went home . Sherry nearly caused me and most likely alan a heart attack by almost throwing up on the plane. Then went our seperate ways *sniff*

then i went to target and got my GREEN DAY AND U2 CDs!!!and a new jacket [!!!] [different places of course...]



*waves* see you guys someday soon. you guys are so cool. even though most of you i met..about 64 hours. *stupidly continues to wave*

normal words that sound stupid in the mouths of idiots -->

presents --smeasents
computer --commuters
internet --smerternet
smurfs --okay so that was never normal

so how was my day [as asked by somebody]

my truth to god answer :

cold,
very friggin cold.
*bows and walks off stage*

As seen on simpsons sign: "thank you for not talking about the outside world"



moral of today's post : nothing whatsoever.

How long can you hold it? HoldTheButton.com

World's stupidest game. I swear.

So, today, I've started watching all the movies in my house and I came across Return of the King [Lord of the Rings]. I can't believe I only watched that a few times. I completely forgot why I liked this one the best and after watching it, I can't believe that I forgot ^__^ ever have that feeling?

then when I was 90% finished with the movie somebody came and started complaining about how the guys in the movie were either 1) ugly [Pippin, Aragorn, Gandalf, Gimli and Merry] or 2) looked like William Hung [Frodo]. I was kinda pissed off that my movie got disrupted. Then she commented that Orlando Bloom was the only nice "decent" looking one. Nearly gagged.


moral of this post: erm. Nothing.

But a 13 year old Conservative Canadians are nonexisting.


what the heck does that have to do with anything ^?

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WHOO-WHEEH!
So today was the Four Chaplins thing at St.Mary's Cathedral. I swear I almost fell asleep but my sheer will made me not doze off. Sadness. Two days of church. AHH. the C word. Church. Not that it's a bad thing but *grumbles* the C word. Church..Say it with me. Cha-ur-cha. +__+.
After that, Me, ming, chut, benton and G went to Americana Grill and got faoohd. ^__^ FA OOHD. Then we just went back to G's and played Myst [AHH!! BORE
DOM!! I nearly CRIED from the PURE STUPIDITY of the game. *sniffle* ], DOA2 and DDR. Well atleast the "nick" song didn't play .

Got "hit on" [some random idiot's words..not mine] by this weird guy from Wash when me chut and bento left g's. Now that was WEIRD. I mean, what the heck..it wasn't flattery, it was more like more like "[...]" Nearly punched Bento and Chut. *twitch* must get revenge. *twitch*


MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!! *cough* I mean, happy valentines.

i admit it. Afterschool today, i felt incredibly happy. A bit giddy, yes, but mostly happy. Why? Besides the obvious reason *cough*, it is FRIDAY! *happy dance*
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anyhooz, today durning drill for RO, we changed platoons and now i'm sq leader of Eva y Kimberly. Paul's my new platoon leader and because of all the walking, i kind of twisted my ankle. I didn't know that i twisted it until lunch when i placed too pressure on it and i felt it give away. After school i just waited and watched a huuuggge bunchva people play Bball. I sooo wanted to play but i knew that if i placed pressure on it, it's going to hurt again. So, I did teh smart thing and didn't play. I was like -_____-;; Well atleast i had Yani, Ming and sorta Jonathan to keep company. Tommorow, if they are playing, i'm playing. I need excerise. Then Paul told us that he's Bravo's comp. commander!! So very happy for him [and for us B co]. Now everybody's wondering what's going to happen to Roberto. Not that he was a bad leader, he's cool too ^___^;;

[h][a][p][p][y] [d][a][y][s]



BLAH i just remembered something: That tommorow is 4 Chaplins @ St.Mary's Cathedral. PLAHTOOIE. Yes. Pla-too-ie.


Lookie>> Got a comment boxie again [hopes that the old idiot no longer abuses it.]_>

motivation or self-denial?

Believe in the old saying ANYTHING WORTH DOING IS WORTH DOING BADLY.

to make an archive...or not to make an archive..that is not a question. That was more of a random muttering of Tiffaney's more....unintelligent side so to speak.
erm...hum. I'm kinda out of words today, yes, surprise of the century! I refuse, however to make myself sink to the point of boredom where I give you a play by play of my classes. That's just reliving hell..i mean he ll. There. I didn't swear, you happy? You people have tighter language constrictions than the FCC. No, not KFC.


ahh love . *'suze me while i help myself to the airplane barf bag* People and thier um...what's it called? obsession? no, tantalizing fear of not knowing everybody else's thoughts? no, that's a bit harsh, um..howabout, the wanting to seek the "acknowledgement" of somebody's "significant other"? No, that's a bit off there. Whatabout, "the one's self quest to hunt down somebody's relatively unknown's friend that's more than a friend"?
Woah, Tiff, you're getting cynical and you're only at such a young age. What in heaven's name befell on you today, my jaded, paranoid, and semi-amused fellow being?

Ahhh...sarcasm once again out of hand. Where did that optomistic person inside me go?

*once again, 'suze me while i gag at people's lame attempt to find "true love" before valentine's day.* Yeahhh....


ah. Holidays. You brighten up my day. This is the only one where I can point and still laugh but smirk while I'm doing it. Idiots, eat your heart out.

Haley's Comet - every 75 years
A new millenium - every 1000 years
A person as wonderfully sweet and caring as me turning into somebody even i would hate -- um. 2 days.

this week in a glance::

saturday y saturday: went to G's house around 1 oclock and met up with G, Lainy, Bento, Chut and me [hah]..Played DOA2 for awhile again. LAINY is so gooooodddddd -____-;; *jealous* and she's a first time player!! Then after awhile, we went out cuz the report cards came, Bento, G and Laine went to Benton's and me and Chut went to his house to get the DDR. *lonnnnng time later* *me threatening Chut's fisshhhiesss*
Then we went back to G's house and played DDR...i was so happy! ^___^;; Then Jackie came and we kept playing DDR...and then more DDR...and more DDR. Then after around 5, we went to Wash. to wait for Jackie and Ming to finish their fencing practice...but Jackie didn't go and went back out. We just walked around the track and stayed at school until it got pretty dark. Then we learned that Ming couldn't go eat with us...so we went to Celment to go eat dinner. We went to this place where me and Jackie got SO HIGH!..hahahahahah it was hilarioussss...couldn't stop laughing. But i got a bigg stomach ache that I'm still having right at this moment.
Then around 8-9 we went back to our second home and played DDR until 10:30pm. Then me and Chut went to pick up Benton at his house and finally at around 11:00pm, he came out and then went to my house to pick up my stuff. I got in soo much trouble....*sniff* Walked back with the two back to G's. So funny. ^__^
Around 12am, watched "Kung Fu Hustle" with Stephen Chow..he is hot...hahah..38 and still hot. I need a guy like that. That movie had a pretty bad story plot but it was pretty funny. I love the dancing. SHOLIN SOCCER!! ^__^; then DDR!!!!!! hahah. Went to "sleep" at 3am but i couldn't sleep so i just stayed up. Stupid bento!!! kept snoring...around 4:30 me and Chut started kicking those idiots up. it was so funny cuz they just ignored us.

Then benton left us and around 6:30, Chut's dad drove us to the 1/2 marathon and we just worked for a long time...well until 0830 hour. I GOT THE GREEN bucket. mwahahahah. Then we, including Ming just went to Round Tables for breakfast/lunch and then went DT to get Jamba Juice. Then we just went back to G's and played DDR. ^___^!!

monday: went to G's house after school and played DDR. ahaha

i just had to put monday in huh?


_______________

what hurts the most is when you find out that he means everything to you, but you mean nothing to him.

[[Harry Potter]] Fanart that I found online and are practically drooling over:


Credit-->Akane no Hime @ http://www.animelibrary.org/other/harryp.html

Character: Sirius Black

Credit-->Marta @ artdungeon.net

one three -- 1,2,3, droooolll.....

http://www.artdungeon.net/
[might have to F5 it to get it to work, but remember to check out the archives for more pictures. They are gorgeous]

favorite Harry Potter fanpic site. It's beautifulllllllllllllllll.. I wish I could draw like that and color that way. *Jealousy is a silly thing*

why does this quote have to ring true so much?:

"Me, I'm dishonest, and you can always trust a dishonest man to be dishonest. Honestly, it's the honest ones you want to watch out for, 'cause you can never predict if they're going to do something incredibly stupid." -- Jack Sparrow; Pirates of the Caribbean

I think being around people who are depressed is so depressing in itself. But me, being a perky person, is almost able to pull it off...being perky, not depressed.


I think I might need him more than I've ever thought.

blah. It's actually on WEDNESDAY that I'm leaving. *pshhhh*

this is going to be short and simple: MERRY 3rd of FEBRUARY EVERYBODY!

tiffaney lau on :
Valentine's Day [n]: the day of joy or is it bitterness? I forget.

"Everybody knows that Valentines Day is in fact SINGLE AWARENESS DAY!!! "

Sorry for being cynical but as a friend on a forums said the above, it's true. Am I being a bit bitter? Blah. I think I've been around couples for a bit too long...too bad for me.

It's only one day and plus, I'm going to be in LA that day. [THANK GOD!! Who wants to see a bunch of people kissing each other in front of my math class room? kinda, no not kinda. VERY disgusting]

YAH! LALALALALA LAND!! [hah i said that to lainy].


*sigh* but god damn _____ is seriously best guy in the entire school. Too bad i don't know him better. But, why should I dwell on that?!

I'm seeing how much I changed...
OMIGOD I TALKED TO HIM TODAY!!!! *pretends to faint*

Bold is old, underline is current

First Name?: Tiffaney
Nicknames?: Tiff, Tiffe, Tiffy, Tiffe
Birthdate?: July 20, 1989
So you're how old?: 14 15
Hair Color?: black brown gold red ; black and brown
Eye Color?: brown
Height?: 5 foot 5? 5'6
Siblings?: 2
Shoe size?: 7? 7
Fave Food?: things covered with Alfredo sauce i don't know
Fave Fruit?: Oranges! No strawberry!! strawberry
Soda?: Pepsi cream soda
Hobbies? I have no hobbies whatsoever. going out
store?: Borders!
CD?: my beloved Linkin Park CD's my potc soundtrack and my Franz Ferdinand tracks
TV Show?: any Japanese anime-ish type show. CSI:Miami; Amazing Race; Joan of Arcadia; 24;
Song?: "Running" by No Doubt or that Lilix song.. Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Restaurant?: anything. I Don't care. you set it, I eat it. lol Doesn't matter
Holiday?: my birthday should be a worldwide holiday! Anything without school
Icecream?: strawberry or mocha! Oreo Cookie


~*~ThE cRuSh SiDe!!!~*~

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife? : no..no..still*sniff*haha
If so, what's his/her name?: if i HAD one i would tell you but NO. .... i don't have one..
When you first meet someone what do you notice?: er.thier face? Weither they are smiling or not
Have you ever been in love?: maybe? Apparently not
Have you ever loved someone so much it made you cry?: nooe no
Do you like someone now? eh.yeah
If yes, what's the name of this person?: if i told you it wouldnt be a secert would it? lean in close and I'll tell you *kicks*
Why do you like them?: nice? sweet, kind, really hypnotic eyes, funny, charming....*i think i'm reciting this off the commerical for "Hitch"..*

~*~HaVe YoU eVeR!!!~*~

Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: no
Ever been on stage?: Yes
Ever dumped someone?: eh. no
Ever been dumped?: see above
Gotten in a car accident?: no
Stayed home on a Saturday night just because?: yes.
Tried Sushi? yeah. but not fond of raw fish crud in it. so only the vegetable and fake crab please!
Drank alcohol?: beer? unforuntatly..
Gone skinny dipping?: no.
Lied?: helloh who are you? god?
Had a medical emergency?: well i kinda got sprayed in the eye by SOMEONE with 409 but i guess that doesnt count sprained and broke arm
out of the country?: YES! CHINA! JAPAN! HONG KONG WHEN IT WAS STILL OWNED BY THE UK! UK!! [ok so not UK but i wanna live in london when i grow up!]
coke or Pepsi?: Pepsi...for those who think.! Coke
Pools or Hot-tubs?: pools!!
Ocean or pool?: Pools ! no sharks! Ocean is much more beautiful
TV or Radio?: TV darnit!
Guys or girls?: guys deh.
Christmas or Halloween?: christmas
Phone or AOL?: i like talking online more. but not on AOL i like AIM!
Pen or Pencil?: pen
Mall or Movies?: mall and a movie!
Abercrombie or American Eagle?: American Eagle!
Marker or Crayon?: Marker is easier to color with but they leak thru
Coffee or Cocoa?: Coffee.
Hot or cold?: depends on weather. cold in september,[since we have no summer till then], hot in winter, which is year round Cold. hot weather makes me feel sick
New or old?: new !
Sweater or sweatshirt?: Sweatshirt
Chocolate milk or plain?: Chocolate!
Motor boat or sail boat?: Motoreverything! sailboating seems cool
Summer or winter?: Summer! 3 months off!

~*~WhO do u..~*~
(offline)Go to, to talk about guys/girls?: both! nobody really...
Knows the most about you?: me i guess.
Who's parents are the best?: one of my friends has the WORLDS COOLEST PARENTS ! Makes you laugh the most?: any of my friends.
Has the best personality?: any of them. Probably Vic
Who do you have the best time with?: friends, people i know, mental institutional dropouts to be exact [LOL im JP!]

~*~In ThE pAsT 48 hOuRs HaVe YoU!!...~*~

Cried?: No.
Made someone laugh?: of course.
Helped someone?: Yes. i actually did. i ate all of shirley's hot cheetos! :) yeah
Bought something?: HOt Pocket! Probably chips
Cut your hair?: i dont randomly do things like that. so no.
Worn a tie?: im not like that.
Been kissed?: No
Said I love you?: No.
Written on paper?: HELLO! SCHOOL? BINDER PAPER!
Taken a test?:ehhhhhh lemme think...i dont remember. i think not. i hope not..O GOD DID I?!!? Yes. definately.
Written in a journal?: Blogger. but thats not a journal...o wait i did. health ed journal. Blogger.
Watched your favorite movie?: *sigh* if i watch it one more time the stupid DVD would break.
Talked to someone you love?: me! lol. lets just leave it as i love everyone YEP!! ^__^
Given someone a present?: yes a piece of paper. :) nope. but i should get people their presents mehehh
Had a serious talk?: not that serious.
Missed someone?: yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. nope.
Hugged someone?: nope.yes
Fought with a friend?: luckily not today
.Taken a shower?: of course!

~*~Do YoU...~*~


Eat peanuts?: umm...sure.
Have a goldfish?: YES! and wanna hear a funny story about one of them? sure you do. well i had this one goldfish i left it in the bowl and my brother squezzed the s*%& out of it. it turned blue the eyes poped out and it died instantly. LOL
Remember where you were when O.J. Simpson was let free?: OO! SIMPSONS! lol..ehh i dont think so. isnt that a hellovah long time ago?
Remember where you were when Princess Diana was killed?: awww..back in 1997. so sad . she was so cool. and yet she reminds me of my brothers teacher..*shudders* reincarnation!
Walk in the rain?: NO DAMN UMBRELLA.!
Have that falling dream?: isnt it tru that if you actually land, you're dead in real life? my answer=no
Dream in black and white?: isnt it also true that you can only dream in B&W? my answer=no
Have your own phone line?: i did. not anymore
Have your own room?: yeup!
Like broccoli?: nope. unless drowned in ranch!
Believe in love at first sight?: aww how cute and unjudgemental and entirely stupid. he might be a serial killer for all you know! damn im cynical!
Believe in God?: Yes
.Believe in the devil?: whats good has to have a bad right? yesh, so i do believe in the devil even if i dont follow his [or her] ways.
Believe in ghosts?: im skurd by that thought but yeah i guess.
Believe in heaven?: where else do your soul go to?
Believe in hell?: well where else would michael jackson's soul go if he really molested kids?!?
Believe in yourself?: when im not lying.! :)

~*~JuSt SoMe QuEsTiOnS!!~*~

What is one thing in the world that would make you happy forever what would it be?: man this is hard....maybe the reassurence that i would somehow manage to go to heaven would be nice. yeah thats good enough

the fact that the world will one day fall into place and everybody will find somebody to love.

__yesterday recap :

woke up at around 6. watched tv. family left to pick up michael. still watching tv. 7:30, went online. 7:49, still online. 8:20, still online. Saw clock, gasped and remembered CLG carwash. rushed out of door. Went back in to get MP3 player. Waited for bus. 8:29, still no bus. Ran to school. Smacked into people carring food. Saw Paul and apologized for being late. Told me to get juice. Stupid alarm went off in school. Ears hurts like a bitch...

end of bad grammer and fragments.

Well that was the beginning of Saturday. For the first shift I had to do SIGNS!! *AUGHHH!!* I was so down at hearing that. But then it was only for 36 minutes and I got all happy again. Went with Jason to Balboa st and just stood there. It was sooo boring...but thank god I had music. I think I owe my life to music right now...*rambles* Anyhoo...after about 25 minutes into the shift, Tai came to give us food!! *happy at sight of donuts* haahah. I was bugging him about when we were going to be let off..^___^;; then before he left, he was all "DANCE! SING!" lol. We were "WHY DON"T YOU DANCE!?!?" and he's like "er..no" hahahah...then 10 minutes later, Peter came with a box of cereal asking if we wanted any..Er..no? that was funny, he did the work for us, he was the one screaming..lol.

then i got replaced by either Maggie or Bento box. They both wanted my corner. Then went back and washed cars with G, Jackie, Anna and Chut. Sooo stupid....but there were kinda lotsa cars to wash..*blek* Then when the second shift was almost over, Me, jackie and G went to Jamba Juice. It was funny since none of us knew how to get there and had to bother Lainy. THANKS!!! Went to JJ and got like 5 cups of smoothies...the guy at Starbucks thought we were crazy. Went back to wash and found out that they were at Wash House and we had to walk around to get out of school since all the doors were locked. Gave Benton, Anna and Chut their drinks and found out that Simon, Eric, Eric S. and Kevin wanted to go to G's house..so we went.

Played DOA2 for a while, then I went into G's brother's room to watch Waterboy with the rest of the girls.. BLAH that movie was stupid. the main character isn't even cute. *points to Gianna and laughs* Stayed around til 6:15 and left to go eat out with family.


and tehre's my "wonderful" saturday. hahah.

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An easily bored me...didn't even use the energy to use brushes to transitions or anything..so simple even my brother could've done it. haha

Somehow, I'm stuck with Kelly Clarkson songs in my head. That majorly sucks. Well, atleast her songs are better than her last albumn. So that's fine.

I'm so jealous of G's orchestra class...PotC and HP..hahah..ahh well...If I ever want to play it, I know who to call to get notes. I'll bring her the soundtrack tommorow.

MAURADERS PRIDE!! HUZZAH!

Ahh...tuesday. You bring a smile to my face. If you were moved to a latter spot..maybe friday?

First reaction of the day + ________ YES! No first! *imaginary dance of joy* *washes up, ect* *ploops infront of telly and heaps spoonfull of Cinnimon toast crunch* *sighs at Oscar nominations* *gets up, goes to school*

Okay, now on to the boring part of my day:

homeroom and second were a blur to me. I know I still got the same teechs and a rooms but I think I got more students in them . haha I'm so attentive. Third, RO, got back test. THANK YOU GIANNA!! hahah..10 point extra..making it an A. YES!! *dance of joy* This class is so freaking boring. But it's the most interesting part of my day. Yes, that is indeed sad. Kevin got his darn ticket though. And I finally get to see his MD player [coolll]
Fourth, Modern, who cares...FINALLY on WWI. My favorite part of history. Very happy me *smiles* Lunch : boring..same ole same ole.. Fifth : Spanish. I try so hard not to go to sleep. Sixth: Geo...stupid class...boringgg *goggles*
Afterschool: finished half of homework and ate..

yesterday:
went to watch Hotel Rwanda with Chut cuz some people were too stupid to go. Haha. Kevin, should've went...instead he had to play bball with some tall white chicken <--his words not mine. The movie was disturbing, horrific, gruesome, gut-wrenchingly heart breaking. HAHAH..wow..such adjectives. No seriously, it was pretty distrubing seeing all those dead corpses. I can't believe that this actually happened in the world, and is still happening. People these days can be so easily bought and so many so easily killed...distrubing.. Good thing the movie was good...we had to wait forever to watch it...Next time, schedule.. - -


on a happier note..hahahahaha..I WANNA WATCH THE JACKET *drools about Adrian Broody* haha.just kidding. No fangirl moment for me. But seriously, when it comes out, I'm watching it.

well, updated Xanga. What's the point? That place is freaky...I'm too used to blogger.

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Whoohoo! Stephen Chow
PSP boredom so I made it...*snooze*

G- he's still heccka not young.HAHAH.

Harry Potter And The Goblet of Fire
2006 Day-to-Day Calendar
U.S.: $12.99 Canada: $17.99 ISBN: 0-7407-5227-8 Publisher: Andrews McMeel PublishingFormat: Day-to-Day CalendarsPublished: September 2005

^ what I want for next year, this year I got the Monty Python Day-to-Day Calendar for 05.

More importently: JOHNNY CARSON DIED!!! *sobs*

tiffaney lau on relationships that involve gagging;

relationships [n]: nice...until you guys make me gaggggg...get a room

Just kidding. that's not my post of the day. Dun worry. I'm better [and not to mention, nicer] than that. ^__^

seriously:
lyrics yah mofos.

tiffaney lau on good music:

music [n]: songs that makes you feel happy you aren't deaf.

song 1 of the day: Across the Universe
mood of the song: mellow
makes me feel: peaceful.


Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither while they pass, they slip away Across the Universe.
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind,
Possessing and caressing me.

think about it.

song 2 of the day: Mr. Brightside
mood of the song: rock/cynical and questioning

I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes'
Cause I'm Mr Brightside

think about it some more. Jealousy of what these days, Tiff? You got everything you'll ever need.
[s]good[/s] great friends
a great life
great family
more than i'll ever need.

so what am i missing?

++Finals --> easy shit
day 1
-eth. lit honors [part 1] --> multiple choice, easyyyy A+
-bio honors --> scantron. SHIT!! I HATE THOSE!! I never do well on scantrons. I got a B..grr.. the test was hella easy..I still need to do part 1 [volcab] tommorow [NOO!! NO CUTTING!!] but i'm gonna ace that..cuz..it's just volcab. keke..plus I've got enough extra credit/book points to last me an A on the final ^__^
-spanish --> i knew most of it..like 90% ..thank god i studied. but maybe i should've taken my notes OFF the printer...*sniff*
day 2
-eth. lit hon [part 2] essay...probably a C/B that's okay..i guess..it was still easy. and i tried!! ^__^
-RO [part 1] written = heccka easy. Even the platoon shiz was easy..blah [part 2] didn't have to do it mwahahhahahahah [probably tommorow *gloom*]
-geo honors - CRAP ..another scantron...but it was an OKAY test. It wasn't really easy cuz we didn't have [in my opinon] enough time. I think I bombed it...*sniff* but i'm sure i did well...i had tons of good notes that i took to copy off of.
___ went to G's afterschool with Bento box, his girlfriend Edna and Anna
day 3 [today..very pissed off see above final]
-eth. lit [FINISHED..but still had to go to class..me and ming left 1/4 of the way through ^__^ Mr. Sherrill is now offically cool hahah]So we just went to the RO room and chilled. Stupid people and thier stupid ideas..now people are like "100 sit ups in a minute!??!" i was all.. "GRR..no just a hundred...not in a minute! Augh. i don't know you people"
-Modern World [one part] EASY SHIT. Why the fuck did it seem so hard to people that they have to cheat? see above this final crap
-finished finals!!! yayayayy!
__ stayed in cafe with people. watched Mark, Kevin and Adi do FT shit. Very jealous me. If I tried those stuff, I'll wack glass apart. Then me and R went to watch echo drill...soo cold
__ went to BK with Anna and G..waited a million years for Edna/Bento box and Chut..o well. had a whopper jr. had it my way ^__^ *sings have it your way!* with no onions. ew.....

tiffaney lau on cheating

cheating [v] . the carrying out of idiotic supremacy

cheating = stupidness. cheating = morons. cheating = humans unfit to live and compete. cheating = those girls that sit diagonally behind me and behind Erik.

Yes, so ends a grand chapter in the life of Tiffaney. The chapter of cheating tolerance thrown and thrust into the world. The curtain has now fallen and a new ray of hope emerges into the universe. And what, may you ask, is this rod of intelligence? Ahh..so good that you connive into your brain. This is the aura of zero tolerance. Let me tell you a story of a few, annoying, conspiratrical girls of my 4th period Modern World class.

It was a long, and stormy evening....

On the eve of homeroom, I, Tiffaney Lau had a wonderful class that I usually enjoy with all my heart and half of my brain. This class is called Modern World, headed by the ept teacher by the name of Mr. Kline. Now, Mr. Kline is a nice man, smart and humorous for a teacher, but sadly, slow on the uptake for a while. Not that that's a bad thing, but given the surroundings of finals week, he should've been more prepared...up there.
The clocked ticked and final papers were passed out and everybody slowly and grudgingly took out their pens and binder paper, shuffling to put away all the notes and books needed to succeed in this class. 10 minutes into the class, a rustle emerged, then full blown conversations across the room. I leaned back, angry that fellow classmates cannot have the decency to respect other people's "thinking time". This is the most important test for this semester for this specific class and they don't even think one ounce about it. The madness. I shook my head sadly and closed my eyes counting to ten and waiting for Kline to tell them to simmer down, that there is infact, a test going on. At around 8.5 seconds, he finally understood that there was a need to quiet down the class.
I smiled. Quiet reigned once again. The hum of the clock ticking away on its spokes overruled the airways once more. "Silence is golden" I remembered Mr. Parr, my eight grade social studies teacher tell us. I smirked a bit, remembering how I made fun of him for that. Suddenly, as if a needle had petruded my train of thought, a careless whisper travelled to my earlobes. I turned around, glaring at Erik for talking to me while I'm thinking. Surprisingly enough, it wasn't him.
It was a girl by which me and Vickie call, the annoying one aka Alice. I've always wanted to see a monkey up close. Well, I had the opportunity today. Well, she's more of a squirrell, with the intelligence and brainpower to match. She and her buddies chit chatted
"What's the answer to number 6?" she quierred, loudly may I add.
"I don't know...but i think it's Boxer Rebellion" her friend answered, her voice echoing around the classroom.
Mr. Kline glanced up, awaking from his deep slumber of correcting his own test. "Must be hard to be him. With people like those girls, Max, Johnathon, and Sonia A. in his class" I sympathized in my head. I thought those girls were finished and I continued on with the test, blocking out the annoying twittering of the birds.
"Who's the guy who made Mexico independant?" the annoying one asked again, this time to her direct neighbor.
"I think it's this guy..." her friend pointed at the board, which was now occupied by a busy Kline writing out word boxes for us.
"Ohh..where's Burma located?" one asked.
"Up your ass, shitbrain." I retorted -- loudly.
I was now getting a bit over the angry line, the blood slowly trickling up to my face. I've never liked 4 types of people in my life -- 1) people who gets things they never deserve from people who actually deserve it [in this case, probably a good grade contrasting to me studying to get a good grade], 2) heavy drinkers 3) gamblers and 4) drug abusers. I turned around and told them to shut up...apparently they didn't hear, since they just continued to talk.
I am now skipping the Max incident. It's not worth it. He's just being his everyday jerk and he knows it. The test was over, the papers turned in into the stack. The notebooks collected, the stacked relaxed. I turned over to Erik and Sonia, I told them that cheaters were nothing more than morons, making sure my voice carried out to the great annoying ones ears. They remarked , half paranoid. "I didn't cheat!! I wanted to but I didn't!!". I told them that I know that, and that I'm not talking about them. I swivled in my seat until I made eye contact with them and I pretended to look perplexed. The bell rang, and saved them the humility of listening to me mess them up further.



and there's my wonderful story. All rights reserved. All true by the way.

this week and today in a long glance:
Just got back from Gianna's house a minute ago. So bear with me if my grammer/spelling is off the forshizzle.

God. I have not felt this pissed off in a good long while. This whole weeks just makes me want to kill somebody with an axe and watch them die. I don't even want to talk to anybody. Today just nailed the coffin shut. This week in a look: Let's pretend her name is Rita [since I don't know any Ritas personally I don't care may or may not be a girl..just using that pronoun.]. Rita annoys the shit out of me. People think I like Rita as a friend. Shit. Hell no. She fucking annoys me. She's just a ____ bitch that is just a _____ brat. [the fillins...if i filled them would've made it obvious who it is]. She's so fucking ____ that everytimes she speaks ONE fucking word, I just want to SLAP THAT shithead open and burn the innards. Who can stand that shitbrain? I can't even stand being around her. She thinks that people actually cares about ___________. [three words]. Who the SHIT cares?!?! If we FUCKING GAVE A RATS ASS about YOUR shit we would actually FUCKING CARE. BUT we don't and nobody gives a damn. FUCKER. I can't stand you anymore. You annoy me. Your face annoys me. Your goddamn attitude annoys me. Your voice annoys me. Your screaming annoys me. Your goddamn fucking persistance annoys me. Your crappy shithead problems of your annoy me. Who the HELL CARES that you don't get what you want? I DONT GIVE A SHIT about your problems. YOU ANNOY THE CRAP OUT OF ME. I JUST WANT TO SMASH YOUR FACE IN, shoot your head open with a AK-47, and watch you bleed until you choke on your own blood. that shows how much i hate you. Your goddamn WHINING drives me crazy. I just want YOU TO SHUT THE FUCK UP. Did you ever notice that everytime you come near me, i go somewhere else? YEah. that's because I HATE YOU. I didn't know I can hate somebody so much until I met you. It's unforuntate that you came to Wash. I wish I don't ever have to meet somebody as shitty as you are. You constantly complain. SHIT WHO THE FUCK CARES!?! Ask somebody who does! If you don't want stuff do you know what you do? You pound the floor, you stick your nose up and complain. WELL SO WHAT? It's not going to change MY thought on the subject. I don't know how other people stands you. I'm glad I know you close enough to talk to you, that way I can find more shit to type about you here. Rita, you're nothing. Even if you become the dictator of the world, i won't give a second glance in your direction. you might as well jump. That's what you desperate types do anyways. You drive others to do your own biddings. You're a society slut.
You don't get something you keep on complaining that you're 1) hungry 2) tired 3) bored 4) not getting what you want 5) sleepy 6) you're not getting so and so's ____ 7) you can't play so others can't too 8) thirsty ect. WELL SO WHAT?! GO OUT AND GET IT YOURSELF. WHY SHOULD WE ADHEAR TO YOUR EVERY WHIM? We're not your hoes and you're not our pimp. Stop saying that just because YOU don't have it that WE can't have it. GODfuckingDamn. I DONT GIVE A SHIT that _____________ you _____. NOBODY DOES. If you ___________that much, go ______. GOD YOU MAKE ME WANT TO KICK YOU IN THE STOMACH AND WATCH YOU DOUBLE OVER. Just to prove I can. You're worse than my brothers and little cousins that doesn't know better. I HATE YOU. I don't give a shit if you read this. HELL I WOULD WANT YOU TO READ THIS. IF I HAVE THE THOUGHTS I DID ABOUT YOU WHEN I FIRST MET YOU, I WOULD'VE KILLED YOU. I'm capable of murder when it comes to SHITHEADS like you.

Okay, by now most of you that knows me also should know who I'm talking about. Go die. Hell isn't good enough for you. I hope you will suffer.


today was shit. Pointless, pointless shit. Atleast I had Jackie in my group. Not that that was a big help...*play glare* after that was more pointless shit. I've never felt so pissed in my entire life. I think I thought too much about this week. I also think I slammed Gianna's gate a bit too hard.

oh yes..i forgot one thing: CONGATS TO MING FOR GETTING IN!

humm..today was...interesting. or as Tunzi says "interestante" lol.
first - finally get assignment
s 2nd - questions.boring 3rd -AA came. ^___^ made me feel good about myself. keke 4th - studying for finals. 5th - Spanish...funny today. Presentations were good...Pim's group were heckka funny...the impromptu present...good idea! 6th - Grady. STUPID class.

After school -- Got 2-3 hours to kill...walked around, finish book, studied, talked, watched some idiot embarass himself with bracelets, listened to drum corp, talked to COM people. Then Daniel came [the Gal one]. At first when he came down i was "That guy looks hella familiar." Then something clicked and I waved. [erm..don't worry about me, I wave to everybody] Heh. I'm such a bad friend to people. ^__^ we talked and he just stuck around during the DC practice and talked. [im so boring...*sniff*] then when I left, i found out that he moved! AH..when was that?! so he went with me to the ortho and he was there for a whole hour . OMIGOD IM SO SORRY!!!!!!!! *apologizes* Waited for bus and then he went home. I hate buses *gacks at stupid buses in cold weather*.

Funniest line of the day:

Me to Ally in a spontanous moment: "Do you know why we get allergies?"
LOL. that was so random. I totally confused her..but it still continues.
Continued: "Because there are micro mites in the dust and they poop and we're allergic to their poop"
LMAO. HAhAHA..Ally was all "WE'RE ALLERGIC TO POOP!"
We're such sad, sad people.

man. I'm so fricking tired..but i don't want to go to sleep..yet. It's 11:44 pm. I should still be doing hw. but I don't care. Just surfing the net, looking at xangas and forums. Boring boring boring. Eating breakfast too..i'm going to be a wreck tommorow. Ah well. I just realized what I hate online. Swirly Scriptina text. they make me dizzy...I mean it's pretty and all but, ew. And what else. Sorry if i offend anybody by this, expectually you couples out there: but your number thingi and the way you mess around with your profile so it always say I love you kinda gives me the creeps. ^___^ *bleop*

Still doing homework at the RO room...it sucks. Atleast there's Jackie on the other comp keeping me company...^__^

WOOHOO! CINDY AND VICKIE GOT IN TOO!!! YESHHHH!! WE all better take the same trip. It would be the best if we could do that. I can't wait i can't wait i can't wait. I think the trip's in MAINE! WOOHOO! My brother would kill to get that trip. YAY!! &*(&*(^#*(kjKLJiFHDIU! I'm hekka excited. But not excited enough to want to do the fitness thing. blah..
as Cindy said "this would probably make me stronger" LMAO>>>and Yani's reply "You can't even carry 20 pounds ..how can you do 50 for 3 miles!?!?" HHAHAHAH..soo evil.

OMIGOD! Okay, so after that stupid testing post, I nearly went home into the rain. So thank you Chut, Ming and G for not walking in the rain. So blabhlsshb...when I went home, the first thing I heard my mom say was that they [mom and dad] were in the kitchen and that something came in the mail for me. They said it was from summer search...i was going to run up the stairs but I was too tired. So when I went up,they told me to open/[rip open the envelope] it. I thought, BLAH. I didn't get in and they are just returning the tax returns. But NO! I ripped it open and was greeted with a bunch of phamplets. And at the beginning of the pack was a letter that started: Dear Tiffaney, Congratulation...I WAS PRACTICALLY SCREAMING. lol. I called about 4 people [well 4 people I knew who was in Summer Search] . I was screaming at each of them. kekek. Only 1 person was at home that actually saw the packet..-___-;; oh well. CHUT got in too! YAY! one person I knew that got in too!.

So I guess it all pays off at the end eh? ^___^ I'm so fricking happy! '05 is going in a good start.

HI! I'm still at school. Must remember to finish homework. Grr...the RO teams have such annoying motivational stuff. It's always so loud and headachy..^___^ GDT offically is scaing me.
homework:
1. Finish 3 short brief summary
2. ----
3. nothing
4. read in text book..outline
5. spanish Ej.1
6. study

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WOOHOO..Check it out...^___^ eighty one thousand plus words on here...And there would've been more if I didn't delete all that shiznats. That's nowhere near novel length but whatever. Okay...I'm officially in love with blogspot. I have no realized that I hated xanga until now. I hate you xanga..You are the evil cousin of the descendants of other people's bottom-wipers. Your mother was a hamster and you father smelt of eldenberries! [okay that's enough quoting for today..]

how I've been feeling these past few days:

phbbth. That and ewachh. Sound effects..*sigh* how would life be without it? ANYWAYS. I'm sick to my stomach. I woke up in the middle of the night yesterday with a huge stomach and headache. I was feverish and I felt like barfing...which I couldn't bring myself to do. Because...that's...gross. I think I've been working too hard these few days, that and hating the rest of the world feeling. I'm truely a sick person. If I had my way, everybody in the school would be lying on their stomachs. Dead with worms digging holes in their bullet wounds. Okay, not that sick. But I've haven't been on good terms with people these few days...it's either a 1)glare situation or 2)just walk out situation. I've been trying hella hard on my resolutions, which is why I'm not engaged in shouting match with anybody for the last 9 days. Sucky...and so gosh darn hard not to do.
I think I'm jealous of something...I just don't know what it is. Probably grades. I'm seriously jealous of people getting stupid easy As. It isn't fair.

Oh yeah. One more resolution to add: Don't swear.
1 more: don't drink. Except soda and water and tea. and coffee. and soy milk. not milk though. um and soup. Don't drink anything else. No matter how tempting. I hate drunks and I refuse to become one.
1 more: Don't gamble. I hate people who gamble with all my heart. It just makes me cringe involuntarily and I tend to look down on those people anyways..so why become one? ^__^
1/2 more: Don't smoke. Okay, so I don't do THIS one. but don't start. ^__^


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"Year in review" survey for 2004
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Get so f-ing jealous. Oh and rode Tower of Terror 5 times in a row. That was so cool.

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?Nah. I didn't make resolutions.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? not that I know of.

4. Did anyone close to you die? No.

5. What countries did you visit? The United States of America. aka. here.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? money and lead pencil lead.

7. What date(s) from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? lots of dates, most people that I know know what I'm talking about anyways...

8) What was your biggest achievement of the year? Passing 9th and passing NCO. Passing NCO was weird because, one, I studied 3 days before it, i bombed the squad drill portion, I hella screwed up on the written and I wasn't even serious dur

ning the oral.

9. What was your biggest failure? I got easier to piss off.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Broke my arm and right now, my eyes kinda hurt.

11. What was the best thing you bought? my MP3 player. ^__^;; no seriously? I have no clue

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? my friends for just being there even though I'm constantly cynical and bitchy. If I were you guys, I would've killed me on the first day I met you guys. Congrats.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Appalled- think Halloween; think AIM. If you were there that day, you knew what happened. Eventually we forgave him. But that was really rude. Depressed? Nobody's really...

14. Where did most of your money go? Food. and technological stuff

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? going back to LA and Disneyland/California Adventure. Even though Space Mountain was closed, I love those places. I think I'm just 7 at heart.

16. What song will always remind you of 2004? American Idiot - Green Day. With all the Presidential Election shit going on, this is the only song that describes teachers these days.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: Wiser? No. I'm just the same. Healthier? Same thing. Maybe fatter..but nah..not fatter.
Richer? amazingly, yes.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? studied harder durning the beginning of soph year.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? being cynical.

20. How will you be spending Christmas? I went to relatives and watched National Treasure and the Incredibles. Amazingly, I founded out that I could've just walked two blocks and watched the same thing..

22. Did you fall in love in 2004? I guess not.

23. How many one-night stands? ...24. What was your favorite TV program? No clue, but those "Late Night Shows" darn, they replaced Kilborn with that Waynes brother guy. GRR

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? ...no..not really.

26. What was the best book you read? Dark Inheitance. Amazing..but yeah.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? Musical Scores. What would life be without them.28. What did you want and get? Mp3 and I got...mp3...

29. What did you want and not get? seriously? Nothing.

30. What was your favorite film of this year? National Treasure. Funny..5 days b4 the year is over and this takes my number 1 spot.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I was in LA...

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? same ole.

34. What kept you sane?my friends. Okay, so I caused them INsanity but..whatever

35. Who did you miss?nobody...but one time I wondered what it would've been like if the old "flucker crew" still went to the same school.

36. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004. People are idiots.

37. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.The second score on the PotC soundtrack. Obviously I can't place lyrics because it doesn't have any but it describes the year. It starts out melodramitic and slow, and then towards the middle it gets tense and strecthed out and then it goes out full blast with the horns and the drums. I love that score and it's unfortunate that it has to describe anything other than a movie.
if you want a real song: "Just Lose It" Eminem.
[duh..not the whole song...ew]
Excuse me miss, I don't mean to sound like a jerkBut I'm feelin' just a little stressed out from workCould you punch me in the stomach and pull my hair?Spit on me, maybe gouge my eyes out? (Yeah)

few Resolutions for the 05 year. [yes, only a few, cus I'm already perfect. mwaha]
1.Get my GPA UP! [up...up.]
2.BN21PAAT [also known as Be Nicer to 1 person at a time. ]
3.Be more open-minded [mwaha..if i did this, I'll be an air head.]
4.Know more people and be more willing to let them know me
5.Get my GPA UP [did i say this already, I swear, i said this already]
6.Get a Job [no.]
7.get truthful. [tiff, stop smoking crack aready!]
8.stop being so obsessive [hp, mpty, vgs..get the drift?]
9.Smile. [or not]
10.get a fricking A in Gradys and then POP her. [or i'll just leave it to Erik]
11.stop worrying. Things will happen when they happen.
12.Relax. Chill. Calm Down.
13.Convince people that the world is flat. Be nicer, sweeter, kinder, less sarcastic [nooo!], less meaner, less glaring, more outgoing, less possessive, less obnoxious [man..why did i say that...], more
ideal, more courageous, more intelligent, more motivated, less dedicated [mwahah.], be an overall good person. WOW 15 in 1
14. Get a BF i hate people with resolutions like these. it's not even considered to be a resolution. stupid neener heads [hey i can still insult! There's still 3 hours left!] I resolute to remember to charge my cell phone daily. That way, my mother cannot complain that she couldn't reach me. THERE.
15.Be less cynical about life. [if you wonder why this isn't included with the 15in1 thing, it's because, I really need to focus on this. I admit, I'm too cynical. I can't even stand optomistic people too much. Hum..i guess this sums it up.


well anyways..it's new years eve. *big woop* <--humm..was that sarcasm I detect? Yes. Well, `o4 came and went, just like every other year. This year was just interrupted with lots of news. Spread the Joy. What did I do this week?

-watched movies
-shopping
-park
-party [relatives..bleheblahblh]
-Nutcracker yesterday -- music was very good, the play? it was okay. I've seen better Nutcrackers.
-went over to G's yesterday...ate at the Hot Pot place at Clement. Damn..16 bucks for raw stuff drowned in hot water. *grr* waste of money. Next time, we're eating at a buffet with "real" food. Please. Very funny time since I was sitting across from Yani and Ally, which gave me people to tease..mainly Allison, cos she just so darn, egg-exploding. keke. Yeah, it was really funny.
-went back to G's to play video games, DOA2. Good lord, I finally get how to play and actually execute moves. Very fun after a while. But my hand really hurts. Watched some part of "Stripes"...very..er..yeah. Slept over with Jackie and stayed up playing DOA..lol..we so dorky, reading out of the book...woke up, played more of DOA2 [are we getting violent?], ate, watched Johnny English [again], watched tv [maury, regis&kelly,blahblhak MAN OR WOMAN!!! *LOL* that was hilarious MAN! NO WOMAN!! NO!! THEY"RE ALL MEN! DUH! kekek] played more DOA, then it was around 6 and I left to go home. Basically, DOA rules.

You Know You're Addicted to Harry Potter When...

You make a wand and try to use it.
You call your least favorite teacher Snape.
You call your favorite teacher Dumbledore.
You wear robes to school or work.
You make "floo powder", get in the fire, and try to go to your friends' house.
You have read all the books more than four times.
You've been bookstore at midnight to get the latest Harry Potter book before all your friends. ... And then you stayed up all night wearing it.
You've worn a Harry Potter costume in public.
You have a crush on one of the Harry Potter characters.
You've gotten at least one of your friends addicted to Harry Potter.
You actually caught the "Wand Order" mistake before you heard/read about it.
You are upset at the New York Times for creating a seperate childrens best seller list because of the Harry Potter books.
Using clues in the book, you have attempted to find the exact geographical location of Hogwarts. You have constructed a timeline of events in the Harry Potter books.
You have attempted to figure out the exact ages of all the Weasley children?
You have spent time contemplating which main characters will die by the time the series is over. You've been to see all the Harry Potter movies on opening night.
(Bonus points for standing in line in costume!)
You've read Harry Potter fanfic.
You've written Harry Potter fanfic.
You run a Harry Potter fansite.
You visit The Leaky Cauldron daily.
You've met other Harry Potter fans from online in real life.
You've participated in a Harry Potter RPG.
You've dreamed about Harry Potter.
You have a Harry Potter poster on your wall.
Each Halloween, there's no question what you'll dress up as...!
You've spent time doing a timeline to see if you would have been old enough to date a certain character when you were in high school.
You've vacationed to London, simply to search for the Leaky Cauldron.
You own a black lab named Sirius Black.
You've knitted a Weasley sweater or Harry Potter scarf.
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to Harry Potter.

Welll...Merry late Christmas everybody! I'm not really in a happy mood today so I'm going to cut this very short.

Yesterday [xmas] went to San Jose. Visted people and their annoying bfs...went and watched National Treasure and The Incredibles with them. National Treasure was soo good, but The Incredibles were like pbbhhtt...It was nowhere as good as everybody says it was..

HBP: July 16, 2005
JK Rowling's two English language publishers Scholastic and Bloomsbury announced today that Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince will be released at midnight BST (British Summer Time) in the United Kingdom, United States, Canada, Australia, New Zealand and South Africa on Saturday, July 16th, 2005. Bloomsbury will be releasing both the hardback childrens and adult versions (same text, different cover) of HBP like the previous books, both with a suggested retail price of £16.99, with the US version at $29.99 (although some stores have already set their pre-order price at $17.99). Bloomsbury has informed us that HBP will be "a bit shorter than Order of the Phoenix."

We owe a huge thank you to Jo Rowling for this wonderful news and we wish her a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!


4 DAYS BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY! AND ON ONE OF MY FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY!! OMIGOD I AM SOO FRIGGIN HAPPY!! OMIOGD! OMIGOD! 0MIGOD!!! I'M SO HAPPY! I'M SO HAPPY I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT
I CAN'T WAIT.

OMIGOD!!!! I'm SO fripping happy!!! YAYAYYAY!!! I'm SO HAPPY ITS SCARY!!! I'M PRACTICALLY JUMPING AROUND IN JOY!!!!!

*deep breath* okay, i know 99.9% of you guys have no clue what I'm talking about. But here it goes, and don't think badly of me after you read it.

JKR [author of HP of course] announced that the HBP is finished and that TOMMOROW, she's going to tell us when the release day is!! HOLY SHIT IM HAPPY!!!! I'm going to once again be counting down days till it comes out. I"M SO HAPPY! SO FLIPPIN HAPPY!!!!

taken from forum..yet again. Thanks to "tickle" for idea. ^__^;;

mwahah randomness ^__^;;

I tend to judge others for things I usually commit myself. I should really be off the computer and finishing my homework for vaction break. I realized that I can not type leaning back. So now I'm sitting up. anime characters are hot, until they starts yelling, then that's just weird. Fear factor is on!! Oh, wait that's was on my Tivo for a while already. I think I need another frappachino. I can see the ocean from here! OMIGOD it's not foggy
church at 5. San Francisco weather is pointless, it's always cold. I don't agree with most people. Pro-choice YET anti-abortion. Republican-Democratic-America sucks. Are we actually really in a 2 party country? Man..this is stupid. Hpforums is wayy too colorful for my taste.

Christmas is overrated. Why should we only be generous for one season? Christmas should be exactly that CHRISTmas, not a shopping spree at JC pennys. I need coffeeee......*shakes* My television is gorgeous. I made up a parody to send in at Mugglenet.com. I like mugglenet.com. Mugglenet.com is easy to type. Hense, why i like it. shoot, i forgot to capitalize my "i"s. Crap, I swore online. I've applied to be Slytherin prefect. HAH. Like I'll get it.

I like the new Nintendo DS and the Sony MP3 player. Why the heck do they call it an MP3 player if it can also play WMAs and WAVs? That's stupid. Does anybody even listen to CDs anymore? If the government has secrets, should it be a secret that they have secrets? Secrets suck. The word suck sucks. Merry Christmas. Happy Chrismahannikwanzaa. The O.C now stinks. MONTY PYTHON ROCKS. ERIC IDLE was one hot guy when he was younger. Mann...why does people grow old and get not so nice looking? Well, atleast he's funny.

Movies these days really really stink. So does my puncuations. As does my spelling. Standardized tests really do help. So shut up everybody who hates those tests. That's cuz you bombed the SATs. Now quiet! If I got to chose one thing to be real from the Hp world, it wouldn't be the invisbility cloak but the Maurader's map. That way, by avoiding people, I'm as good as invisible. I like Harry Potter. Lord of the Rings and The Da Vinci Code too. I like the Get Fuzzy strip where they combined the three. I'm allergic to Christmas cheer.

I'm too sarcastic. I usually end my sentences with a "damn, you're stupid if you didn't get that" look. I swear too much. But not online. My friends think I'm crazy. Spanish is not as easy to learn as most people think it is. Neither is Chinese. But German is the hardest to me. Why did people in medicine use to have an obsession with writing in GERMAN. I hate people who say "Bloody Hell" like they are Ron or something. I hate fake accents -- especially the fake Chinese, Russian, French and English accents. Stupid people. I love Disneyland. and California Adventure I would go there everyday if I could afford it. Somedayyy....

I love music. Any kind. I even like the grunge genre. Which is pointless cuz the people are trying soo hard to not be conformists that they have to conform to the genre. Complete 360. FFR is stupid I can never get more than my high score. EVER. I love DVDs. I HATE FANGIRLS. But I like Johnny Depp..even in Chocolat...He should've had more screentime. Pirates of the Carribean shouldn't have been nominated in the best actor catagory. I hope he gets it for "finding neverland"..

I hate people who complain about "tall, skinny models in every single magazines. Get more "normal" people in there." WELL EXCUSE ME if you're not skinny. God, what is "normal" anyways? Because YOUR fat doesn't mean the world has to be fat with you. Not everybody is 120 5'2 in the world. Nor is everybody 6'0 120 either. So stop your whining. Nobody gives a crap. Bush/Kerry = same crap. they should change the name to Burry or Kesh.

Technology is running everybody's life. Don't deny it. But do people really need to be glued to their cell phones every single minute of every day? The ring tones are annoying, and they get the phones to be cool. How did they survive before the phones came into existance. If I have a dollar for every insult that came out of my mouth, I would be richer than Bill Gates and JKR combined. But I'm nice! HONEST! I like ^__^;; and -___-;;. LOL, ROFL, LMAO are stupid. Nicknames are okay as long as they are shorter than the original name to begin with.

Charlie and Charles has the same amount of letters so how is Charlie and nickname? Music is getting worse and worse. Shouldn't music be just that? Music. Not some hot guys singing badly and just standing around looking good. Believe it or not, that's the Beatles. So stop saying they were the best singers ever. They weren't, but they just started a world wide phenomenom. But their songs were catchy and if kids like me know about them, then they must've done something correct.

Super Mario+Donkey Kong+Princess Peach = SuperDonkeyPrincess. HELLO NEW SN!!

currently watching: Naughty or Nice
currently listening : the hum of the computer

Anyways, there is only a few [5] days between now and the start of the winter vacation. Holy crud eh? It seemed like a few days ago when we started school...so weird. Time passes so fast it's kinda scary. This year has been so much better than last year. I know more people, it's more fun and the work is harder. Okay so working harder is NOT fun, but atleast it shows what I need more help on and that the teachers are actually teaching.

Today was the Unity Parade. BLAH. it was so stupid and pointless it wasn't even fun. and that SUCKS. I was a squad leader and I had to say the supplementary commands and count catants [so that's not bad, but after 10 minutes i realized that I lost my voice.] I didn't want Kim to do it because she [to put it the nicest way] doesn't have a command voice. Maybe it's because G has such a low voice that I got used to it or because it's just wrong, either way..Kim has too high of a voice to say it and it peirces. Okay, I'm being mean, I'm sorry but seriously.

Enough of my ranting about high pitches. I feel stupid. I apologize.

Too much in my coffee in my system gets me a bit wacked out. And YES people, caffine is a drug. But remember, so is sugar. I'm out.

Yesterday was an extremely, extremely uneventful day. And it was a friday for the love of god. Huphm. Nothing good to even mention...except that Report cards are offically turned in. blah. Grr i hate boring days...
1st_debate --who cares!
2nd__lab --once again, who cares!
3rd__drill --blah.
4th__slides --boring....
lunch __ same ole
5th__spelling/time/address --boring crap
6th__investigations --boring
after school __helped set up the christmas decoration --mildly entertaining; and mildly annoying.
went home__had people ask me who i like -- annoying/boring. Plus, i just promised something that i will probably find a way around.

Um.Hi everybody. How was your holiday weekend? Mine's was okay...

ummm...
Thursday- stayed at home all day and just went online, slept, and did homework. Not in that order, of course.
Friday- went shopping ^_____^;; I bought...NOTHING lol. EXCEPT HARRY POTTER 3!! YAY. It was heckka cheap too..only $14.99. I went to about all the shops in South City. I was soo happy.
Saturday-Went to OT car wash. OMIGOD IT WAS COLD. I thought that it wasn't even going to start, but of course, Sargeant Major has to be a dork and let it start. I was SO cold it wasn't 'even funny. I got wet even before the carwash offically started. But i learned that I passed NCO. I was SO happy. Then half way though the shift, me and g decieded to just go to the Run to the far side even though we didn't sign up for it. About 15 people left with us and everybody voted to go to KFC. I hated the taco bell crap that I ate half way and threw away. At the RTtFS goodie bag, we just did just that, stuff till my hands hurt.
After about 4:00, I went with my parents to go out and eat dinner. Yummmmyyyy...Didn't get home till 11:00pm. I was soo tired.
Sunday- I totally overslept and I was late to the Run to the Far Side marathon thingi. OMIGOD. It was sooo...cold. My thumb had NO feeling. I was soo collld....and me and Fanny probably had the worst job of all. just standing there and writing and recording. After that, me, g, jackie, benton, chut, paul and kevin just left to go back to richmond. We were just goofing off, it was so funny ^__^ I think i got high off the starbuck crap.. Then paul kevin and benton and chut went home and me jackie and g just waited at g's home and when benton, kev and chut came back, we just went to play tennis, went to Bk and just watched Van Helsing. fun day ^__^

stole this from somebody who most obviously, stole it from somebody else ^_^
What is your name? Tiffe
Are you named after anyone? *struggs*
Would you name a child of yours after you? : no...
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? : I always liked the name..um...ahh...crap forget this.
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Birthdate:July twenty [or as it's in spanish...trienta de Julio]
Age you act: probably older than what i am right now..
Age you wish you were: 21 [vote, drink,smoke,gamble,and umm..yeah at the same time! ^__^ JUST KIDDING]
Obsessions? : Hp, LotR, Monty Python ...forums; Jude Law movies..balbhalbhalbh.
Addictions? : umm..uhh...nothing really..
Are you confident?: DAMN STRAIGHT. okay so sometimes.
Are you perceived wrongly? : Sure..aren't we all?
Do drugs? : We all do. only i do OTC drugs.
Read the newspaper? : duhh..i'm not really stupid enough not to..^__^
Pray? : sure. especially before a test. lol
Go to church?: yup
Take walks in the rain?: and catch a cold?
Talk to people even though you hate them? : yeah. unfortuantaly
Hurt yourself? No.."...too sensible to do that" [somebody said that to me on AIM...]
Been out of the country? Yup..times..
Eaten something that made other people sick? : depends on what it is/
Been in love?: nope.
Had a medical emergency? :no..except when i broke my arm
Run away from home? : nope
Been picked on? : sure
Slept outdoors?: nope
Thought about suicide?: well i thought about it, but not for me
Gone one day without food? : hell no!
Talked on the phone all night? : sure
Slept all day? : nope
Killed someone? : yes. in my head.
Made out with a stranger? er no.
Had sex with a stranger? once again, er no.
Thought you're going crazy? : THOUGHT? lol..
Been betrayed? : sure
Had a dream that came true? : nope
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? : no
Stolen anything? Don't believe i had..
Had a nervous breakdown?: not nervous breakdown per say, but..uhm...okay fine.
Had a dream that kept coming back? : no
Believe in life on other planets? Yes
Miracles? : yes
Astrology? : no. it's a bunch of BS
God? Yes
Satan? Yes.
Santa?: No.
Luck? No.
Love at first sight? : hummm...no. it's too...uhh...movie-ized.
Yin and yang? : like a d/hr relationship? LMAO..there i go again with HP.
Witches?: only in Harry Potter...^__^
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? : yes. It's just a matter if you really found the right person to begin with.
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? : the "heaven is paved in gold" and hell is a "firey furnace"? not really..
Reincarnation? : no.
Do you think God has a gender? humm....that's tricky. but no.
Do you believe in organized religion? : you mean as in the opposite of a cult following?
Where do you think we go when we die?: depends on how you were on Earth.
Who is your best friend? : humm...I really don't care..^__^ cuz i love every single friend i have.
Who's the one person that knows most about you? : I take things to myself.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given you? : Pull is out, Push is in. Unfortunatly, most people push out and pull in.
Your favorite inside joke? : too many.
Thing you're picked on most about? : I'm either too sarcastic or too funny or i'm not taking stuff seriously enough or i take it too seriously. SHEESH.
Who's your longest known friend that your still good friends with?: Humm...i know a lot of people...
Who are you on the phone with most?: I don't really use the phone...keke
Who do you trust most?: my friends...all of them.
Who's on your hit list? : DAVID FUCKING HSU for ruining G's bearing for the NCO test.
Where's your second home? : G's house. LMAO.
Do you always feel understood? : no. especially by people who don't like to think too much.
Do you trust others easily? : HELL NO.
Whose house were you last at? : humm...mine? ^__^
Who's the one person whose arms you feel safe in?: no clue.
Do your friends know you?: well, most of them don't understand what i'm saying half the time. so yeah they know me.
Friend that lives farthest away: i have no clue.
Turn-on? : guys who look like Jude Law [HAHAH] Just kidding. Um..somebody who's reallly really nice and caring i guess. who knows.
Turn-off? : homophobic; politically uncorrect; influenced-brainwashed people with no opinons.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them? : uh yeahhh..
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out? : I don't really care...
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? : not really. I mean, not that i'm shallow, but it's just that those guys are also really nice.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: haha
What is best about the opposite sex? : they won't talk about how fat they are and how like "OMIGOD...he doesn't like me *sob*" yeah..basically, they're easier to talk to.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? : they are idiots. sometimes, they're pretty silly too.
What's the last present someone gave you? : I have no clue...^_^
Are you in love? Not really.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: I don't have a bf.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Bored, down, happy, preppy, pizzishhhh^__

picked up my [llaaaaaateeee] "People" magazine today and guess what I saw? "Jude Law is the world's sexiest man alive"
damn straight lmao. Damn stupid hot guys are all born in the UK. not fair is it?

speaking of Jude Law here are the movies, in theathers I still didn't get to watch that has him in it.

-Sky Captain and the World of Tommorow
-I [heart] Hucklebees
-Alfie
-Closer
-The Aviator
-Lemony Snicket's Series of Unfortunate Events [voice] (STILLLLL)

movies that must get -->

Cold Mountain (2003)
Road to Perdition (2002)


ok, must shut myself up at the risk of becoming a fangirl

OMIGOD. So I haven't recorded any of the NCO testing because I've been doing so poorly.

1st test - DRILL PORTION : HAHAHA OMIGOD I WAS SWEARING DURNING THE TEST. Wrong foot and I crashed them into the wall ^___^ kekeke. I was SO NERVOUS that's why I did so baddddd...lol. But nobody did really well..well except like two people. So that's fine with me.

2nd test - WRITTEN PORTION : LMAO>__<> nobody, nobody knew crap. But I made up definitions and RANKS ^__^ kekeke. I demoted Joanne and promoted everybody else.

3rd test - TODAY ORAL PORTION: OMIGOD I WAS HYPERVENTILATING FOR EVERY SECOND OUTSIDE THE CAFE. Me and everybody was sooo scared. ^__^;; we were singing the National Anthem. Thanks to everybody who tried to calm everybody down. I WUV you all!! thank you!! that's so nice... anyways, when it was my turn it was sooo scary, but then when the staff started to talk and joke around and telling me to calm down and asking me fun [and funny questions] I really losened up. I mean, I know I probably won't get the promotion, but HECK. Since i'm failing already, I might as well have fun doing it. I was answering the "real SOP questions" as best as I could, but when they asked me the "opinon questions" the importent ones, I answered seriously, but the ones that were funny [daviddddddd and the "adi - it's about the asians" thing] I just joked along with them. Sure, my bearing wasn't so good, but if you're too stiff, you will seem too scared and that's not good.
MY UNIFORM UGHHHH!! 8 POINTS ONLY! OUT OF TEN!! JUST BECAUSE MY TORCHES!!!! -__-;; o well. ^__^

I had ALOT OF STRESS TAKEN OFF ME DURNING THE NCO ORAL TEST. I know that I might have screwed up, but WHO CARES?!? I had fun and and if I don't pass, I will ENJOY dammit!! I WILL darnnit!! Basically, the staff was laughing half the time.


SO MANY OPINON QUESTIONS!

NINTENDO DS!!!!!! IS NOW IN POSSESSION OF MY BROTHER!!! BUT STILL YAYAYAYYAY!! THE COOLEST EVER! ONLY ITS HUMONGUS!!

Taken from my thread in forum -
25th PERSON TO BUY IT !!! YAYYYYYY!!!MWAHAHHAHAHA...Nintendo is now conquering my life. AGAIN.

Pros

Great sound
great pictures
FREE PICTOCHAT built into it
NORMAL MIC [not very useful..but okay]
NO MORE STUPID LINKS TO LINK GAMEBOYS!! mWHAHAH. [i hated buying links..]
2 SPEAKERS!!! WOOHOO!
COMES with demo game [stupidd.....]
and the pen for pictochat [one less thing to buy]
DUO SCREEN [well i knew that before i bought it]
COMES WITH CHARGER [like SP]
GOOD GAMES
CALENDAR/TIME

CONS

HUGE ASS THING [mind the french]
TINY ASS CARTIAGES [ima lose emmm...]
ONLY SILVER AVIABLE
WEIRD BUTTONS...[there's like 13 buttons [counting up down side side]
NO EARPHONE JACK!!! NOOOO!!
SEIZURE WARNINGS [MWAHAHAHHA IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN SOMETHING?!?!]EASY TO LOSE PEN ["ENOMOROUSLY SMALL" -___-;;]---------------------GET JEALOUS. Or not. If you hate NINTENDO. GET AWAY FROM ME.

WISH FOR THANKSGIVING/CHRISTMAS/NEW YEARS/EASTER: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban on DVD. I WILL BE ETERNALLY GREATFUL. O yeah. It comes out on Tuesday [november 23] PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!?!?!?

So yesterday was a good day. had to do voluteer thingi with STsP but that was fine it was only one hour and I had a Sherry to help so that was okay. Then went to this resturant at Jap town and then went to AMC 2000 on Van ness. SOOO not cool. "The Incredibles" were eff-ing SOLD OUT FOR EVERY EFFIN SHOW>>>>>><<<<<<>after the sunset. forget what the critics say...I LOVED IT. New favorite movie guy : Peirce Brosman. Okay, so I've always like that guy from 007 and other movies but...yeah

complaints --

1.TOO MUCH SEX. AUGH. HEADACHE
2.Too little funny scenes
3.Too many dragging movements. the blurry ones

LOVES ---
1. the Shark scene AHAHAHHAH the whole F-ing theather was laughing
2. The bed scene with the guys [LMAO. SHIZ that was HELLA FUNNY]
3. the damn island. I wanna fly to Paradise Island in the Bahamas now. Drive me jeeves.
4. The car remote- Peirce's homage to 007. and the "How to Catch a Thief" clevverrrr..
5. The whole damn cast. perfect.
6. the twist at the end. it was obvious but very niceeee..


MUST BUY THIS MOVIE WHEN IT COMES OUT. If not for the movie, well for the FBI dude. he's heccka cool..

CONGRATULATIONS TO THE

FIRST PLACE DRUM CORP!!!

AND

THIRD PLACE COLOR GUARD!!!

YOU GUYS ARE THE GREATEST!

Today I went to Fall Compeitition over at Linc. MAN IT WAS SO GODDARN BORING. Just Kidding. It was interesting, especially for Squad Drill and Drum Corp competition. The color guard event drove me to sleep. lol. except when Burton and Wash did it. ^__^ I saw HECCka people I know. LONA'S IN DRUM CORP!! COOOLLL!! I thought she looked familiar and I swore it was her but her nameplate said "LIU". at the end of the day I found out why. I also saw Dawn, Tiff, Angela, and a trillion other Gal people I know. Drum Corp was AMAZING. EVERYBODY'S SOOO GOOD!!! it was scary for us up in the stands cuz everybody was such stiff compeition.

blabhlabh

blahblahb

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Then the announcement for the places were about to be said, the battalion had to stand in formation right? Everybody was SO effin nervous when it came to the events..

Color Guard: "THIRD PLACE TO GEORGE WASHINGTON HIGH SCHOOL"

okkay. we were happy. blabhlahbl

"AND FOR THE 04-05 bllabhlahb...DRUM CORPS...."tense silence [i swear everybody thought that GAL was going to win...] "GEORGE WASHINGTON HIGH SCHOOL!!!" everybody started to laugh and cry. It was HILARIOUS. Nobody thought that our DC was going to win but HAH. then they started booing and the girl behind me kept saying "DON't be hatin`!!!!!" I never wanted to hug somebody more than that girl at that time, even though i wanted to kill her at the parade for talking nonstop.. ^__^;; Found G and Ming and kept talking about it afterwards. Almost poked Tai for winning 3rd for CG [which is good] but Kenneth's umbrella won't cooperate.

i'm so pleased. DC deserved it MAJORLY. SOoooo congrats.

QUOTE OF THE DAY: "EAGLES!!" - Simon, Kevin and Sherman [out of the whole quiet battalion when Carl called attention] LMAO. FUNNY!

MOST ANNOYING THING OF THE DAY :: BANG BANG CLICK CLICK CLICK BANG!
God, that is most annoying but I guess I pushed it myself.
Today was a boring day at school...but what to say? I mean, school is boring. Duh. Afterschool was much more fun..Today I hanged out with the "afternoon people" aka Ally, Johnson, elson, Jackie, and Yani. Plus we also had Albert and Cindy. We just went to the Rec. Center and played Bball for a while. Thank god that I had clothes to change out of for RO uniform. ^__^ then we left and watched Ping Pong for a long time . Then we just went to Jackie's cousin's cafe again and drank the same thing..blahblahlbhalbhalhblahbl and then Johnson started the whole "BANG BANG CLICK CLICK BANG" and "CUPS FORMATION" crap. I still don't get it...

*sniff*

Note of Importence: Can't find any sorrow songs. only found them in MID file. Which SUCKS. World should only have ==> ASF ASX MP3 WMP that's all we need.

TODAY WAS FUNNY ^__^ Haven't laughed like this in a long while.

afterschool, Me, Jackie, Johnson, Ally, Yani and Elson went to the Rec Center to play bball. of course, I had an Ortho appointment but when I got back they were still playing. God it was HILARIOUS. Johnson took off his sweater and we were all just laughing and laughing at him. I don't think I've ever made fun of a guy for sagging that much in my life. Me and Yani are Handball champs! and I'm wastebasket volleyball champ. Huzzah! Then after a lonnnng time, we went to "My favorite Cafe" [HAHAH ally and her big deal over the name] we just sat and ate and talked about "snow frogs" LMAO. We were hellah high and messy. [sorry JACKIE!!!] "My favorite cafe special noodle" HAHAHHAHAHAHAH. What do you want ? "MFCSN!!" What noodle?!?!? "MFCSN!! !!!!" LMAO.

"half naked johnson" [JUST KIDDING he had an undershirt. HAAHA. HALF PACK! ^__^] should sing some more. It's not nice that he just cuts off. He also can't wear a belt for crap.


funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. thank you to YANI! I will pay you back no matter what! There's no way you're treating ALL of us!

humm...guess I can't remove the stupid commenting box unless I want to resubmit everything from that point on...I knew I shouldn't have encoded it into my actual posts. *bangs head on walls for being so goddarn stupid*

So. I have 4 essays. 1 is almost done. 2 I'm ignoring . 1 is another half done. Gooodddd....so much English that it's starting to look like Spanish to me now. *basically what I'm saying is that I don't understand what the heck I'm doing right now* kekkeke.

So...I'm guessing that I ran out of things to say here. After yesterday's post, I feel very....um..emptied out of opinons. *sobs* HEY I GOT PSP7 BACK FOR FREEEEEE!!! If you want the program just IM me and I'll give it to you.

ah..ONE note to "hello": either 1) tell me who you are or 2) fuck off. thank you.

I'm shutting off the comments. They give me such an eerie feeling that somebody is watching me. I just don't feel comfortable with it. edit ok so maybe later.
If you want to read all-- by all means go ahead, but this is a long post. You've been warned
God, these few days has been taking such a toll on me and my mental health. Okay, so begins one of my more serious posts. To all those people asking me if anything is wrong with me the last few days : Either I told you a reason, or I just said "does it seem like anything is wrong?" If I told you a reason, it's probably real. If I said, the latter, then you know I'm seriously pissed off at 1) you or 2) you and somebody else.

You know what? I'm sick of being mad at people and I'm sick of having people be pissed of at me. So Benton, if you read this, I'm not in anyway pissed off at you. Okay, so that's not why I'm pissed off these few days. It has nothing to do with the incident.

What else do I hate? O yeah, people you thought that were "friends" turn out to be such bitches. Note the quotation marks. And no, I'm not talking about me. Yes, I know I've been short of a full blown bitch these past three days. And don't say "pms" or else I fucking kick your ass from here to Antartica. That is the lamest excuse ever used by stupid girls. I hate it when people say that. Fucking degrading themselves just because it seems like a valid excuse to use.

I feel like I'm missing these past few days. I get so easily pissed and upset over the smallest things. Paranoia is not a good feeling. I keep feeling like I want to just give up and don't care anymore, but I can't because if I do, I'm just going to be letting myself and others down. I can't tell people what I find wrong because if I do, I'm just afraid about the outcome. I can rarely be honest with other people now, and it's so hard just to be honest with myself. My grades are slipping -- fast, and my relationships with people in general is shit. Sometimes, I just want to go home and fucking cry, but I know that crying isn't going to solve crap. I have to work double-load just to keep myself from hyperventilating in class or afterschool so I don't explode at somebody.

Outside I'm laughing and smiling, well a little still. If you compared me right now from the beginning of the school year, you'll just notice that I'm usually frowning more than I'm laughing. And people that know me well enough know that I'm a pretty happy person, a fucking preppie person. I'm turning more and more quiet. I don't know if that's a good thing [well according to my teachers, they would love it if the whole class turned quiet....] It's like I'm distanting myself from my friends, family, and everybody in my life.

I used to look forward to coming to school. School isn't a bad thing to me. Homework and classwork is not exactly enjoyable, but I know if I want to go somewhere in life I'm going to have to work at it. School was a haven from home and home a haven from school. School was where I saw my friends and had a great time. Now I just don't want to wake up on a school week. I desperately want to just disappear and shut out the world. I'm hardly awake in my classes anymore, I find myself sleeping and floating away in my core classes and I can hardly pay attention to the classes that are important anymore.

I wish I could find a way to express my feelings somewhere, but it's getting harder and harder to trust people. Sure, I know people that I would trust my life with, but I wouldn't trust my feelings with them. People are such fickle people, give them your emotions and they close the door. Give them your life and they just throw it away. Well it's not their feelings..


I'm soo sorry for droning on and on....I'm just so sick of people making uninformed decisions and having people judge others.

O yeah. On the last note : People. Listen. There are things that you keep to yourself. The opinions that can be not heard and stuck to your head, keep it there. If it's not important to the setting, keep it there until it is appropriate. I'm serious. I told atleast 2 people that in the course of this week. If you don't like something, well that's one more shit to add to your list, but if it involves somebody, keep it to yourself. 1) Nobody gives a fucking shitting shit about your opinions. 2) it's not relevant to the timing of the situation. 3) would you like somebody to talk about you? 4) I have never critized anybody in front of their faces. I try hard not to behind their backs. Unless they are in serious annoyance to the world's population and deserves to have a rod stuck up his behind, I leave the subject alone 5) did I mention nobody gives a rat's ass about it?


on the last last note : So what if I rather vote for Bush than for Kerry? I don't trust either one of them. Both are arrogant, white men who cares more for power than what is good for Americans. It's like being stuck between a rock and a hard place. I don't trust Kerry. Why? Because he cannot make a decision and when he does, it is all for the votes. Why else? Because he's taking all this money and funding every single living shit on this earth. Where the hell do you think the money is coming from? A underground badger? No it's going to come out to be more taxes, lower incomes, job cuts, higher sale tax on things we buy, and taking it out of things like education and putting it into research for shit we already have. With Bush, it's the same crap as Kerry. I just don't trust a man who fights in Vietnam, does the same shit as his fellow soldiers and then bashes them over the head for the things he also participates in. It's called shifting the blame. If we are to have a man in the office that is going to make unwise choices, guzzle up our economy, lower our wages and lower the standard of our environment and education, I rather have the man in the office right now, than have a man that I don't trust in it. We've all been hit with the backlash of the economy, in more ways than one. Some of our parents got cut from their jobs, others got their wages striffled with, others just lost the ability to feed their families. So if Kerry is going to come in, he's going to fix it all up? No way that's going to happen. That's is not 1) economically possible, 2) sensiblly possible and 3) what will happen? the rich will get richer and the poor poorer. Bush = Kerry and Kerry = Bush. The economy will not be better, it'll just stay the same, and this is a long time recession. It's not going to be gone overnight just because Kerry wins.

Even the stock market agrees with me. When news got out that Kerry won, the stock market PLUDGED. But when Bush was offically named President Re-elect, the stock market RISED back up. See?

one example of Kerry's decisions : He doesn't support gay marriages. Well, okay, you don't have to. Nobody forces you to support it. But guess what he said in the beginning of the campaign? Nothing that's what. And guess what he did when they voted on gay marriages? Nothing that's what. He didn't vote. Well, election day rolls around and he has a month or so. Then what does he do? He decides to tell the world that he doesn't support it. Why didn't he do it earlier? Because he wanted to gain votes and not lose them. It's not about how you get the votes or lose it, it's about intergrity and moral choices. If you believe in something, you have to stand by it.



So please, if you don't agree with my decision, well, um. screw you.. Why should I give a rat's ass about you people that never followed the election but only vote for Kerry/Bush because your parents are or because you only hear "Bush sucks. Kerry's cool" from your teachers? Learn to think for yourselves, fucking retards. And yes, I just called you retards. And that's the last time I'm ever going to say that word in my life. If you don't have a good reason why you support somebody, you're not worth debating with. So fucking sick of people who reacts with a bad look when I say I rather support Bush. FUCK YOU. God I hate California. It's Liberal run.

edit: Due to confusing, I will explain. I'm not a Republican. I'm not a Democrat. I'm not even an American Independant [the fucking jerk! Michael what's his face. tried to get the 10 commandments back into court] , I'm not a Green party person, I'm not an Independant [yes there's a difference], I'm not an anything. I'm an equal opportunity person who looks on both sides of the issue first before making an evaluation. Growing up in a politically aware family it's hard not to.



and that's the end of my biography of my life. Wonder if Srgnt. Major will accept this if i turned it in....^___^

I love this song. I love this songx100000to the 60000000 power. I could just listen to it all day without stopping. if anybody gets his CD for me I will LOVE THEM. Very much.^___^;; Christmas? Late
I don't want to be- Gavin DeGraw
I don't need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anything other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situtaion-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody
I don't want to be
Anything other that what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be

yesterday was Halloween. It was okay. Very TIRING!! -____-;; spent most of the time in at G's house anyways ^__^ which was cool. Jeffrey, Chut, Elaine, G, Me, Jackie, Jacky, and Andy went. Unforuntaly two idiots left . with good reasons. lol
I was sooo tired because in the morning i walked for 4 hours without stopping. shiznit my leg was fing hurting so badly.

today was boring. same ol. Encinal drill platoon practice. easy shit this time around. ^___^;; funfun..then me g chut and ming just went to tapioca. again. like we've been doing lately. just sat around and talked about somebody and just laughed at Chut. *points and laughs and doubles over laughing* i had an almond drink. THANK YOU ANDY FOR ALWAYS DRINKING IT LAST LAST SUMMER!!! lol.

OMIGOD ANDY2 LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE Nd ONE TODAY. >___< TWINS!!! skury.skury. very very scary.

Hummm these two days were okay. -____-;;

fRIDAY+______vienes: same old same ol`...went to G's house afterschool again with G [doi], Kevin, Ming, Mark and Chut. Played video games..had my dad yell the crap out of me on the phone. I didn't feel so good after that. He makes me sound like I'm going out to sell drugs or something. sheesh Quote of the day [sorta] "He can't blame you just because you have a life and he doesn't -Kevin. LMAO ^__^ that cheered me up. Left around 7 cuz G had to go and pick up somebody from the airport.
sATURDAY+_____sabado: Went to do the "job" LMAO. if you can call my job a job ^__^;; but it pays and that's all that matters. Musta walked 7 miles today..-___-;; not fun at all. I had a list of people [ASAINS] 's houses and those were the only house I was allowed to hang "doorhangers'' telling people to vote . Such racists...JUST KIDDING! It was the Asian-American group so doi it's going to be aimed at Asians. Plus the hangers were in chinese and vietnamese. so what do you expect. I was with Jenny, Ashley and Ethel...it was okay. Went up and down the same blocks over and OVER and OVER again and took like 6 buses. I was thirsty and hungry. So when I finished [we each had assigned parts of the richmond] I went back to the Beacon and got lunch. then G called and told me to meet her and Me, G and Ming went to Americana Grill to eat lunch. [mex2lunches. very cool] Now im soooo fulllll.....



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO nD [real one] AND PAUL! ^__^

tommorow--
4th__HUGE TEST! *nooo!*
5th__TEST!! NOO!! Me hate SPANISH! ><

today___
feeling kinda bad today. For mulitple reasons. Crap, how's that for a fragment sentence ^__^;; Today afterschool was the Squad Drill Competition. I only watched like 10 seconds of each squad compete so to me everybody was great.
quote of the day
"Your 'good jobs' don't mean anything anymore" Ming [after me saying good job to everybody.] lmao. very true, i was even saying it to the backups [hah including me ^__^] I have a faint idea who won but I'm not saying until the results are posted.

Yesterday was actually okay for a volunteer activity at Union Sq. for teh Nike Marathon...got food in the process ^__^;; my life revolves around food.

Even the morning was okay. Found out something about someone. Very very funnyful and unpredicted...
On the bus G and Benton just played cards throughout the whole trip to Union Sq. When we got there we just did all this stuff for soooooo lonnnng..but got free Jamba Juice cards and stuff so that was okay.
This is what I had to say the whole 4 1/2 hour -->
Me: Did you get explained to for the bag check?
Person: No.
Me: ok, on the bottom of your bib, there is 2 ripoff, the last one that says bag check, rip it off and attatch it to the front of the bag and that's for your coat check for tommorow.
Person: is it still at 2.5 miles in?
Me: no it got changed to the start line
Person: where do we get the shirts?
Me: tommorow when you finish.
Person: Tommorow?
Me: yes
Person: thank you
Me: you're welcome

that times atleast a thousand times...-___-;; i nearly died of dehydration and starvation..

but after the volunteer thingimagigi Me, Jackie, G and Bento box [haha that's ben's new name..] went to Kitaro and on the bus just played Truth or Dare. very funny and informative. Speaking of which still havent told Jackie her answer for her question to benton. -__-;;

to G;; SURRREEEEE ^_____^;; just kidding don't kill me!!

To the convienience of "hello" I will not complain at all in this post. Starting...now -__-;; *ticktockticktock*

Guess what? I'm sooo happy! Why? Umm..i kinda forgot. O yeah. If you have Microsoft XP, most you will have this too, so go check it out after you read this. Go to your Windows Media and you will find that you've downloaded version 9!! It's SOO COOL! [and so much better than the old version. you get nicer graphics and color chooser! COOL!!!] I'm a happy camper.

I promised that I won't complain, so i guess I can't talk about my day. Afterschool was fun but the beginning were *pbbht* ^__^;; oops i already complained.

School life > Love life which is non existing anyways ^__^

Augh feel so sick. The bright bright screen of my computer doesn't help either. ...must turn down screen. *ahhh..much better* . My eyes hurt, my head hurts, my whole fricking arm hurts. The weather's crazy today. Rain, wind, sun, rain, wind, sun, rain, wind, sun..sun. See what I mean? I hate San Francisco. I hate the people. I hate the building. I hate the school system. I hate the people running the school system. God, i hate this city. period. I hate it so much. I hate the weather the most though. Make up it's mind.

You know, if that post was in a forum, it would've been counted as spam. -__-;;

*note to self* must stop annoying g about *cough* hahaha. JUST KIDDING! please don't be pissed at me. I'm just joking. You don't and I don't either. ^__^;;

hola! anyways...Guess what I have!?!? NO MORE NAVBAR!! YAYAYAYAY! my blogger finally looks normal! No more Advertisments, no more stupid blog search thing! it's FREE! *happydance* Guess what else I have here? A comment thing! finally i get the script..much cooler than xanga's too. no pressure to prop or anything because well, you can't! HAH!

god i'm high.

Today was HILARIOUS! ^__^;;

things about today
-woke up at 10 [omigod first time this year!] so late!
-had to go to Wash to do the United Educators thing for an hour. Very boring but had Hershey, G, Benton and other people there.
-went to the Panda place [actually i was going to go home when i heard someone screaming behind me. then i realized it was G. Then i wanted to go home again but paul literally dragged me over to panda.]
-sat at the girls' table hahah.yeah right Jonathan was there at the girls' table. GDT, BDT, and DC was there so about 30 people?
-me and Connie made this nasty drink that I eventually drank 3rd [paul first, kim second] that everybody almost drank. It was the initiation drink. You drink you in. WE were HELLA loud! I felt so so sorry for the people who wanted a good experience there..lol it was SOOO FUNNY! G looked like she wanted to barf though. SO SORRY G!!!!
-outside of G's house we were met with this homeless woman who tried to sell something to us. When we wouldn't buy it she asked for money, when we said we had no money she started to say that we were "wanna bes and we didn't get ddam hussien" haha me and Jonathan were all [inside g's house] who is ddam hussien? OOOO SUDDAM hussein! keke
-went to G's house with Benton, Anna and Jonathon. Played the usual video games and we had to ask Chut to come over and work the projector to watch "Day after Tommorow". HECKKA GOOD! ^^ so scary in a way too. But it was on G's PROJECTOR! TIGHT!!!!!
-watched Lion King 1 1/2 AGAIN and after everybody but me and benton left, we [g b and me haha! it rhymes] started to goof around with AIM. it was so funny! chut's name is now Chut BANG! kekeke.
-went home and thinking about the drink makes me want to barf.

recipe for the drink:
tofu soup
ginger
onions
jalapeno
salt
pepper
ice
water
tea
fish paste
soy sauce
beef sauce
clam shells
shrimp shells
choy
everything that you can find on the table..


mix well and drink! then barf or spit back out and rinse.
serves the GDT BDT DC and ME!

So much homework, no time to type or listen to music. So here I am taking a short break. It's currently 12:02 AM. Here's the list of what homework I have to do : 3x5 cardsandrejeff, map completion andrejeff, analysis questions copy and answer andrejeff, error analysis andrejeff, conclusion andrejeff, websearch 5
andrejeff
Geo H. Homework --> who knows. I have too much bio to think about
Spanish Homework--> describe each room in the school. do tommorow during homeroom
Modern World Homework--> finish report. can't do until tommorow. don't have disk. damn.
RO --> none thank god
Eth Lit H. -->None thank you

anyways as you see besides this post is test results. I took the test from benton's subprofile a few days ago and
here are the answers. Enjoy, now back to my homework

not in the mood to really listen to music, so you guys are spared for the day.
My grades are down the drain and my parents are going to kill me. So if I never go out with you people, use my phone, go do RO stuff, go online you know the reason.

Not really in the mood to type either, I just finished taking all my Debate notes [Bush vs. Kerry dingdingding] for modern world. Not only is my arm about to fall off but I'm also a very very tired person. and my last post just go deleted. thank you very much blogger. I'm also really tired of listening to the same dumb answers over and over again. I do not understand what people see in politicans. they say the same things over and over. just like i just did. They also talk around the question, so when i actually need a straight answer for my notes, they go in a circle to advoid it. that's not cool. I swear, Bush has to get everything connected to education. I mean, good lord, he can link anything to that subject. Health insurance, illegal immigration,job loss, tax cuts, anything. sheesh.

WEBSEARCH 5:
CLICK
due Fri, Oct 15
Go to Sept 2004 issue. Find features. Click on global warming. Must read Geosigns, Ecosigns, Timesigns. In each section are additional areas that you may choose from (author notes, photographer notes, photos/descriptions.) Please remember to do five summaries. CA standard is still Ecology, but the lettered sections are different. Since you now have a copy of the standards FIND the correct letters!!!!!

Not in Love- BBMak.


"I'm Not In Love"

Don't think that you got me girl
Don't think you can tame me and change me
Don't think that it's all because of you
Just because I don't run around
Just because we're forever together
Don't you think of a four letter word to use

So what if I just don't want anybody else but you
So what if you're all that I ever really wanna do
I know what you're thinking, but that doesn't make it true
Believe me, baby

I'm not in love, no not at all
What makes you think you made me fall
I slip but no, I'm not in love
What if I just can't sleep at night
I see your face in the starry sky
So high above...but, girl I'm not in love

Don't think that you got it made
Don't think it's so easy to keep me
Never know it could all just fade away

So what if I just don't want anybody else but you
So what if you're all that I ever really wanna do
I know what you're thinking, but that doesn't make it true
Believe me, baby

I'm not in love, no not at all
What makes you think you made me fall
I slip but no, I'm not in love
What if I just can't sleep at night
I see your face in the starry sky
So high above...but, girl I'm not in love

So if my heart just skips a beat
What if I lose a little sleep
Believe me

I'm not in love, no not at all
What makes you think you made me fall
I slip but no, I'm not in love
What if I just can't sleep at night
I see your face in the starry sky
The way you feel, it makes it right...I'm not in love

I'm not in love, no not at all
What makes you think you made me fall
I slip but no, I'm not in love
What if I just can't sleep at night
I see your face in the starry sky
The way you feel, it makes it right...I'm not in love



well anyhoo just got back from Family Fest. at the Zeum. Actually, I just got off the bus like 5 minutes ago. I'm actually doing my homework for Modern World right now but I'm kinda slacking off. It can wait until next wednesday, so I'm not worried. I'm just worried about the Malcom X book and the obituary on Louis XVI. So i'm just typing here..

well about my day:
WOKE UP by Chut's stupid phone call..well actually i was awake and just about to eat breakfast, so i had to rush out. On the bus was a bunch of people who met up at G's first and I just talked to Chut and Kevin. borring ridee...soo lonnng..
Then after we actually arrived at the Family Fest. place, got pissed a little. same reason as yesterday but I cooled down after a while. We just moved Coffee, tables ect...
then after working for so longgg..our shift was over and me and ming just watched the show. OMIGOD! IT'S COLIN!!!! LMAO. That was scary though, Colin..think about it. ^^
Then we decieded to Ice Skate but nah..there was this "fag---" woman [as called by either Simon or Eric] I was screaming at her, god damn she was annoying. It's not our fault nobody told us that it wasn't free for volunteers. SHEESH. we were NOT holding up the line and even if we were, so were the people in front of us.
So we just decieded to go watch "Friday Night Lights" [actually me and Tai, seemed as though nobody else knew what it was...^^] at the Metreon. List as followed [compiled by G on the bus] : ME, Jackie, Gg, Ming, Kevin, Eric S, Eric, Simon, Tai, Richard, Paul. [how the HECK did she remember all that?]
THE MOVIE ROCKS!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS MOVIE!!! Soo much better than "remember the titans" . MUST MUST watch this again. Billy Bob Thorton is the perfect coach. I almost cried at the end, but i didn't it was THAT good. okay so it wasn't THAT good, but I liked it and I don't regret not seeing "sky captain" or "i [heart] Hucklebees" for this movie.

Click to Listen to Love Is Leaving


Love is Leaving
Love is Leaving
There were times I knew
But I found it hard to say
You were special in my life
Never thought you'd go away

I'll be strong
I'll get by
Without you in my life
I can see through your lies
Did you ever love me
I never found your love

Chorus
You and I know
Love is leaving
And you don't want me anymore
Why should I even try
You and I know
Love is leaving
Now you're the last thing on my mind
Someone else I will find
A memory I've left behind

If I ever made you cry
Any reason I can't find
It was lonely by your side
Like a fool I stood by you
I'll be strong
I'll get by
Without you in my life
I can see through your lies
Did you ever love me
I never found your love
(Chorus repeated)

Bridge:
Is there something I could do
Is there something I should say
Is there someone else to keep me from the night
(chorus to fade)




anyways, too lazy to read the Malcom X and Souls of Black Folk books for Sherrill [cool last name..double r double l] so I'm guessin that I'm just blogging. The song up there is by BBMak [again.]. I'm guessing that I listen to them too much. but then again, their albumns are at the top of my playlist and I'm not able to click anywhere else because their songs are just SO ADDICTIVE. >< I guess I'm more into pop music again..NOO!! must get back into PUNKROCK/POPROCK genre. I feel so ..ecky.

caution: contains bad language from this point on. If you don't want to feel offended get the ...out. thank you. see the little [x] on the corner? CLICK IT.
Anyways, today was the great Sweep for Wash. God, how much did I hate it? Words fail me. I hated the whole freaking thing, from the beginning to the end. Especially the end... I was so fucking pissed off.
People didn't do CRAP. So much for cleaning eh? Come back for the shit when we go back UP the hill. Shit, if you see it now, why do you not just PICK THE DAMN THING UP and put it in your bag? God, a piece of paper is not going to break your fucking back. Okay, after that I was already kinda mad at people.
Then after a long time, Kenneth got [haha got? more like dragged] me, benton and G to help him clean up. Jackie and Chut came along and I was happy for a minute because hey, I got people I actually like to work with. but then they just stood around and FUCKING TALKED. sure, they swepped, but for like 1 minute at trash? then they just FUCKING stood around and did SHIT. I understand why the leaders were so pissed off today. Nobody does fucking crap but stand around and talk. So me and Kenneth just went down the street and cleaned up trash by ourselves.
The most annoying thing came after we came back up. Benton and somebody else, forgot, said that they were going to go down the street and clean up. HOLY FUCKING G*D. I just wanted to hit him [for the first time since I knew him] so fucking hard. WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU THINK WE JUST FUCKING DID? I really yelled at him. then he said he was going to "perfect it". I just go so pissed off that I took a rock and threw it and it hit a side of a car. I was aiming for the sidewalk but it bounced.

I couldn't stand the shit anymore and just fucking threw my crap on the side of the sidewalk and sat down. After a while, just looking at people just made me even madder. So I decieded I needed air or else I was going to punch something. [like a car.]So I went down to Cala and bought food and ate some on the way back. I was a pissy mood for the rest of the day. I eventually spoke at them after ignoring most of them, but I wasn't as happy as I started out. Remind me to work with people who I don't know the next time. Wait, cross that there will NEVER EVER be a next time. I almost wanted to punch the wall , but it wasn't worth it.
Tommorow MUST get better. If it is just a repeat of today, I'm just going to leave early. There isn't a single reason for me to stay and the only reason I stayed today was because I had to sign out. If I didn't have to do that, I would've just left to go home when I went to Cala. I don't have to take this crap.

To the people reading this and if it happened to be you that I was pissed off at:
Screw apologizing to you folks. If you read my post above you will know that I'm right in a sense. I might've not be justified in yelling at you, but what you people did [or lack of] can really set somebody like me off. If you planned to just come here and socialize, go right ahead but atleast be doing SOMETHING while you're socializing. You might think I'm taking things too seriously, and maybe I am, but that doesn't mean that what YOU are doing is CORRECT. If you wanted to have fun, then have your FUCKING fun AFTER the damn clean up. Just think, how would you feel if you had to do work while others didn't? And for no reason?
If you think I'm being difficult, well so are YOU. The only reason I'm typing this out is because I feel like having people understand why the FUCK I was so mad today, and that there was a REASON. If you know me AT ALL, you would know that I ALWAYS HAVE A REASON when I'm mad at people. I NEVER get mad at somebody for no reason. I'm not apologizing for this post and I will NOT delete it even if you ask me to. My thoughts about other people just somewhat went down the drain in some aspects.
God, must need to blow off steam...I stand by what I say, and I don't even want to change that view. Humanity disgusts me at times.


god that felt so good to let off my head.

Can't Say

I can't say why I love you, but i do
And when I'm around you it feels so good, feels so good
And everything that I can do
Every wish I make for you
In the end it all came true and I

Chorus:I can't say why I love you
Can't say, can't say, but I do
I can't say why I love you
Can't say, can't say, but I do
I can't say why I love you

Baby when I found you
I just knew, I just knew that I
Couldn't live without you
Feel it too, do you feel it too
Everything you give to me
Feels as though it's meant to be
If you ever ask me how I feel
(chorus)

Now I'm thinking of you
When I can't explain this feeling
But I know that it's real, when I hold you
When I saw you, you know I knew
I knew I couldn't live without
Without you ever in my life

Everything you give to me
Feels as though it's meant to be
So if you ever asked me how I feel
(chorus to fade)


Can't Say - BBMak

-"I don't mind spending everyday, out on your corner in the pouring rain, look for the girl with the broken smile, asks her if she wants to stay for a while. and she will be loved." -Maroon 5 "She Will Be Loved"

^ I kept singing that three lines over and over today. I just got stuck in my head. Plus I LOVE tHAT SONG! people must must check it out. And if you never heard before, go to yesterday's post and listen to it. I swear it will be implanted in your head.
I LOVE HIS VOICE. whoever's singing it. must find out.must get CD

MUST REMEMBER : *note to self* : Take back quad book from CAREY! THAT JERKFACE! ^__^;; nah..he's aiite...just that he better give it to me before andrejeff's tommorow or else i will KILL HIM! <--his words not mine. haha

She Will be Loved- Maroon 5

I loved Maroon 5 and I loved this song the most. I have no clue why but maybe the music video had something to do with it. hahah jk.


Summer sunshine- The Corrs

I can't help but sing along with this song everytime it's played. It's just so catchy. I could just listen to it without stopping forever. If somebody burns it for me I'll loves okay so not love them..but I will be in their debts. Just like if somebody burns MP'FC for me..
"*ehh ehh?* *nudge nudge* *wink wink* *know what I mean? Know what I mean?* " -Eric Idle & a confused Michael Palin
I'll be very random in this post...why? I'm missing LOST! *GRR* third week in a row! soon there will be no more Dom on TV and then i'll be so sad.
want to know where the word F--- came from? maybe now people won't use it so much [*cough*me*cough*]
In ancient England a person could not have sex unless you had consent of the King (unless you were in the Royal Family). When anyone wanted to have a baby, they got consent of the King, the King gave them a placard that they hung on their door while they were having sex. The placard had F.U.C.K (Fornication Under Consent of the King) on it. Now you know where that word came from.

*crowd goes ahh* yup. and that's all for today. must think of more new names for people . lol. poor william/steven. he didn't know what hit him.

i should just refer you people to elaine's xanga. 1) she has a better descriptive passage, 2) she has a mucho better memory. Elaine's Xanguh
but i will post my own version for my own purposes. ^__^ for me being bored...after i finish my homework. be back in a flash!

----> 10 years later

the Saturday: Anyways, I was online for a long time. before 4 to be infact, doing my stupid homework for stupid eth. lit. when suddenly around 12 o clock i looked up and realized my whole day has just spent passed my eyes. I remembered that I had to do something today, besides going to Geeg's [i like that spelling!! geeg! no more Gg! it's Geeg!] but i strugged it off, thinking "ahh..it's probably nothing, forgot to water the plants or something." When suddenly I look up and see Chut across the street. My reaction "O right. I knew that." Found out later that he waited for an hour outside of Wash for me. heheh SoRRY CHUT!Found out that I didn't enter the correct PIN code number into my phone so it never turned offically on. hehe So we went to go to Cala's to buy balloons for Giannanananna. Then after a loooonnnnng time we finally reached destination Gianna's House.

Benton, Jackie and Elaine came after us, then Ming after a longer period. Then we just sat around and talked and played video games and watched this chinese movie and they played MJ and chilled in Gianananananna's room ^__^;; It was fun just talking. we've haven't done that in a while. At around 6 o clock and after eating fooooood *hehe* I went home to take a shower and get my stuff to stay over at G's. Benton came with me cuz he needed to go to HIS house to shower balbhalbh..came back, and saw Andy outside of her house. So we went inside. MING LEFT WHEN I WAS AWAY!! *GRR* Jackie and lain went to go get medication for thier stuffy noses.hahah allergies.

NEWS FLASH!: OMIGOD nD is so TALL! ^-______-^ hahahah SO TALL!

Then we just played video games and watched MONTY PYTHON!!! kekeke I swear they didn't understand half of it but ah well it was cool. MONTY PYTHON! the castle of Augghhhhhhh! *sings* brave sir robin ran away....bravely ran away away...when danger reared it's ugly head he bravely turned his tail and fled, yes brave sir robin turned about and gallently he chickened out bravest..blah*stops singing* then we watched Lion KING 11/2. that they got. I LOVE THAT MOVIE!! ^__^ so CUTE!


then at around 11 Chut left us to go home. DORK! -____-;; yeah so then we stayed up playing video games till around 2 in the morning. then we went to sleep. OMIGOD nD wouldn't shut up! hahah i was laughing.

THEN we started playing video games in the morning at around 6? TENNIS!! WOOH!!! then the alarms went off. blahblahblahbl
then Chut and Ming came.


THEN we had to go to the booksale. Same as always nothing to say here. Got four books though. that's nothing compared to ming hahah. then ming and chut left to go their seperate ways...
then we [jackie, benton, gg, elaine, kevin, me] went to Stones, had pizza, walked around, nearly had my back broken by the killer chair, and the robot! HAHAH THE ROBOT! kekek that thing is hilarious. Kevin got me addicted to the spaghetti sauce. OMIGOD it is SO FRICKING addictive! must have some more next time. yup then we went back to g's and played some more video games and then jackie, benton, g and kevin played MJ. then we left to go home.

--->
wait i didn't say the funniest part yet! ^__^

Chut found this book in the "HUMOR" section called "if 3 " [if cubed] and it's so fricking nasty. Kevin claimed it and was reading it and then me and jackie started reading it and asking people the questions. ahhh good times. Many inappropriate questions to ask your friends. good for truth or dare though.









DANG THAT'S ALOT OF TYPING. MY FINGERS HURT!-_______-

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First of all. OMIGOD! I'm SO HAPPY! ^___^;; I bought the monty python flying circus day calendar thing where you rip out the pages blah. IT'S SO COOL! ^^ I swear, I have to thank Chut for finding it. lol. Only, It's a 2005 calendar, not a 2003 . the picture up there is wrong.

*happy happy happy* So anyways bought Gg's present yesterday and stayed at Stones till 8:45? Blah. I never liked that place. Except borders' ---that's a cool place. But that's probably because I actually like to read and listen to music and watch movies. $199 dollars for all the complete seasons of Flying Circus....blah, I'll just burn 'em. I was about to buy so many stuff but I didn't want to waste money, I'm flat broke. ^__^ plus, I still have to buy balloons.


Sherrill..GOD HE IS A NICE PERSON. <= sarcasum. I have so much work for him. Study, study, volcabulary study, final test on monday, huge ass chart thing due on monday, court room scene skit, southern accent perfected, AUGH. probably a test on Love Medicine soon. CRAP. I hate that stupid book. *happiness totally gone* *looks at calendar and laughs giddily* *happiness backaroonie!* MONTYPYTHON'S COOL^^

HOHUM! SMOCK!

Anyhoo, ELAINY'S HAMSTER IS ADORABLE!! *squeels* so cute.

ok enough weirdness from me today.
Stress management: 30
Need developement.
thank you tiffaney, i needed that. ^^

I GOT BORdERLINE B IN ANDREJEFF! HAHAHAHAHHHA! she made 2 mistakes on my progress report and when i told her that my dad would kill me, she 1st) FIXED HER MISTAKE...then 2) wrote "she's working hard" HHAHAH! like that would stop my dad from killing me. O boy, what a poor, demented woman.

btw: BILLY BOYD is going to whatever that thing is where celebrities from movies go to ...-_-;;
Too bad it's in Milton Keynes, wherever that is, somewhere in the UK probably.

Guess what I hate most in people: PEOPLE SNAPPING GUM! SERIOUSLY there was this DUMBASS girl in the cafe who was snapping her fucking gum at a decible that was soo fucking high.
here's a f in skit: [courtesy of tiffe]

JACKASSHOLE: *SNAP SNAP SNAP!!!*
JAH: *SNAP SNAP SNAP*
Tiffe: *stress level going up WAY WAY UP!*
JAH: *SNAP SNAP SNAP!*
Tiffe: *GETTING PISSED*
JAH: *SNAP SNAP SN---*
TIFFE: WILL YOU PLEASE STOP THAT !!!?!?! GOD IT'S SO F-ING ANNOYING!
JAH: *SNAP SNAP*
Maggie: Why? somethingsoethina.a.bhalbhlahl
JAH: *SNAP*
TIFFE: I'M serious, that is really annoying.
JAH:*SNAP * giggles with another JAH.
5 minutes later with LOTS of SNAPPING and giggling and looking in my direction.
TIFFE: AHHH!!! [in head]
*Takes up pen and starts tapping HARD on the table*
JAH: KEEPS ON SNAPPING*
Tiffe: POUNDS THE PEN*
JAH: SNAP*
TIFFE: POUND*
Maggie: you know, that's really annoying
TIFFE: I know! that's why I'm doing it, I'll stop when she stops snapping *GLARES*
JAH: KEEPS ON SNAPPING*
TIffe: KEEPS ON POUNDING.*
Bell RINGs jackassholes leaves

SHITHEAD! GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCCKER! I'm TRYING TO DO MY FUCKING HOMEWORK. I BETTER NOT SEE HER IN THE HALLWAYS OR I SWEAR I'll BEAT THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF THAT FUCKHOLE. I'LL RING HER NECK INTIL SHE CAN'T FUCKING BREATHE NO MORE. OR I'LL TAKE A WAD OF GUM AND SHOVE IT DOWN HER WINDPIPE. LET'S SEE HER FUCKING POP THIS SHIT. GOD DAMN. ONE THING I HATE MORE THAN PEOPLE WHO PISS ME OFF TO THIS EXTENT IS PEOPLE WHO FUCKING POP THEIR FUCKING GUM.



man, nobody ever sees me this pissed over gum popping. but g--d---it, there's only so far that people can push me today.

firstly I must say this to two of my friends -->

G: YOU ARE NOT A FRICKING FAILURE! gawddarnit! So you might've not made the things you went out for but you're not a failure! Atleast you went out and tried out for it. That's alot better than me...i'll probably wouldn't even got that far. ><
E: DON'T YOU GO ANYWHERE [unless it's necessary] IT'LL BE SO WEIRD WITHOUT YOU HERE!! What would summer be without you to hang with? boredom..that's what! LALA land is not as good as FRISKO! Where would go when its summer? DISNEY? SMOCK!!! SMOCK SMOCK!!

SMOCK!! SMOCKY SMOCKY SMOCK!

next on my agenda:

I'm stressed out. I'm very stressed out. It's not a good feeling. -__-;; on top of the regular work i have, I also have to now re-remember the damn squad drill thing. Flawk. o well. it's not that hard. once i find the paper again. Social life is a good thing though, and a bit of comedy once in a while is great.
Thank god I don't have a love life...it seems to be stressing out alot of people I know this week...not that i would mind...ok maybe i would mind. I hate being stressed out about anything and i seem to have a short short fuse when it comes to anger management and stress control. I'm more of an sales orientation person.

Do you know what i want to TRY once in my life when i grow up? A sketch on SNL. ^_^


I'm random aren't I?

My offical Xmas list is up on my AIM profile. happy me if you get me one of the two. [actually if you get me number 2, you're freakin cheap, but I'll LOVE you anyways. cuzz you people are..um...cool!]

ahola. So anyways. School sucks, life sucks. -___-;; and no life is not school and vise versa. my family life is a bitch, my grades are a bitch, and my teachers are bitches. Mind the french.
Life is so predictable it's stupid. Life is pointless. and no I am not suicidal. I'm not that stupid. Sure, friends are good, time is fine but WHY THE FUCK AM I HERE?
what happened this week:Beach CleanUp- cold and bitchyKezar DAY one- stupid and bitchy, Kelly Clarkson is getting on my nervesKezar Day Two- Pointless. wandering. but okaySchool week-think i failed one test- Andrejeff. not sure.Aced two Sherrill tests- joygot a C on one Sherrill test- o joy.flag duty was a waste of my time.
life is an idiot. lets's kill it.
o yeah. I have something to say:
bitchybitchybitchy.

ahola. So anyways. School sucks, life sucks. -___-;; and no life is not school and vise versa.
my family life is a bitch, my grades are a bitch, and my teachers are bitches. Mind the french.

Life is so predictable it's stupid. Life is pointless. and no I am not suicidal. I'm not that stupid.
Sure, friends are good, time is fine but WHY THE FUCK AM I HERE?

what happened this week:
Beach CleanUp- cold and bitchy
Kezar DAY one- stupid and bitchy, Kelly Clarkson is getting on my nerves
Kezar Day Two- Pointless. wandering. but okay
School week-
think i failed one test- Andrejeff. not sure.
Aced two Sherrill tests- joy
got a C on one Sherrill test- o joy.

life is an idiot. lets's kill it.

o yeah. I have something to say:

bitchybitchybitchy.

quote of the year:

The guy who shook Johnson's hand: How does it feel?

LMAO! omigod i was cracking up so badly ^__^;; what a werido. *shivers* nasty Johnson, just had to tell us about his "ghetto" neighborhood. Johnson has problems!!!



FOOTBALL IS THE WORLD'S MOST BORING SPORT EVER!! but flag duty is even worse.

So far, my grades are pretty good except for two things today:

i think i failed two tests : math and english. DMMT

anybody wanna be my tutor? ^__^;;

anyhoo, I like somebody now...can anybody guess? HAHAHAHAH. nahhhh..

I JOINED COLOR GUARD!! OMIGOD it's so easy, even easier than i thought, that's freaky. Wanna know what else is freaky?GDT has a lot of members, and the trophy case for RO is broken [the outside one]..-__- weird. The LET 1s Can't march time!!! hahaha. it was really fun though, Gg calls out the foot and i march for em..very cool ^_^

~tiffe

[as you can see, im not big on paragraphs today..i guess its because of all the essays i had to write this week]




back to the serious things:

tommorow is the 3rd year memorial [i hate the word anniversary used in this case] for 9-11. Wow have time passed. It seemed like yesterday that I was in Mr.Probst's class listening to him reminces about his home town. Then we had the Afghanistan war, the Iraqi [omigod, a word with a "Q" but no "U" after it] war, and now the post war, and yet it still seems to go by so fast. Scary eh? now we're back at election time....

listen to this song: http://pythonline.com/plugs/idle/FCCSong.mp3

it's HILARIOUS! i stumbled on it online, well okay somebody told me where it was. >_< it's by Eric Idle [aka. Sir Robin in Monty Python, MP Flying Circus..ect.ect..blabhblahblh the narrator from Ella Enchanted, the parrot in 102 dalmations, blahblahbhalbhalh =] ] OMIGOD IT IS SO FUNNY!! BUT it swears a million times. BUT IT S HILARIOUS!!! HILARIOUS! i love i love it !! I LOVE LOVE LOVE HIS VOICE!! ^__^ i can't imaging a guy his age swearing so seriously in a song..mwhahah..damn i should do homework for sherrill...I hATE HIM! but i love eric's voice!!


F-ing hilarious..oops, eric rubbed off of me

welps this is tiffe aka. sofía [explaination later]

anyways...schools a beeyotch. but i have very funny people in my classes. very goofy funny people. ^__^ but now my name for spanish is sofía. joy. -__- i went to office depot after school today so that was cool . im such a dorkcussssmuss..

not to bore you with uneccessary stuff, i have to say one thing: oh go jump off a duck.


okay i need to do Sherrill's essay. damn bustarddomomodod. but he's cool so far. very "talk show host blah"

anyways today was the first day of the rest of my life. cheesy? well too bad. anyhoo. Today I was nearly late for school already! I am such a moron that it isn't funny. Well, actually it is *laughs at one's self* .

[boy i missed doing the daily review here. I'm so glad to be back!]
Homeroom_ I GOT A NEW HOMEROOM TEACHER! YES! Ms. Ashwell or something or another. Nice lady, unlike *coughthomsoncough* but Ms.Jacob's helped out. It's all cool.
No First_
Second_ Andrejeff. Not so bad, it was fun. I got to sit next to Shirley!! ^__^ yay! she thought i was Jackie for a second. Humph. But then after a LONG time of her talking about our test and exams and stuff, we got to choose our groups. I went from Amy's cool group to being in Jackie's to being w/ benton to finally being with Hikari, Jennifer and Edelweiss. COOL.^__^ i know so many people in this class, i know like half the class ^__^ Carey scared the living daylights out of me when i went into class, i thought he was going to be in whatever class the people who got honors last year gets.
Third_JROTC what to say about this . BORING CLASS? no not good enough. EXTREMELY BORING? nah. SUPER BORING? yes. lots of LET-1 s this year so that's cool.
Fourth_Spanish/Modern World. DUE TO A MISTAKE OF MY SCHEDULE I HAD TO KEEP CHANGING CLASSES. First it said go to Spanish, but he didn't call out my name so i had to ask him and he said i was changed to fifth. so i went to Modern World up at 335 and that dude said i was changed to 123, Ms.Jacob's room. then when i finally got to 123, i told him that my schdule was screwed up and he said "tell me about it" . no shiet sherlock.
Lunch_ FUN! haven't had lunch for a while ^__^ nice to be back with people i like.
Fifth_ REAL SPanish. finally_TUNZI haha. i overheard somebody saying Tunzi was hot V__V;; bleck. I nearly laughed out loud. Sure he's...um...nicer looking than the other teachers but BOY IS HE ANNOYING. ONLY SPEAKS IN SPANISH>___<>
Sixth_GRADY!! NOOO! I thought i got rid of her last year. but no! I've never ever seen her classroom this full before, it was always so empty with only 8 people, now it's a full 30+ class. amazing. I GOT JACKIE AND JOHNSON AND VICKIE AND AMY to talk to with me! YESHA! ^__^



I GOT FLAG DUTY TOMMOROW IN THE MORNING! NOO! SOMEBODY DO IT FOR ME!! PLEASE!

this week what did i do?

-went to Cabrillo with Gg, Elaine and Benton
-picked up my uniform.
- went to Japantown with Joanne and Jackie
-went to Downtown with Gg, Jackie and Elaine.


NOO!! CRAIG KILBORN IS NOW OFFICALLY OFF THE AIR!! *CRIES SUPER HARD AT LOSS*

sniff. well atleast he gets to drink at 2 in the afternoon now.

yesterday i went out...I LOST MY SCHEDULE!! 6________6

2:15
yup so i was finishing up my homework for bio when Elaineyyyy called and asked if i was able to get out of the house [duh]. So i went to Cabrillo to meet up with Benton Elaine and Gg but they left!#R&*(! and the only people there was this group of freshmens [incomming] and they were all looking at me like i was crazy. FUCKING LOSERS!
then I finally saw them and compared schedules and i found out i have NO classes with Gg OR Elaine!! NOO! V____V
then bk, and this bird flew around....that was scary. contamination!
then we just went back to gg's house and played operation and went on herbro's computer messing around with elaine's music thing and these fill in the blank surveys. then operation.bahlbhafdhkalhbkah then i left at 6:20.

---hey cool i found another survey!! --

Name: Tiffe

Age: 15

Location: Cali

fav. color: green

fav. food: alfredo [anything in alfredo sauce]

What is your fav. kind of music: alternative rock; adult contemperary

.Best singer: i dono/Jason Mraz

Best band: Simple Plan

Best Group: er..

Favorite song: Breakaway

If you had 5 wishes, what would they be:

1.4.0

2.a new schedule

3.japanese as language

4.no ms.grady

5.5 more wishes

.What cd is in your cd player right now: i dont know a mix?

first cd you ever bought: i have no clue

Do you kick azz: no?

Ever been in a fist fight: suree

Do you ride a motorcycle?no

Fav. restaraunt: no clue

Do you like KoRn: no

What is your opinion on EminEm: he's okay

Do you use Napster: no

Have you ever used Napster: yes

Are you a virgin: yes

Who is your best friend: n/a

What kind of pets do you have:none. all dead *sob*

Have you ever planted a tree: no

What is your fav. flower:this pinkish purpleish one that ISNT a orchird ^__^

Do you go to the Wawa: what?

Do you like Slushies: yep

Have any piercings: yes

If so, where:ears?

Have any tattoos: nope

If so, where:n/a

Ever been abused: nope

Have you ever failed a grade in school: nope

Do you have kids: no

Are you married: no...

-PICK ONE-

*NSYNC/BSB: bsb

Paper/plastic: plastic

floor/ceiling: floor

grape/strawberry: strawberry

math/science: math

earth/mars: earth

cat/dog: dogs

red/blue: blue

curtains/drapes: curtains

1 pillow/2 pillows: 2 pillows

boxspring/mattress: mattress

mom/dad: none

love/lust: love

guns/knives: none

posters/pictures: pictures

smooth/crunchy: smooth

peanut butter/jelly: peanut butter

cd/cassette: cd

magazine/book: book

VCR/DVD: dvd

regular mirror/2-way-mirror: 2 way

-FILL IN THE BLANK-

If I was president____: I will promise to screw up this country...woops already done. thank you george w.bush ^_^

If I was a tv____: i have no clue

.If I was an electic circut____: er..no clue

.My main goal in life is____: be sucessessful

I know I am____: tiffaney

I know you are____: stupid

____ kix azz: nobody

YES! finally got my stupid stupid schedule!! ^___^

0 homeroom
1. Eth Ex. Honor - Sherrill
2. Bio honors - Andrejeff [i'm DEAD]
3. JROTC - Windham [DAMN IM in BRAVO this time]
4. Modern World - Kline [need honors]
5. Spanish - Tunzi-Gutierrez [how the heck am i going to spell that?]
6. Geo Honors - GRADY [AGAIN!! AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!]

anyhoo, as you can see, i have an EARLY schedule. CRAP!

well..atleast no Architect this year! yes!! =]

btw: USA is second in gold medal counts but first in overall medals earned. YEah! china's first and second. =]

noo! don't leave kilborn!! i need late late tv to survive!!! =[

what the F is this new toolbar crap on my blogger?!?! AUGH!!!!


anyways in the last two days I went to the movie (=]) theather at Century and finally saw "I, Robot" it was SO GOOD!!! I thought it was going to suck so badly but it was the best movie i saw this summer so far. I want to watch it again now!
wait..no nevermind. there was the stupid ass family behind me that kept on talking and talking. I shushed them like 6 times and i yelled "SHUT UP" and yet they still talk. i wanted to throw my icee at them. but they werent worth it.

the late night shows - the late late night shows

anyways, yesterday [this morning] i watched almost the full lineup of the late night shows,
from David Letterman to Jay Leno to Craig Kilborn to Friends [did you know they had a show around 2 o clock to Oprah at 2:30.

mostly reruns but once again i had to tune in to Craig Kilborn and drop all the other stations.. such a weirdo >.< too bad he just had to quit after 5 seasons. he called it quits yesterday somewhere but he has about a month to go. SO THEY BETTER NOT PUT RERUNS OF HIM ON TV ANYMORE!!!!! EVIL EVIL EVIL EVIL!! I DONT'T WANT CONEN O' BRIEN TAKIN OVER ON THE LATELATE NIGHT SHOWS! I rather watch Craig Kilborn!!fjdafjkalj! But David Letterman is still the coolest EVER. well maybe it's because of his top ten list. As I said, it was a rerun but Halle Berry was on and they talk FOREVER on that show so i just flipped over to Friends.

<--two of the world's coolest late night hosts. DAMN I WATCH TOO MUCH FREAKING TV!! >.< but have you realized that ALL the good shows are at around midnight and later!? that is so annoying!! i need to record these shows now, i cannot keep watching midnight tv when i go back to school. Maybe i can convince my mom and dad to get TiVo? nahhhh..


on the second thought:
I NEED to watch the "The Graham Norton Effect " on Comedy Central. i missed half the freaking season...